Karen's Scribbles

Its been a Year and 8 days since i last updated

2011-03-24T20:59:00.001+08:00

Hello Blogs readers! :D Its been like A Year and 8 days since i last updated.. Gosh! Well, I've been busy last year with school, life and stuff.. I had no feeling to write in my blog anymore..so i din write and just neglected my blog for a year.. Well, school life has been gone..im gna miss it.. Been doing nothing after SPM but just sleeping, waking up, eat, watch tv, play games, and pretty much tat. Ahhh...feels good can relax but im really bored.. 2011 is not bad that far.. Result is out yesterday.. Hmmm...I just wna thank God in everything.. :) Dunno where im gna continue my study to next.. Still in applying and still choosing the University I wish i can go.. Thinking of Taylors.. Its not bad, but when u come to hear the course cost per semester.. Haha! My parents were seriously surprised.. 3 years of degree is already coming up to 80K.. Hey, wait..haven plus in Foundation year.. All in all is around 85Kplus.. Accomodation and foods still haven plus in.. Gosh! Well, i still have to look at other U den.. Life have been good.. As u say, Single and I can enjoy all i can, play all i can and no one can stop me.. :D Since School life end, I realise that even when Im out at nite, using car or Rowena pick..my parents will not be anxious waiting for me till i come back, cux Im no more a school student..and I have my freedom.. Well, once go out means after midnite den will be home.. My hols since December till February was fill with Joy.. Hangout alot with Rowena and Cass.. Really had fun moments.. :) Thanks to u two babes! Haaaa... I got nothing to say.. Thats all for this post! I too dunno when Im gna have another update.. haha! In a month or two or..i dunno.. :P Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks<3

2010 so far

2010-03-14T22:02:00.004+08:00

Hello My dear Peeps!! OMGosh! Its been almost 5 months since i've last updated my blog.. Well... Kinda lazy to update so.. Till now, i have nothing to do.. Update la.. Short one.. 2010?? Sucks big time with things at home.... I dun understand some ppl at home.... For more info ask me personally... And school?? All the year 1992 has finished their SPM and im still in SPM year.. Shud be finishing but, one year of Transition.. Duhh.. Well, school life is good.. But when test is coming.. Tats where the stress comes... Well... This year conclusion.. Im Single.. :) And been hanging out alot with friends... Miss some friends... Conclusion... Stepfanie can drive... Hahaha.. And last nite i drove her car in tow on busy road... Hahaha... I was amazed by myself.... Sorry to say, i have no license yet.. Not yet..but soon.. :) So yeah.... And Shaleen BBQ was a blassstttt!! :D Leen, take care ya.. next round BBQ infrom.. hahaha.. :D Well, tats life in 2010... Simple, fun... And Babes..my BFF... Love you all!!! We hangout sooner or later k... We go have dinner... :D Hehehe.. Or go hangout lepak somewhere... Hmmm.. I guess tats all.. Will update sooner or later..MAYBE?? haha.. Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Taking Back My Love.. I love this song.. :)

2009-10-24T22:20:00.002+08:00

Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt?

You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love

Yeah, what did I do but give love to you?
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you

You think that you know
(I do)
You've made yourself cold
(Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl

You're out of control
(So what?)
How could you let go?
(Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material?

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

So all this love I give you, take it away
(Uh, uh huh)
You think material's the reason I came
(Uh, uh huh)

If I had nothing would you want me to stay
(Uh, uh huh)
You keep your money, take it all away

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Ooh, my love
(I'm taking back my love)
Ooh, my love

Hari Raya and Stuff Updates

2009-09-28T14:10:00.002+08:00

Hello Peeps!! Well... Im on sick leave form school today... Well... Had this gastric pain from Thursday.. So on Saturday went to see the Doc but till now still not yet good.. So this morning went to see the Doc and hope it'll get alright soon... Niways... Raya hols just over and now its back to school time... Well... Raya.. U ask me what i've been doin... well, went visiting to my aunts house and had lots of food.. After tat hang out with the bf... Good times... And the next day.. 2nd day of raya.. Well, went to my aunt's son house for raya.. Arrived there around 9am and stayed there till 12.. Whoa... U can see the whole family of niece and nephew and cousins there... FUn times la.. Talk and laugh.. And my 3 months old nephew is just so adorable... When u talk to him he'll just smile to you... And for my niece... She just loves hp... If u give her ur hp... She'll stick with u and make friend with you... But she's very clever... When she hear ur hp rings she'll give it back to u.. After tat she'll ask it back from you.. Hehehehe.. But she's very careful of it.. She holds it very carefully.. Well... After tat.. my parents, uncles, and big bro went to Bekenu for visiting... But my 2nd bro and I did not join cux we had plan of our own.. So went to my bf house to hang out.. And after tat proceed to Mr Johan's house... Arrived there around 1sth and hang out there till 5sth.. Long and fun times.. His pet jojo the lil hamster is sooooo cute... And tat lil thing wont get tired of walking up my hand, roro and brenn hands.. hehehe.. The 3 of us was so amazed by it... Good times.. After tat, Roro, Brenn and I head over to brenn's house to hang out there... And after tat we met up with the boys for dinner.... After dinner i came home and took a refreshing bath and den played my PSP... Addicted to it la...nowadays... But will stop soon.. The next day was kinda bored la... Did nothing after breakfast came home... And den just relax at home for the whole day... Wednesday was a working day for everyone already... So i was sleeping so soundly and suddenly my door bell went “ding dong”.. I was who is tat bastard playing with my door bell.. And i went and see.. Oh its the workers...came to repair some stuff... So after tat, i wna go back and sleep but i cant sleep anymore... So wth just woke up watch tv.. Not long my parents came back... My dad sick leave and for my mom she's not goin to work.. First time of my hols not goin out everyday... Not bored also stay home if i had things to do... Hmmm... Tats all of it.. Well, i was watching the Asian Food Channel just now and this host said a very impack word... He said.. Sunday should be spending time with the Families, Wife or Ur Gf... Den he said but some ppl owes say they have things to do and cant spend time.. Tats not an excuse... Hmm.. Well... What he said was kinda true la... Really like what he said... Well... Niways... I had nothing much to say edi... Gotta go take my nap now.. :) Good day and Bye bye.. Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Updates on life and some stuff

2009-09-11T14:16:00.002+08:00

Hello My Lovely Blog Follower... :) How are you all doing nowadays?? Im good... Not everyday la... Hmmm.... Lets start from? Let me see.... Last Friday... Well, normal days in school... After school all the prefects had a small meeting till 12.30pm.. Den after tat, my mom and me proceed for lunch with my dad and soon my mom sent me home... I took my bath and had a rest.. Nite was okay.. Brother and i went out for some limteh session... Den pass 12am we proceed home... Tats basically my typical Friday nite.. The next day was kinda tiring.. Because in the morning i need to go back to school for the leo club meeting... We had some activities and by 10.30am i proceed home... Rest at home the whole freaking day... Boring!! And den nite also din go out... Kesian la... Being left out no one bring me out during the weekends ba.. What to do.... So i stayed home, iron my clothes den proceed playing games... To release my boring-ness.. After tat, around 12sth i proceed to dreamland.. Hehehehe... Next day was sunday, well normal Sunday Church Service... After Church service.. Met up with the bf and spended time with him...till 5sth... Tats basically my Weekend la... Monday normal day... Had to stay back till 1.50pm cux of my afternoon class.. After tat came home took a refreshing bath and do my usual stuff.. Sleeping! Hehe.. On tuesday, we prefects had this installation thingy.... The real one.. Went up stage feeling all tensed up.. But eventually i was okay at last... :) And later tat afternoon we had this singing competition for all the form4 class.. Class by class sang. Any song tat is got to do with the National Day thing.. My class did not win but we had lots of fun.... The event finished around 4pm.. On Wednesday, was a relaxing day... Came home after school finish, den took my nap.... Yesterday Thursday was kinda tiring... I stayed back till 3.30pm in school... Morning, of cux usual school time... But we din really had class.. We were busy decorating the class as today is the last day of teachers giving marks.. Well, in the afternoon i was suppose to stay back in class to help the other classmates to do some stuff for the class but i had this thing to do in the hall.. Prefect thing la... Need to help out my other department member in hanging the banner.. For the “Pameran” today.. Bulan Kemanusiaan thingy la... Today was kinda a relaxing day.... All the while i was with my other friends in the hall looking around... Nothing to do in class also... So, why not go in the hall.. Got aircond somemore... Hehehe... Well, its fun la... And in the afternoon i suddenly felt all tensed up... Like not in the mood... Well... i dunno la... I suddenly thought of some stuff and suddenly make me not in the right mood... Am not gonna say it here but...who wants to know ask me.... Find and dig ur way in asking me... Hmmmm.... Firstly, My blog my words ok.... I just felt left out.. And felt tat everyone is ditching me away... Well, my feeling and sense told me... If those ppl treat me like tat... Nvm la... I better be a good girl and listen to mummys say.... After all, i cant owes have what i want rite... So go with the flow only... If the flow flows my way, den i accept it.. If it does not... Den bare with it la... What to do kan.... Niways, enuf with the abit of emo moments here... Nothing in mind edi... Will update soon if i can... TGIF! Have a pleasant weekend peeps! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Paparazzi by Lady GaGa :)

2009-09-09T15:22:00.000+08:00

Updates and Read Patiently :)

2009-08-24T01:42:00.003+08:00

Hello Peeps!! Its been quite a while abandoning my blog there for a moment... Well, wanna update a long list of things now.. Get ready to read patiently ya... :) Well, lets start on the 17th of August till 21st of August had mid term exams... Fuuuu... Those five days of suffering.. I mean like studying, test time, sitting there boring.... Gosh... Its like crap man... Heehe.. Well, tat week i really was in stress out mode moment.. Stayed home.. Become good girl control my outings now a days... Goin on... On the 21st till 23rd tat is Friday till Sunday, our church had this church camp at Borneo Tropical Rainforest Resort... Kinda nice place la... Went there three time including this time... Two times was last year and this year youth camp... Well, all i can say is...had family time and whole church member time together... Had session with the Pastor from Kuching.. Very good Pastor... Funny, joker type and it amused me alot during his sermon although i dont denial im kinda sleepy at times but all i can say is i had fun... Sorry but i dont upload pictures.. If i do, next time la... Im good with words only so be patient and read my blog only.. Dun complain its long... So yeah...u do the math... Hehehe.. Well, its school holidays peeps! Hehehe.. More than a week.. Tuesday den go back to school.. Sunday Merdeka so holiday bring over to Monday.. Yay! Extra one day.. Kinda happy with it... :) Well, actually i have nothing much to say.. Just wanna update whats goin on only.. This coming week i hope i will have fun... Hope anyone wil bring me out... I cant stay home u know.. Boring ba.. Its holidays ba people... So, wth la... Go out.. Hehehehe.. :D So, i hope i'll go alot places.... I wanna go Parkson... Its been one week plus plus not going there.. I know la...if u guys out there, went there... But i've been having test and weekend occupied by camp.. So holiday is my time to go... If not i'll have very less chance to do tat.. Only on weekends only... Niways...was thinking randomly just now, why not one day, my brother and we all friends la go to Borneo Tropical there for a night stay... And have fun.. Maybe during November time... Hmmm... We can go Friday Evening and come back on Saturday Evening ba... Its fun... Go with friends and have fun is one of the things i want to do... Can spend time knowing each other more, get closer to everyone and stuff... Hehehehe... Crap, what am i saying.. Hehe.. Well, hope it will happen la.. Niways, had fun outing with the bf just now.. It had almost been a week plus not seeing him... Missing him alot... Plus i din get the time to always txt him during camp time.. Cause of the line limit... But i got Celcom, but kesian my bf using digi.. Expensive ba... So, less txt-ing la... Hehe.. But oh well, its nice seeing him just now... But i still kinda miss him.. What to do.. Im owes missing him ba.. Hehehe.. :) Crap, now im making myself missing him more.. Hahahaha... Will see him soon.. Hope so... Can la.. :D Hmmm.... Dunno what to say edi... Niways, if anything i miss out in this post, i will post it in the next post..soon...maybe... My mind is currently shutting down cause its holiday ba... So what the heck... I Cant think rite now.. Kinda sleepy edi.. Holidays i'll try updating my blog even i have nothing to say... Good Nite/Morning... Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Friday Nite updates

2009-08-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

Hello Peeps! How are you all doin out there?? Good? Im not really good.. Well, look the weather sucks man.. Hot.. But tonite it finally rain.. Wooo! Im happy.. heheh.. Well.. Lets go on with what i wanna say... This week in school? U ask me hows school? Hmmm... Okok la.. Nothing big actually happend except on Wednesday, i was so nervous for the Prefect Installation the next day... Not only me, its everyone.. Gosh.. But on Thursday it was finally done.. And i cant believe my own eyes tat i have tat prefect pin, pinned on my neck tie.. Well, walk through hard, easy and most of all tough time... Been through all tat makes me know more about how to control myself.... And know more about others... Niways, Nothing much to say though.. Gosh.. Next week Mid-term exams edi.. Monday till Friday.. Den its holiday time.. Well, honestly... Me and my friends dont feel the mood of studying there because there's like something bugging our mind.. Like we had so many problems.. But we dunno what.. Just tat we dont have the mood of studying there.. But i put all my effort in my studying although after a hard studying, i'll forget but, i'll just still continue on... I pray to god to help me.. :) Like they say.. We must be strong and be confident in urself... Well, days pass fast... Its August already... And not long it'll be September... And year end... Then i'll be proceeding to Form5 next year as im later than all the year 1992 ppl.. After Form5 it'll be College and Uni.. GOsh.. I was thinking lately.. I was in Peralihan in 2005... Suddenly it became 2009! Wow! Its been five years in secondary school.. Next year will be my 6 years.. Wooo! Niways, i just wanna say... Dont do things tat will make u regret it.. Just go on with ur life and live it to the fullest... Well, back on track... Next Friday till Sunday will be our Church Camp at Borneo Tropical Rainforest... Family and whole church outing thingy.. It kinda suck cause the HP line over there is limited.. Only at the lobby of the camp site will have.. But oh well, i'll try working out by using my Celcom number.. After church camp it'll be holiday time.. One week? U ask me issit enuf? Nope.. Even 2 weeks its isn't enuf.. U give me a month i also dunno.. It would be enuf la..i guess.. Hehehehe... Our school foodfair had been postponed... Due to the government, they dont allowed anyone to held a big event cause it will be crowded and u know la the haze now... So better dont... It should be last Sunday.. So on Friday, we prefects stayed back to put all the things properly.. From 1.30 till 4.30. I know rite.. And its Friday lagi.. Haha.. Anyways, our department was in-charge of decorating.. So we decorate the stage, move all the flower pots from the garden to the front and cover it with clothes to make it nice.. And lots la.. We had so much fun but at the end we were all tired but we did a good job.. Hehehe... And the others moved the tables down from the block and put it for all the stalls.. Each stall shud only have 6.. So they arrange it.. Kinda tiring but we done a good job.. And the spirit of team work.. But on Saturday, we got a bad news saying 10am prefects have to go back to school to put back all the stuffs.. Food fair postponed.. Wow! At first i was kinda piss off but den it was for a while den i went back to school and helped out.. It wasn't bored at all.. Everyone was playing around while doing job.. Hehe.. After tat, my friends and me went opposite to have our lunch...at Jamilah.. Ate there and den proceed home.. And i basically stayed home and rest... Till night i wanna go out to buy reload so my brother brought me and den went limteh with the bf and Kim.. Yeah.. Tats basically my weekend... Sunday was a fine day... Morning as usual la, church... Den afternoon rest at home and den night went out for bowling with my brother, the bf, Roro, and Brenn.. Hehe.. Had fun times sitting down at Starbucks with Roro and Brenn.. Talk talk den the boys came and proceed talking again.. After tat went to Boulevard side to eat.. After tat proceed home.. Tiring day... So, niways tats my last week weekend... This weekend... For tonite i din even felt like going out.. Im feeling the relaxing home is better tonite... So yeah.. Hehehe.. Nothing much to say though... So, good nite/morning.. Sweet Dreams! Sleep Tight! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Down down

2009-08-08T23:48:00.002+08:00

Hello Peeps! Emo post yeah.... :) Hmmmm.... Life sometimes is like playing with you... Why?? I dunno... SOmetimes i feel im kinda over without knowing it untill someone says it... Ya... Im most of the time like this... But what can i do... Im trying to change myself into a better person.. I still need time... U couldn't possibly ask a person to change in a week or what ba... I dunno whats in my mind... Im kinda down but not angry.... I need ppl to boost me up... If i said i've cried to let my feelings be better, its no use... No one will care or ask me... So whats the point... Im not trying to make myself feeling kesian or what here, just telling my feelings to ppl who knows me and understands me... Honestly speaking... Im feeling like crap today the whole day... I dunno why.... And u know what.... I feel stupid.. Like i said..... U want me to change i can... Give me some time la for goodness sake... I think i need a day break from all this.... And u too... A day break... To let us think about it and work it out... I've been trying so hard to do what i wanna do....and i dont want the outcome to be bad... What to do.... I've no one to tell to.... Just keep to myself and express it out in my blog... And guess what if one day i faint or what i also dunno how.... I've been stressing out myself too much lately...So i wanna tell someone please dont.... I know sometimes me...i can be all thinking about myself only.... But its just me.... I've been changing edi... Now even i seldom find topics to argue or what.... When i argue i try settle things out ask u to say whatever u want... But.... Haih.... I dunno la... Sometimes i just dunno what to do..... Im very sad at the moment... And ur angry at the moment.... So give us a day break and think it all out.... And i'll say.... When ur ready just message or call me.. I trust u'll find me either tml or Monday... Im owes here... Told u all its an emo post.... Whom im talking about... U know urself.... Im not trying to find ppl to kesian me by posting this im just telling out my feelings.. Like i said to ppl who understands me... :) Thats all den... I think i should force myself to sleep... If not i wont sleep the whole night... Good nite! Sweet dreams! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Me updating

2009-07-31T21:27:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps! Its been a week since my last update.. Weird huh im updating one week after... Well its because im bored and thought of updating something and whats goin on in this week... So well.. Last friday i updated... Lets talk about Saturday... Saturday was kinda boring... Basically stayed home the whole day.. Bored la.. Cux the workers la.. Working den me and my Bro jaga them and Parents, cousin and niece went out... Not fair.. Oh well... Sunday at last got to go out.. After church went for lunch with the family, den went to Imperial shopping with my family plus my cousin and niece... Gosh my niece is a pain in the ass... First when she see me she's like all malu and after get to know her... Try making friends with her... She's like all over me... Holding my hand part is nothing but pulling me around tat was very tiring i tell u... U all have lil bro or sis will understand.. hahaha.. And My niece is like aunty "i want balloon".. And i said later... After my mom said proceed to Parkson den me and my brother went our own way... And my mom told me tat my niece cried just because of wanting a balloon.. Hahaha.. Kesian her... Apart from tat, i came home change den went out again to lepak.. Hahaha... Ppl read this know who are you... :) And after tat yeah...lepaking and all... After tat dinner went to tanjong seafood for dinner and after tat proceed home... Iron my uniform and took a refreshing bath and amazingly i was off to bed quite early... 11pm sharp i was lying down sleeping edi.. Hehehe.. And woke up fresh on Monday morning for school... Monday was normal school, tuesday also... And tuesday was i think the most happy day in history for Chung Hua student when they hear tat news... One student got the H1N1 thingy so the school was asked to close for one whole week! Whooo!! How cool is tat... So wednesday till Monday im not goin to school... Wednesday and Thursday i basically stayed home.. No one wanna bring me out bahh... Kesian kan... Haih... Niways... Today den go out... Went out with my mom to Parkson.. Bought two T-shirts and One Jeans.. hehehe.. Amazing ehy.. Im wearing jeans.. I never wanted to buy jeans.. But now.. Yeah... Todays shopping cost my mom around 200++.. hehehe.. I know.. So i think im gonna tahan myself wait till end of the year KL trip... More in KL... Later cupboard full u know.. Hahaha... Well... Tonite is basically stay home.. Nothing to do... Boring la.. I just dunno why... I suddenly wna go to the beach now... Its been a long time not goin to the beach at nite u know.. I wanna go ba... I love the scenery at nite... Very cool air breeze... Hehe... The boyfriend is out... So yeah... Tml i also dunno got what plan... Sunday also dunno... Blahhh.. Bored ehy... Wash my clothings just now... And drying one shirt in the aircond now... Wanna wear tml.. hahahaha... Wanna change ba... Kinda bored of using those few T-shirts all the time... :) Tats why i said im cutting cost not to shop alot later go KL my parents dun let me shop.. Like this i die ah... I've plan alot shopping to do in KL u know... Heheheeh... Wanna get stuff on the brands i love... :D Niways... Tuesday back to school... Lazy la.. One week hols... Heard the Jabatan Kesihatan gonna sanitize the whole school on Wednesday and one day before we go back to school... Wah... The school like tat is squeeky clean lo.. Good good... Tats nice... We're gonna study in a clean environment... Later i tell u, sure got those notty student go throw rubbish simply one... Haih... Nvm la.. One day they're learn... And so niways.. I've got nothing to say edi.. Boring... So yeah.. Till the next post... Good nite.. Cweet Dreams.. hehehe.. :) Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Updates from Karen

2009-07-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

Hello Peeps!!! How are u?? Its been aged since i last updated my blog... Fuuuu... Kinda busy with school and stuff and kinda feeling lazy to update.. So collect all what i wanna say den just say it all out in one post and yeah... So tats what im gonna do now... Get ready for a long post.. Maybe if i have things to say la.. But first i wanna say... If anything i said in my blog tat offended someone im sorry... Cux yeah... Still the old time favourite saying.. Its my blog and i can say or do whatever things i want... And i dun upload Pictures in my blog.... Like it or not u gotta live with it... :) So, niways... Start from last friday... Well... Last friday as usuall went out at nite for drinks and hang out... And on Saturday... Basically stayed home half day.. Woke up around 9sth and took bath.. Den relax... Den sleep again.. hehe.. Den around 3.30pm got ready for tennis at KRP with rowena,johan,julian,and the peeps la.. Hehehe... After tennis head home to bath and had dinner at home.. Mom cooked... And after tat went out again.. hehe.. For some limteh session with Julian's friends... Stayed at the coffee shop till 12sth.. Den went home... After tat Sunday was a relaxing day.. The bf went to the farm for the whole day so yeah.. Basically im kinda bored la.. Den stayed home again.. Till 4pm like tat went out..To the beach with Roro and my brother... Hang hang till 6sth den came home... Around 7, the parents call to have dinner at “Bak Kut Teh”... After dinner head home.. Den basically stayed home lo.. Sunday nite bahh.. Knt go anywhere.. Monday schooling edi.. Monday was a normal school day la.. Nothing much... Normal things... But on Tuesday was Sports Day... Basically woke up at 6am and got ready and reached at the stadium around 6.50am.. Hehehe.. Den for real la.. My job was so easy.. “pencatat pusingan”... Just see them pass by like how many rounds and just tick on a paper only.. Easy pissy job.. Hehehe.. So two events only i did.. The rest no nid to do.. Den left Stadium with friends walk to Parkson around 11am.. Den walk walk while im waiting for roro to pick me up from Parkson.. Den i decided not to go back to the Stadium.. So, Roro sent me back home to bath den went out with her the whole day.. Hehehe.. Went round round... Went to Curitn to meet up with the Peeps. Bought them drinks from Coffee Bean at Lutong there... Yeah.. Den went to Boulevard to KFC and “tapao” some foods and roro sent me home.. Came home... Ate the foods and chilled out at home... Kinda boring.. And did some homework.. Yeah... Tats all with updates on my daily days thingy... Tml is Sports Day too.. Opening Ceremony somemore.. Crap.. And i dont even know what to do tml.. Dun care la.. Just go only.. Till 11.30am ma.. So yeah.. And i dunno when is the Prefect installation.. Kinda nervous and worry... I wont have the feeling of worry-ness and Nervous-ness gone till the day of the installation... Hmmm.. So yeah... Niways... I dunno what to say edi leh... Kinda bored so was thinking why not update my blog... The Parents usuall la on Friday goes to random church member house.. Tonite they're having Birthday Party.. So usuall me i wont follow them... And the brother went out without bringing me... After went dinner with him at Riam Chai cafe there he sent me home and he went out again... Crap.. And tats why im bored at home...Feeling like goin crazy edi... Everyone is busy.. The bf got some function.. His being the cameraman so kinda busy... Cant entetain my messages and all... So, nvm la.... I wont die.. If i do.... Nahhh... *Touch Wood* HEhehehe..... Hmmm... I got nothing to say edi... Hope tml have something up and Sunday the bf can make time cux i wanna spend time going out with him... So up to here la.... Good Nite Peeps!! have a good nite... :) Ciao! (If there's any wrong spelling just let me know...)

~kArEn~Muacks

Boring Post

2009-07-04T21:02:00.003+08:00

Helloooooo My Lovely readers... How are you all doin? Its kinda long since my last update.. Well.. Kinda busy with school stuff.. And all... Stress out with school things, Probation Prefect... Worrying about it all the time, stress about it also... Tats not good... :( Hmmmm... I also dunno what to say in this post la.. Kinda bored.. Tats why maybe just post a short post, tats all.. Nothing much to think when im bored... The bf is out with his friend at the moment.. But its ok la.. Tml i'll get to spend time with him.. Last nite went to watch transformers 2.. Fuuuu.. THose who haven watch, go watch it.. Its nice and....just nice la... Cant express by words.. Wait u see it den u know.. The movie content and details are all marvelous.. Hehehehe... See.. Even words i seldom use comes out.. How great is the movie.. Except the duration is kinda long, 2 and a half hours.. Towards the end i kinda get piss cux....my back, butt and everything is starting to cramp.. Sit too long but i tahan only... Well... Worth to see it la... Very nice... After tat, went to Yong le for limteh den sent my bf home and Roro home.. Heheheh.. Blahhh.. Im out of words edi... Hmmm.. Let me think... Oh... Im sick.. Heheh.. I know its not a good thing but yeah im sick.. What sickness?? Flu, cough, sore throat... Apuu... How bad issit?? My voice pun tukar.. Dun believe... GO ask those ppl who heard my voice and talk to me one.. They can jadi saksi... Weird voice ba.. Block nose ma.. What do u expect.. But roro said sexy.. Ho roro?? And the bf too... Hehehehe... :) Hmmm... Now i really dunno what to say... Too boring to think... TOday also do nothing... Morning after bath around 11sth, do nothing till now.. Slept around 1pm woke up around 4pm.. Now the eye big like hell.. I just dun understand.. When the time i dun nap in the afternoon, night time sure go out one.. Den feel sleepy.. Den when i get ready, i nap in the afternoon, night my bro din go out.. Den we all just stay home only.. Haiyooo.. I hope i can sleep early tonite so tat tml not tired... Crap la... Hmmmm... Till here la.. Give me comment anyone oh.. I wna comment alot alot.. hehehe.. In my Cbox also can.. U all are welcome to spam my blog.. :) Good Night.. Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Long updates Peeps :D

2009-06-16T21:15:00.002+08:00

Hello Peeps!! :D How r u guys and girls doin out there?? Well.. Its been a while i've not updated my blog.. Hmmmm... Kinda lazy ba.. So well... Holidays are kinda fun.. Not kinda.. It was actually fun.. Two weeks hols.. Well.. Parents went to KL on the 2nd and came back on the 9th.. And on the Thursday i went for Youth Camp at Bornoe Rainforest... Fun and tiring.. Well.. What i did when my parents were not here.. hahaha.. Wake up in the morning around 9sth, go bath.. Get ready.. And Roro pick me up for lunch.. Haha.. Meet my bro, and the bf they all for lunch.. Then roro, the sis and me, practically hang out.. Fun la.. Thanks Roro for being such a good friend.. :D And got a bad news la.. I told u all in my last post tat i sat for my piano exam rite.. The marks are out.. And its like crap la.. 7 more marks the examiner also dun give.. 60 is passing mark.. And i got 53.. Its like... ****... But den my dad din talk much, he just said next time sit for it again practice hard for it.. But for now.. I'll just relax first.. Dont wanna stress myself with piano first.. I only got school stuff to worry now.. My parents also din say anything.. Hehe.. So what the heck.. Let it be first.. Hmmm.. School started on Monday.. Okay la this week.. Not gna be bad.. Cux take back test papers only and stuff.. Nothing much to do in class.. And guess what.. Im doom.. Probation prefect gonna start tml.. I just got back from buying stuff for tml.. Have to be in school early edi.. Before 6.30.. Hope i can reach there early.. Cux i owes reach school around 6.40 like tat... So i hope can la.. And besides tat.. Just now we had briefing.. Apuuu.. They said alot things tat freak me out.. But most important i must build up my brave-ness and do my job.. Tats what my senior said.. Dun be scared just do wht u suppose to do.. Ur not wrong, cux ur right.. So... Im not gna be afraid of anything.. Try la.. Im not sure its gna be how long for the probation period... So just stand and go through the tough moments.. Hmm.. Niways.. Weekends coming.. Hope the bf is gna make free time and spend time with me.. He always do la.. Hmm.. For now... I dun even know whats he doin.. I tot he slept just now.. I called him, kena cancel my phone call pula.. And he txt me saying his awake edi.. And i was like K.. Den no reply from him.. So wait la.. Scared he busy so dun bother him.. Sorry dear if i said things about u here.. U know la.. I like saying things in my blog kan.. :) Hmmm so... Dunno what to say la.. Owh... Next saturday, my brother they all might be goin to Brunei for a day trip.. But.. Heard my school gonna put the parents teacher meeting on 27th.. Tats the day we maybe planning to go.. Apuuu.. So I might have to make arrangement next week byt maybe, on Friday i ask my mom follow me go see the form teacher and take my result or else ask my parents no need go cux they owes say malu go.. Maybe ask my brother on behalf la.. Say my parents not here.. Hehe.. If my parents let la.. So i gotta see how things goes first.. If brunei trip is comfirm den i can make arrangement... So.... Basically tats all la... I also dunno what to say edi.. Maybe i'll just stop here and update another post sooner or later kay... Off to see tv... Good Nites Peeps!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Selamat Hari Gawai :D

2009-06-01T10:56:00.003+08:00

Hello Peeps!! How r u all enjoying ur hols? Me... hahahah... Kinda still in the blur state today... Well... Lets update... From Friday till yesterday nite... And what happen along the way.. So be patient and read my story... I had my last test in school on Friday.. So after tat.. I rush home change to my dress and went down to the piano studio there and had a rehearsal.. After tat went home and waited for 2.30 to go down again to the piano studio for my test.. It was like... Whoa! Im so freaking nervous... But den it pass edi.. Whooo! The examiner was friendly and it made me not worry anymore...and nervous.. Den.. At nite.. Went out with Miss Eva Chia... Thanks for the great time.. She teman me go pierce my ear.. And den... Followed by the limteh session at pelita side there with my brother, my bf and others.. =) Around 11sth we headed home and i was so sleepy and i slept.. On Saturday.. Morning like usually had breakfast with the family and after tat went to follow the brother went to the workshop with my dad to service the car.. And after tat... My dad went to my uncle there and i followed my brother go do some car stuff and den went to pick up Kim to go Boulevard to buy the BBQ stuff for Sunday BBQ at my bf's house.. Met the bf there too.. After tat proceed to Ipoh Town for limteh session and around 4sth we head home.. I rest a while by 5.30pm i woke up.. Took a bath and got ready for the dinner at Grand Palace.. After the dinner.. My bro, me and Jul went out earlier from the dinner and went to meet with Rowena, Johan and Ro's sister at Chilli Peppers.. And around 11.. We head home.. Okay.. Come to the interesting part... Sunday.. After church, went for Lunch and after tat met the bf at city fan to pick me up and den went to his house and hang out... Around 4sth to 5sth.. The rest arrive.. And i proceed with my nap.. Hahahaha... Lets skip all the boring part and go to where we open the Liquor part.. Chivas.. Hahahahah... At first i din want to drink.. I never drink before ma... I scared drunk later.. But in the end... I was using a mug to drink pepsi and my brother poured abit of Chivas in it and i drank slowly.. After finish it i felt like theres no taste of the Chivas and i said more.. And same thing drink with the Pepsi and now i can taste the Chivas.. Whoa.. After slowly drinking tat finish i felt like more and more i got.. So... Finish the 3rd one... Whoa! I tell u... My whole head was spining around... Lucky my bf was there to hold me.. If not i sure slowly move to the side without knowing and just fall off.. So my bf hold me and walk to his room and i lie down and i felt everything was spining around.. Seriously, i owes drink beer i also dun get tat drunk.. I was really drunk yesterday nite.. So i lie down there and my bf came in and check on me and he asked me wanna drink coffee or not.. And i said i want.. So he went to make one for me, and i drank.. Lucky i drank if not this morning i woke up sure got the hang over there.. So i rest there.. But i cant stand lying down so i slowly hold things to walk out and i sat with my bf there.. Thanks dear.. :D Around 1sth head home and came home... I only knew i just change to my pyjamas and just lie down and slept till morning 8sth, my dad force to wake me up for breakfast... Still abit dizzy though.. And after tat... Now im home... After posting this blog wanna lie down and rest again.. Im still feeling dizzy... Malu ehy last nite... I drunk.. Walk also not chun... At least my bf was there for me... Good boyfriend.. :D Thanks dear.. Love u alot.. Hmmm.. I guess tats all for this post la.. Dizzy ah me... Have a good day.. And Selamat Hari Gawai!! :D Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Love Story By Taylor Swift

2009-05-28T23:48:00.003+08:00

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

(I like the lyrics where the coloured one..very nice and sweet)

~kArEn~Muacks

Exam Ending :D

2009-05-28T21:32:00.009+08:00

Hello Peeps! Here i am blogging.. Since a week plus no blog edi.. So what the heck.. Update la.. hehehehe.. Well.. Actually, exam gna end tml... But today for me it end edi.. All the important one.. Tml seni objective only.. Bring gun and u'll know whats the story... Hehehehe.. So.. But im still nervous about tml afternoon la.. My piano exam is gna proceed tml.. Gahhhh.. Im freaking nervous from this afternoon edi.. Even when i nap also cant nap properly.. But well, i told myself.. I can do it.. And go do it.. Whatever happens let it happens.. Like my teacher said.. Play one note wrong just go ahead with it.. Dont stop.. later loose alot marks there and never repeat... Tats the basic knowledge i know now.. So tats why i keep telling myself.. I can do it..and god bless me.. Well... Im just back from Parkson.. My Mom is in Kuching till Monday.. So no cooking la.. Went Marrybrown to eat just now.. And jalan around Parkson.. Not much ppl la.. So kinda "sunyi" Parkson... Heheh.. Just back from there and i reverse my brother's car in.. Whoa! tat moment was so freaking nervous.. but i did it!! Now i know how to play with the cluth paddle and the fuel one.. Just automatice know edi.. After few lesson teached by my bf and bro.. Gawai is just around the corner.. I wanna wish them "Selamat Hari Gawai"...to everyone and my bf too.. =) His out with his beloved family tonite celebrating early Gawai Eve.. Heheheh.. Syiok ba.. All the drink and stuff.. Wahhhh... Im craving for those... But i choose not to.. Control ba.. His gna be in Miri for Gawai.. And im having school holidays starting from next week... And my mom is coming back on the Monday, and guess what... Tuesday she and my dad going to KL lagi.. Cool ehy... But im not goin la.. End of the year baru i go.. So basically im gna be home the whole day, while my brother is at work.. Just have one wish only.. Hope this holiday can spend time with my bf.. Not been spending time with him about a week? Or a week plus?.... Cux of my semester test and all.. Kinda busy also.. So i hope.. He can find time, and me too.. Cause from the June 11th till 13th im goin to Borneo Rainforest for our Church Youth Camp.. I hope before the Camp i get to spend time with him... After back from there is Saturday, den Sunday and school edi.. Very fast la.. Tml, Friday night im free edi... Yay!! Anyone wanna bring me out.. Just give me a call or txt me... Bare in Mind.. ANYONE.. Hehe.. Im free to go out... Hehehehehe...... Or else... Im gna drag my brother tml.. Asking him lets go out for limteh.. Saturday having this dinner at Grand Palace.. Good time la.. Mom not here to cook.. Chun2 got dinner.. hehe.. Its one of the old folks in My Grandpa's Kampung punya birthday.. 80th birthday.. They invited my grandpa's whole family.. So include all the grand children and My Grandpa son and daughter also will go... Aint tat cool.. :D Nothing much to say la.. Just wanna update and tell whats goin on this week and holiday.. Will update soon once i got something to talk about... Till here.. Good nite.. Wish me luck.. Pray for me.. Thanks you.. Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Exams Starting

2009-05-20T18:30:00.003+08:00

Hello My Lovely readers! How r u all doin? Im doing just fine here.. Well.. Just wanna do a short update.. Nothing much to say.. Alrite.. My weekends.. Nothing much happen la.. As the bf got accidents on his foot so we cant go out and meet... So... Saturday just followed my brother to Parkson cux Curtin have this bowling tournament.. So i basically stayed there from 1st till 4sth.. Lucky my cousin was there to attend the bowling match too and brought his wife and my niece.. So my niece basically kept me not boring.. Cause i was busy chasing after her when she runs away.. Hhahaha.. At first.. She was scared of me.. But den, after a few moments she got to know me and den started playing with me.. For Sunday, i basically stayed at home doin nothing.. Came from church around 1sth after lunch. Iron my uniform and den nap for a while.. Around 4.30pm i took my bath and around 5.15 i was on my way down to church for music practice.. It ended around 7sth.. By the time i got home, my mom had cook finish edi.. But den my big bro was still washing his car so we waited for him to finish.. In the afternoon my dad took out his external and inside there were full of memories video. So i began to watch our trip to KL in 1997.. I was only 5 years old way back den.. Hahaha.. Say me vain but tat time i was really very cute.. Hehe :D So my mom, dad and my 2nd bro we all watched together and laugh so loud... I cant stop laughing.. My 2nd bro kept on making fun of me. Heehehe.. After dinner we continue watching my baby videos in Bintulu time.. After i was born in Miri i went to Bintulu as my dad is working there at tat time.. Yeap.. Say me vain again, i was so adorable tat time.. Really i tell u.. If u see it u'll also say me.. haha.. Perasan this.. And so we watch till i was bored edi.. Den i went to watch tv and went to sleep around 11sth.. For Monday was bored la.. Nothing to do in class as the other classes were having exams.. Ours only starting today.. So, we went school on Monday and den in the afternoon i went for piano class.. This week..teacher not tat free so only on Monday and Friday have class.. So i can rest in the afternoon.. As for tuesday... I din go to school.. Bored ba in school. Cannot concentrate studying also.. The guys in our class make noise like what.. As for today exams, it was english.. English for me all this while was good.. And guess what.. BI paper 1 was essay.. Two essays and i wrote about 400++ words for each essays.. I really had the feeling goin there.. Till the end after i wrote finish i saw.. Wah.. Two pages of essays.. Hehehe.. Hmmm.. Exams are only gonna end by next Friday... And in the afternoon im gonna sit for my Piano exams.. I just hope my nightmare quickly pass so tat i can enjoy myself.. But im thankful also the piano exams is before the holidays.. If not im gonna suffer like what during the holidays.. As im gonna plan alot of things during the holidays.. Not alot la.. A few.. No car cannot jalan.. Parents not in also.. So... Tats it la.. Nothing to say edi... Got to get ready for tuition now.. Have a good nite.. I got to say im only gonna update my blog till my exams are done.. Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Blahhhhh~

2009-05-15T19:56:00.002+08:00

Hello Peeps! How are you all doin out there? Im good.. Well.. Gahhh.. Talking about school.. Next wednesday Semester test start edi.. Till the next friday.. And friday afternoon is my piano test.. After tat im free! Yay! Cant wait for tat day to arrive.. Well.. For now i gotta study.. And practice piano hard.. And owh well... Study has been goin fine la.. Hope i'll do good in this exam.. =) Besides tat... I have nothing much to say la.. I just wanna say... My quote to ppl is.. If u wanna say bad things of me... Say it infront of me... Dont say at the back of me... What u dont like about me... Say la infront of me.. Why wanna say behind my back.. If u dare to say out and tell the others why u scared of letting me know... So... Anything u dont like about me... Come... Say it infront of me.. I really hate those kinda of ppl talk at the back of ppl.. Like i said.. Wanna say, say infront of me.. And dont act like u never say it before if u said it behind my back.... Well... I dont worry la.. I pray to god and only god understands me... This feeling goin in me for so long edi.. I wanted to say it out but... Nahhh.. In blog better.. Who reads it reads it la.. I dont care anymore... I've been goin with the flow with u guys so long edi.. So its time for me to voice things up... Dont blame me if one day i'll just bomb u all.. Tat i dunno.. U force me to do it... Niways.. Enough of those mad moments.. And goin on... Im currently at home.. Blogging,mails,online(no one chatting with me),Facebook and stuff... My house is gna be full in a few moments.. Got home fellowship here... Like usually every Friday.. But its owes at other church members house.. This week is my house.. I dont join la.. If i join i'll feel sleepy one.. Den tidur.. So whats the point kan... So im in my own room... Maybe later go nap a while.. hahaha.. If not nothing to do... Play Street Racing on Facebook lo... Kinda fun playing with it... Heheheh.. Addicted edi.. =) Well... Nothing much to say la.. The bf is at his cousin house... Hahaha.. Buruk ba u dear... Blahhh... I had a bad day in school today after recess time.. Wanna know why? Ask me personally.. Dun mention it here.. Today around 8am got special assembly for one of the teacher retirement.. Pn. Marina... Gosh.. Im gna miss her around the school.. She's such a good english teacher.. But well.. Im gna see her in tuition.. So i dun worry.. The assembly ended around 10.30am.. Quite long assembly la.. hehe.. But fun... So, after tat we have recess until 10.45 den got class till 12.. Den go for lunch and den 2pm got piano.. Whoa! Amazing.. My teacher prasie me for my good attentive today.. She said.. I like what u done today.. She said i really practice hard today and focus.. Not like always, always not fully focus one.. but really la.. I felt something just now.. I went there at 2pm and play the piano till 4.15.. Teacher brush up my mistakes for a song tat last 7 pages long.. Crazy rite? Hehe.. And when i stop at 4.15.. When i stand up.. I cant even feel my butt.. hehe.. But of well.. I did well today.. All my mistakes are gone.. And i love it.. I pray to God i will pass my Grade 8 exams.. Amen. Just amazing la what i done today.. And tat gain back my mood... =) Hmmmm... Have nothing else to say edi la.. Got nothing much to say.. Except its TGIF!! Hehehehe... Tml Saturday.. Family day in church.. But morning im not goin for the games.. Not a fan of tat.. Nite den go for the service.. Cux got Church Anniversary Celebration.. Sunday also got.. So.. For tat im goin la.. Hehe.. =) And i guess tats all la.. Well...Till here... Have a good nite sleep! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Mid-night post

2009-05-12T00:08:00.001+08:00

Hello Peeps! Hehe.. Its pass 12 midnight edi and im not sleeping yet.. Cant sleep la.. Talk on the ph with the bf just now till 1150 and he wanted to sleep.. Not feeling well him.. Kesian.. So i decided to sleep.. But tengok i cant sleep.. So wht the heck.. Get up from the bed and came to my laptop and start typing blog.. Hehe.. Well.. School today was ok la.. Kinda tired today.. Whole day at school till 430pm.. Normal class in the morning.. Den 12.40 went opposite for lunch with my friends and 1.10 another afternoon class till 1.50.. After tat went opposite to waste time while waiting for the time to pass.. Cause 2.30 got gotong-royong.. All the people who apply for probationary prefect must attend the gotong-royong.. To clean up the school.. Cux the head boy said.. In a few days dunno when Our Prime Minister Najib is coming to visit our school.. So i did attend.. Kinda fun la.. First everyone gather at the hall.. And the head boy call out names.. Whoever names kena called to follow which department means u follow tat department la.. The department i followed was deciplinary department.. U know what job were we asign? Washing the toilet.. But only one girls toilet la.. Guys wash guys.. Girls wash girls one.. Hehe.. Okok la.. Although dirty and smelly..but what to do.. Have to do also.. In the end clean also.. Hehehehe.. Well.. Have nothing much to say either.. I dunno the bf is really sleeping or not.. Sometimes he just cant sleep.. I dunno why.. But... Dear.. You know the drill kan.. Hope you still know.. =) Went tuition just now and my mind just got blank when the teacher said write an essay.. My mind was pretty much blank and din know what to write.. But in the end.. I write also.. Cool ehy.. And pass it up.. Came home.. Started checking pictured on facebook.. Hehe.. Start leaving photo comments and stuff den went out to watch tv..till 11pm den came in the room.. Hehe.. Den more on checking mails and replying photo comments.. Nothing else la.. I just have one thing to say... Dont judge my blog post... Okay? Heheehehe.. Thanks for reading anyway if there is anyone reading it la.. But niways, thanks a lot.. Till here i'll write.. Good nite/morning.. Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Where Did it went????

2009-05-10T13:53:00.001+08:00

Hello Peeps! Nothing to do now... So just wanna do a short update... Haaa... Its raining and im abit moody.. But it stop edi la.. Hope later can learn my driving.. The bf is gonna teach me at the lutong airport there... Maybe la.. Niways... I also dunno what to say edi... Im feeling kinda upset.. I dunno where did all the honesty went.... Can anyone tell me where it went??? Im owes being honest but somewhere somehow some other peoples out there are not being honest to me.... Say honestly but in the end it come out like tat... WTHell... Crap la... Very Emo now... Haiz.. I really dunno what to say... Dunno la... Well... Enough of tat... Apart from tat... Im very boring now... I dunno what to do... I've done checking my mails, now blogging.. After tat do what????? Nothing else to do... TV... Brother watching tv i cant watch... Cause normal la.. Guys watch channel tat girls sometimes dont watch.. Depends la.. HP also very quite.. Normal la HP quite... Nobody wanna txt me.... Txt also later nothing to talk about.. So whats the use kan.... Nothing much to say la.. Dont wna say a lot later get cranky... Maybe just up to here only.. No idea in my head what i wanna type now... Kinda upset only tats why i just post this short post... Boring boring boring.... Ya la... Can someone just tell me... Where did it went? Where did the honesty walk or run to???? Haiz.... Well... Tats all for this post... Have a good sunday.. And Last Happy Mothers Day to all the mothers!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Yawn~

2009-05-07T21:33:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps.. Its been almost a week i din update my blog.. Later “basi” no update... hehehe.. Well... Short or long post u ask me? Both plus together i guess.. hehe.. This post of mine is kinda gonna be 'rojak' la.. First i'll talk about this and 2nd abt tat.. mix here and there.. So... I'll start with school.. Well.. School.. Feeling stress about school now.. Its less than a week to semester test den its holidays.. But for now i need to struggle for the test.. Need to study and stuff.. And its like freaking a lot of chapthers and bab for one subject.. I know rite.. its crazy.. but wht to do.. Its school.. Everyone gone through it... So next year will be my last year in secondary edi.. Time pass so fast tat i din realize it... So does everyone else... Well... Coming...Next is my Piano.. Im having my piano Grade 8 examination on the 29th of May.. Friday... Its the last day of my test in school.. I checked with my piano teacher its in the afternoon so it does not clash with my test in school.. Thank God for tat.. Now... I need to worry for both things.. One my semester test, 2nd my piano test.. Freaking goin crazy with it rite now.. Piano teacher is giving me extra classes day by day.. I just went like today.. 6pm till 8pm.. And i still have it tml from 2pm till 5pm.. Freaking tired and exhausted.. What to do kan.. I just hope all of it pass and i'll just enjoy my holidays, relaxing at home doin nothing.. My parents are goin to KL from the 2nd of June till the 9th of June.. Cool ehy.. Im gonna spend time alone relaxing at home.. No need to worry abt piano and stuff.. Just wait till school re-opens.. Hehehee.. Cant wait for tat... Next is... For all i know... From my point of view... Friends... Best friends should not have any secrets.. Agree? If u dun trust us best fren to keep secrets for you whats the point of calling us best friends rite? Well... I wanna say... I dont mean anyone here.. Just making a point here... So tat everyone can see and whether they agree or not agree is their problem.. Like i said its my blog.. I can write whatever things i want... U cant stop me.. Who are you to stop me... So... continue on.. Like me.. If i have any secrets... Tat is not really deep in one la.. I'll just find somebody i trust like my friends and share it with them.. Same goes to my friends.. They know some of my secrets.. But theirs... Hmmmmmm... Hard to say also.... When a person says we're best friends.. We stay tat way even though we're not together.. We share things.. We care for each other... We comfort them when we're in times of ups and downs.. Tats what we call true fren(best fren)... But... Now a days i see people... There's no trust in there anymore... They keep secrets from each other... Sometimes dun even care about each other feelings and sometimes just leave them alone.. Sometimes they just make dunno and just walk away.. Or sometimes when we ask something, they just said nothing and in fact there's somethng in their heart tat they dont wanna share it out.. Yeah rite.. Tats what we call true friends.. I dont think so.. Well.. Tats my point of view... Nothing much la... Just no offences to everybody.. Niways.. One last thing... Tml is Friday!!! TGIF!! And its weekend... Well.. Just hope can meet the bf this week la.. I miss him a lot.. Last nite only get a few minutes to see him only.. Cause he went out wit my brother and he send my bro home.. Then went to the back and see the puppy for a while.. Hehehe.. Talking abt puppy.. I got a male puppy!! Yay!! Hehehe.. So damm cute you know.. Even my mom fall in love with it.. Its my bf's puppy la.. His dog gave birth to 5 puppies and he gave one to me.. Still left four.. Anyone wants any puppies?? Hehe.. My puppy is staying in the cage and the puppy very clever.. He knows when is the time for him to come out and play.. When its the time he'll just cry and bark there.. When u put him out.. U see him run and play... Ur heart also will melt.. It's really a very cute puppy.. Cant resist to not see it in a day... Well... Tats all for tat... Hmmmm... I got nothing to say edi... I think i'll post till here.. Nothing else to say.. My post already long enough.. I'll just post somemore in my next post if i din post in here.. =) Good nite Peeps! Ciao! (comments pls)

~kArEn~Muacks

Thursday Everyone

2009-04-30T22:46:00.003+08:00

Hey readers! How r u all doin? well.. This post might be an emo and a happy post.. But most happy la.. Mix up one.. =) Well.. Lets start with school.. School this week went well.. What.. Only 4 days schooling only.. Syiok ba.. And from tuesday till today i get to nap in the afternoon.. This week not full with stuff so i can rest.. So nice sleeping.. And...lately i had hard time sleeping at night.. I dunno why... I din drink any coffee.. I dunno la.. Just having hard time sleeping only.. No reason.. Lately things happen also.. Haiz.. But den nvm la.. Don wanna talk about it... Emo later.. Semester test is less than a month... Piano test also less than a month.. How am i suppose to arrange things now.. My school semester test is important and my piano test also important.. Haiyooo.. Both also important... What to do... If dont take this year, next year SPM edi.. Susah... So this year finish it... Den i'll be free.. Niways... Heard tat tml Big Apple and Marrybrown is opening at Parkson.. Haaa... For me la.. Cause im use seeing and eating it in KL so nothing big for me la... Wait till its like nobody den go and buy, better again.. hehehe.. Tml friday holiday... Well.. Nothing in my plan la.. The bf is goin to his farm with his dad... So i might follow parents shopping eh... Or else sleep at home.. hahaha.. Saturday also... Dunno got what plan... Sunday most probably goin out with the bf.. Hope so la.. I wanna see him.. Miss him alot.. Well.. I just came back from my uncle's house.. Went to see my lil cousin... Long time din see her edi.. Whoa.. She grown big edi.. How old is she? One year plus.. Still cant walk but when u see her crawl.. Like heaven on earth.. So cute and fast.. Hahah.. Well.. At first she was so scared of us den i took her precious pillow and said come... Den my aunt carry her and gave her to me.. Den she start playing with me and soon she was not scared of me.. But still scared of my parents.. So damm cute la her... Goin back time i carry her out sit in the car and when i send her back to the mom her face so damm kesian la.. She make the "20sen" kesian face to me.. And when my car slowly reverse she keep pointing want to follow.. hehehe.. Awwww... Kesian... =) Well.. Still young la.. Knt bring her.. Later at night cry find for her parents.. Die la me... Knt sleep.. hehehe.. Well.. Now im home post new post and waiting for the bf to get home.. He and his colleagues at rexbox there Karaok.. hhaaha.. They have free coupon not yet use, so they use it tonite... Pray to God tat he'll be home safe.. Guide and protect him.. Thank you God.. Amen.. Whoa.. Suddenly so halleluyah... Well.. Its good.. =) Hmmm... I think till here la.. Nothing to write leh... Cannot think edi.. Well... Good nite Peeps! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Emo bahhh ~

2009-04-24T22:55:00.002+08:00

Two post in a row in a day... Hehe.. Felt like posting another one ba.. Emo post... Sometimes life is just unfair to us.. But tats how life is... Sometimes i just get really upset and go piss off with everyone.. Yeah.. I know things dun go my way.. I know tat.. Im not saying or asking things to go my way.... Sometimes i have things tat i dun wna say cux i know its a small thing.. No big deal.. Well.. I just dun wanna tell it out and hurt peoples feeling.. Im not like other ppl go tell stuff tat hurts peoples feeling and never think of people.. Yeah.. Im tat kind tat i think of people feleing.. Not most of the time but i do really care.. Well... I sometimes have issues but im really scared to tell it out.. U know why la.. But i feel better telling it out..but i scared tat i piss some people off.. Honestly speaking... If i really cant stand i'll just bla it out.. And you wont want to know how i bla it out.. I just can talk till i dunno what im talking about.. Niways.. Sometimes i just get really frustrated cux of myself.. Well.. People are always happy around me..and im happy about tat.. But sometimes... When i need someone to care for me for instant my frens or other ppl.. They're either busy or they make dunno or they're just being plain evil for not caring for me.. Some do care and i know la.. Haaaa... Well.. I also dunno what to say la.. Just tat... I just felt like saying all this words for everyone to see.. Yeah.. Its my blog and i can do whatever things or say watever things i wanna say... Nobody is gonna stop me.. Who are you to stop me... Well... Honestly speaking.. I dun keep any secrets from my bf.. Except for those small kind of things i wont tell la.. Later im just being “small gas” only.. Tats the thing i dun wanna other ppl to say me.. Sometimes i am sometimes im not.. Depends.. I really dont care what other people say about my ****ing life.. Everyone have their own life.. So get ur own life.. Dun go ruin everyones life.. Its like so mean... Why cant a person stay in their own life and care about their own life and just dun go **** other peoples life rite... No point ba kan... I just dun understand with some people thinking.. Well... I really hate the word thinking in another way la.. When i think.. I tend to just go on and on and on without stopping and it gives me stress.. What the crap la.. Last nite knt sleep well.. I dunno why... I know but i dun wna say.. Who knows u know la.. I woke up so many times last nite.. Ahhhh!! Really la.. Thinking make me think... If i think in a study mode way its okay la.. But think in other ways, tats the thing i really hate.. Well.. long story short... This post is an emo post.. All how i feel inside... Well.. i just want someone to understand how i feel rite now.. If someone understands me rite now.. Im thankful for you... =) Tats mean you really care for me.. I think i should tell someone something in this few days time.. I just cant put tat thing in me anymore.. But im scared to tell it.. I scared i hurt both side.. Cux u two are good frensa.. Nvm la.. I'll try to hang on and just keep it.. Maybe i'll have the guts to say it out one day... Hope so la.. But sometimes i think... Why should i care... If im not happy and the world is happy... Why i care kan.. I shud start putting all those aside and live happily.. I sometimes owes make ppl happy when they got problem but me myself not happy.. Whats the point like tat leh if u make ppl happy but u urself not happy.. Uhhhh!! Well... Niways.. Till here my post... Good nite! Ciao! (Sorry for the bad words and stuff) =)

~kArEn~Muacks

Crap man!

2009-04-24T17:33:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone!! How r u all doin? Well... Just felt like updating my blog.. So yeah.. Here am i.. This week school.. Hmm... Okok la.. Kinda tired only.. Semester is coming less than a month.. My goodness.. Apart from tat... I've join volleyball.. Haha.. Its every wednesday.. Cool.. I'll go for it from now on.. Kinda fun.. =) Well... Exercise ba.. Niways.. On wednesday, went to take the blazer pic with my other three frens.. Den went back school for volleyball.. Den in the evening my mom was not feeling well edi.. I went for tuition.. Around 9 my dad pick me up from tuition den he said my mom is in columbia lying down.. Got some what serious food poisoning and diarer.. So they gave her injection and she lie down there for a while.. Doctor wanna admit her but she dun want.. Den came home.. Around 12am i heard my parents so noisy.. My mom vomit like what.. Den dad brought her to columbia and was admitted.. Basically my mom is still there till tml i think.. =) Busy lo this few days.. In out of house to columbia and see my mom.. She's ok rite now la.. Hmmmm... Apart from tat.. I just cant understand why the heck in this world there's a person tat really have nothing to do and wanna spoil peoples life.. Crap la.. Get ur own life and spoil ur own beautiful life.... Dun spoil other peoples beautiful life.. U cant get a **** of ur life so u wanna spoil peoples life ka.. Crazy! Just dun understand.. I keep on thinking.. Why in the world have a person like you.. Uhhhhhh!!! Enough of tat.. My friend birthday is today and tml is my brothers punya birthday.. But his goin to bintulu with 3 other frens for a road trip.. Staying over night there.. Crap man.. Im gna be bored without my brother disturbing me and talking to me.. Nvm la.. One night only.. Oh ya.. The bf is goin also... So lagi la i lonely.. And Bored... Hmmm.. Nvm lo... I think tats all for this post la.. Dunno what to write edi.. Next weekend update or next few days update again.. Wait till i have something to talk abt then i update... =) Tats all.. Have a good day.. Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

TGIF everyone

2009-04-17T21:01:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone! Thank God Its Friday... Yeah.. Weekend feels so nice.. But next Saturday school la.. I was thinking why not tml ho... Boring ba.. Well Updates.. Nothing much to say la.. Just wanna talk crap only.. Heheh.. Well... School was good.. Goin fine.. PC fair just started today.. Till Sunday.. My good-ness.. The bf is working and im feeling so bored without him.. Dunno what to do so i just tot of posting a blog.. Its gonna be a short one.. At least got update la ho.. Hehe.. Niways.. Tml what am i gna do.. Dunno leh.. I think im gna follow my parents to Parkson tml.. They said they wanna go there tml.. Long edi no follow my parents shopping.. Heheh.. Can buy things when im with them.. No nid to spend money.. Well.. Thursday was Sejarah test.. My good-ness lucky it was not as hard as i tot of.. It contains only 20 questions.. And teacher said 40.. Scare me only.. Hehehehe.. Today.. Had a quarelling moment in school.. Fun to see leh.. THere's one guy and girl la.. THey quarell and the quarell just got big.. and big.. Till the guy wna come in our class and like wna slap the girl.. Lucky out class the guys stopped him.. Cause its our class and we have rights to stop ppl.. Cause we dont want anything happening in our class.. Yeah.. After a while they went out edi.. Lucky.. Alot ppl at our floor there.. My goodness.. Quite scary.. So one teacher brought the girl away and ask how issit happen..and stuff.. For a while only la.. Yeah.. Tats all for today.. Have nothing to say edi la.. Hehehe.. And im basically at home doin nothing.. GOyang Kaki only.. Practice my piano edi.. Everything done.. So i check my mails and stuff and post a blog.. Tats all.. Nothing much to do.. Hhehe.. Typical stuff la.. Karen Bahh this.. Well... I think i'll just post up to here only.. Take care my peeps! Good Nite! Ciao! (karen said give comment abit bahh)

~kArEn~Muacks

Updates everyone

2009-04-12T21:11:00.002+08:00

Hey You~ Hehe.. Short post la....guess so... Cant think of a thing to write now but i feel like updating my blog.. Heheheh.. So, i'll just start with whats up with Saturday... Cause i cerita abt Friday on the latest post edi.. Hehe.. So... Saturday.. Basically in the morning woke up freaking early.. Cause breakfast with family ba.. 10min before 7 bangun dah.. Den 45min later go to piasau area there Canteen makan.. Usually breakfast place... Den after tat.. Keegan and Me.. Meet Mandy at the workshop she went to service her car.. After few minutes there we brought her to breakfast... After tat back to the workshop.. Den soon the car was done.. So.. She have to go back to her office and do something.. So me and keegan came home.. I practice my piano.. And just lie down and go record my own sound making cat "miao" sound.. Hahahah.. Damn sot tat time.. After tat my dad called asking me and my bro wanna join them at parkson or not.. So i asked my bro.. He said ok we go there cause we're meeting Mandy there too.. So... Hang out there the whole time...till ard 2sth den we went off.. I followed Mandy to Imperial.. Keegan also followed.. Den around 345 we moved from there.. Mandy went home and my bro brought me to limteh with his frens at Ipoh Town.. Till 6sth.. Den went home.. Bath had dinner den went for a movie.. Watch The Fast And The Furious... Crap!! Really nice moive.. My point of view la.. Those who says not nice...up to u lo.. Personal ppl punya view ma.. Watch with my bro, mandy and my bf.. Hehehe.. Cool.. After tat hang out at Chilli Peppers there... Ard 12sth reach home.. Den i straight went to bed.. Tired... Sunday... Normal stuff... Church and lunch and met with my bf today... After tat hang out at Madli with my bro and two other frens... Ard 6 we head home.. Cause 730 got dinner again.. My dad belated punya birthday dinner.. Hehehe.. So now im home... Baru habis dinner... Full this... Tml wanna cut on meals.. Tonite makan kenyang dah.. Hehe.. =) Hmmmm.. Tats basically for these two days la.. Tml school again... 6 schooling days if not mistaken.. Cause last Saturday shud be a replacement class for hari raya but den good friday edi one day holiday.. Tak kan Saturday go school again kan.. So change to this week... Crap man.. But at least good la.. Knt meet my bf also ba.. His working at the PC Fair... Owh ya... My piano class for today had been cancelled... I called my teacher on Saturday i said whether can exchange.. Den she said why.. I said scared Sunday knt make it.. So she said nvm la.. After all, u coming on Monday.. Just come on Monday lo.. Hahahah.. Cool ehy... So happy ah... Niways.. Tats all for this post.. Will update soon... Maybe la.. If weekdays i got time... I'll update whats happening.. =) Good nite Peeps! Ciao! (Comment la abit)

~kArEn~Muacks

Good Friday Everyone

2009-04-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

Hello Everyone once again!! Hehhehe.. Its good friday... Well basically nothing much happen today.. Went for breakfast and came home after tat... Stayed home till around 1.45 den go for piano class.. Finish at 4 and came home... Around 5 took my bath and rest a while cause have to be at the church soon.. As im in-charge of the video camera i need to be there early.. Bos say so ma.. Hehehe.. Ikut arahan jak... =) Service was kinda fun.. The drama, for some part i see its kinda very touching la.. Heheh.. Wanna cry edi... Basically tats all.. And freaking piss off with my piano teacher.. Go and call my mom saying Sunday go for extra lesson at 2pm.. Celaka betul.. My weekend ruin like tat edi.. Dah la i soooo long din meet my boyfriend.. Wanna meet him this sunday as tml Saturday his gonna fix his car... So knt meet... Only on Sunday... Next week PC fair.. My bf working from Friday till Sunday.. All three days till at night.. Sunday after the PC fair at night they sure got makan again... How to meet...kan... Have to wait for next next week again... Sorry dear... I repeat it again... I have to ba... Like what i told u.. Hehe.. Dun get annoyed... U say la... Freaking piss off or not... Not a good weekend for me ah... Haiz... What to do kan... LIFE ba!!! Well... Short post.. I'll sign off here.. GoOd nItE PeEpS!! cIaO!!

~kArEn~Muacks

Long story short =)

2009-04-09T23:14:00.002+08:00

Hello Karen's lovely readers! Heheh.. How r u all doin? Me just recover from sick leh.. Yesterday got sick.. Fever.. On tuesday nite.. Went out to riam cafe there and have dinner.. Den everyone was like hot.. Den i was saying im cold.. Den my mom touch my hand why are u warm.. Den i knew i was sick... Den after dinner went to Columbia Asia and see the doctor... The doc gave me sick leave from school for yesterday.. I know rite... Alang alang ba.. Today go school tml no school.. Hehehe.. What to do.. I recover edi ba.. Well.. Tats all for tat... Niways... I dunno la... I just have this issue.. Sometimes i thk of it, it really piss me off... I dun wanaa say who issit or make it obvious... Just telling my point of view and my feelings... Its my blog ba.. I can blog whatever i want.. =) Anyways... Goin on... I just felt la... They're treating me like a kid.. Okay... Im not a kid but a teenager.. I know im still studying and my status is not up till ur point... Dont treat me like tat also la... Ur not an adult yet also ba.. Just a teenager/young adult... Haiz.. I mean... If u dun wanna talk or wht to me... Just tell me la.. If u dun wanna me to like bug u, tel me la.. I hate ppl treating me like tat... Why others dont... I really hate peoples treating me like tat now a days... Really crap la... Dunno how to say.... Life is life la... There tons of peoples like tat out there... And sometimes they cant be trusted.. I just feel disappointed sometimes... Why even ur fren when ur down or what they make like dont care when they see u.. But when they see others they tend to get... "eh how r u ah.. Long time no see liao".. Tat kind of crap la.. Anyways... Goin on... Tml is good friday... Went to church and see how the video thingy works and move it around.. ehehe.. Get ready for tml nite.. Tml nite is the big day... Haahahahah... Cool... Morning sleep.. Afternoon piano.. Got recital somemore.. Apuuu.. Nervous this... I thk i shud go back early from piano.. Maybe around 4.30.. Cause go back at 5 later 6 have to be at the church edi.. Hehehe.. Yeap... And... Im blogging now to express my feelings... Long time no update edi.. My bf punya blog two updates edi and i din know tat.. I knew he update his latest post la.. Yesterday he update i din hear he say pun... :p Niways... His asleep now.. As his gonna wake up early tml morning to go to the farm with his parents.. I hope he'll be free by nite... Wanna bring him to my church.. Heheh.. Well... I got nothing to say edi... As its getting late... I think i'll be off to bed soon.. Good nite peeps!! Love ya'll!! Ciao! ( Comment la sikit)

~kArEn~Muacks

Updates

2009-04-01T22:28:00.002+08:00

Hello My lovely readers! How r u feeling?? Hmmm.. Im feeling...okok la.. Hahah.. Well.. Just wanna update my blog keep it alive.... Lets start with school.. School this week was good la.. Nothing much.. Just normal school day, lessons, homeworks and stuff.. Concert last Saturday finish edi everyone back to study edi.. Heard tat the concert was okok la.. Some said bored some said good... I didn't go.. Hehe.. Ticket gave to my friend punya cousin.. So i went to "taming the tiger" at east wood.. His story is kinda touching and striking.. Hehe.. After tat met up with my bf and went to Madli for a drink with my brother.. Around 1130 we headed home.. When we pass by the indoor stadium.. My school concert just ended.. So late.. HEhe... Lucky i din go... Well..Tats for the concert..and Saturday stuff.. And Sunday was okok la.. No go church.. Just hang out with my bro and around 1 we went to Parkson to meet my parents.. Heheh.. Bought the pants tat i wanted and im feeling happy.. After tat..ard 2sth we head home.. Then went out with Mandy around 3.30 teman her go wash car den go to the "cita rasa" thing.. We were so hungry so go find food lo.. Hehe.. Ard 530 we headed home.. Tats basically my boring Sunday... Den monday school edi... Bored leh... Hahaha.. Homeworks and stuff.. Test paper all finish given.. And now.. Teachers are all talking abt next test.. We all in the class was like WTH man.. The result for the mid-term test belum keluar they talk about next test edi.. Wah... Crazy la.. Haiz.. But what to do.. People use to tell me tats how life as a student is.. Hehee.. But im not complaining la.. School life is good although u hv to wake up like 530 in the morning.. Tats sucks.. But its kinda cool.. U get to chit-chat with frens.. And stuff... HEheeh.. Tats all for school.. Im basically boring now.. Tats why, i was thinking why not write a post... Update my blog ma.. Hehehe.. I think im goin to sleep soon.. But i dont feel tired bah.. Afternoon sleep so long.. I slept around 2sth and woke up at 6.. Hehe.. Long leh... I never have this kind of nap ba.. Usually i have piano today afternoon, but teacher knt make it so..yeah..happy me.. Hehehe.. Well... I think tats all for this post.. Dunno wht to write edi.. When i have things to write then i'll post another one.. Im gonna keep all those words in my mind and post another one soon.. Good nite Peeps! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Not Fair!

2009-03-26T19:56:00.002+08:00

Hello my Lovely readers and friends!! How r u all doin? First of all... This post is kinda emo, piss and stuff.... Dunno who to express it to so why not...post a new post kan.... Hmmmm... Lets start with school.. Well.. Before the holiday was the mid-term exams... Well... My marks turn out to just be okok only... Not really puas hati with it.. Well... Everyone said....the first test ma... Semester test work hard for it lo.. We all also get not good mark... Den i was like dun care la... The most thing tat i think is not fair is... I dunno why.... Those ppl who see peoples answer during the test get marks like....WTH man... And those ppl do by themself the marks is like.....WTF!!! Shit la.. No offence la... But its my blog... I wanna write is up to me.... I dun mean to say anyone but i just think its not fair... If nobody cheats during the test marks also will be more a less the same... Haaaa!!!! Stress when i think of it... Dont wanna think of it.. My friends told me... Dun think too much... Dont care about it... I was like WTF man... How can i not think abt it.... I really dun wanna think about it but it keep coming into my mind... Shesh!! Today the whole day im kinda "hot"...like piss off... With those stuff la... I just tahan only... Even my bf dunno my mood is not good today... And haiz.... Really piss off... Dun wanna talk about it... Another thing is..... I dunno why some people like my friends wanna piss me off when im really "hot" edi... Other time they dun wanna piss me.... Those ppl who dunno im piss off early today tat i dont care.. I try to cool down... Like just now... Some issues.... I just cool down.... Haiz... Really dunno what to say edi... I really dun wna think about it... Just two words.. NOT FAIR!!! Some ppl can just cheat during test and get high marks and some ppl dun cheat get marks they dun expect... But at least they tried to do it with all their heart rite... Unlike some ppl...cheat... Dun even try.... Haiz.. Sometimes i dunno whts up with this world.. U may think im a selfish girl, think about myself and dun see things open-ly... Yeahh... Whatever u wanna say... Say la... U wanna tel me how m i just tell la.... Like someone ppl told me before... Enough of the pissing part la.. If i say the more i piss later... Niways.... Tml im not goin to school.. Saturday is the school concert and im not goin.. From Wednesday till Friday edi they have rehearlsal... But Thursday and Friday is full day la... Alot teacher and students dont come.. Today also...no class one... Teacher come in jz sit there no do things... So my friends also not goin.. I dun wanna be left out so dun go lo... Haiz.... I think i'll post this post up to here... Nothing to say edi... Will post one soon if la im not lazy worm... =) Good nite peeps! Ciao! (if u wna leave comment just leave)

~kArEn~Muacks

Updates updates =)

2009-03-19T12:16:00.002+08:00

Hello My Fellow Readers!! Long time no update ho.. Since its the 4th day of holiday i better update.. If not school starts busy no time..and someone will complain why no update also.. hehee... Sooo.. Lets start.. Last week before school holiday was the March Mid-Term exams.. Well.. It went quite well, i think.. Haha.. And now its holiday.. On last Saturday, i went to Kelvin to cut and straightend my hair.. Price was reasonable la.. Now my hair is straight and sooo freaking thin.. Hehehe.. After tat my bf pick me up and sent my friend home.. Miss Eva.. Thanks Eva.. Hehe.. After tat.. Went to the boyfriend crib and hangout.. His nephew was there too.. He got gf u know.. Hahahaha.. After tat around 5sth, my brother called the bf and ask where were we.. And we meet up at Taman Bulatan.. Den.. Guess who came out of the car.. Mr Julian and Mr Johan(darlie man).. Hehe.. They basically talked about cars there.. And i was like bored and bored and bored... I sat in my bf car the whole time.. Den around 6sth we decided to move back home.. When i reached home.. My mom and cousin cooked finish edi.. Den my mom was like critic-ing my hair.. So short how u tie it, and bla bla bla.. Was controlling my temple tat time.. Then my cousin said wah so thin.. Den i said good la.. Thin is good.. Better again.. Not heavy cause thick ma.. Den they all kept quite.. Den basically i ate burger only.. Mummy cook burger.. Like side orders.. Haha.. Owh ya.. I cant wash my hair for like freaking 3 whole days.. Crap.. So i showerd only... Tats for Saturday.. As for Sunday.. Went to church normal la.. Afternoon went for lunch with family and i hang out the whole day with my bro and the gf.. Around 3 went to lutong airport.. My brother race, Julian race, Mandy race..and Brennda sat in the car with her.. Hehe.. So cool.. And the most cool thing is.. On tat day... All Proton cars.. So the very Unique.. Hehehe.. After tat we went to esplanade, and lepak-ed there... After tat...we bounced to Sun City for drinks... Den my mom called my brother asking where are we.. And said we lost our way home ka.. Haha.. Den my bro was like yayaya.. Den she said around 7.45pm go to Tanjung Seafood and meet up for dinner.. So, we went there.. My big brother had dinner with the gf family so he din join us.. So basically left the 5 of us.. Plus Mandy.. After tat.. We bounced home.. And i took my shower.. And watch tv.. Monday was hectic la.. Morning 8 till 12 tuition in school, afternoon 1 till 4 piano.. Nite 7.30 till 9 tuition again.. Kinda tiring.. After tat came home.. Around 11 i slept edi.. Next day tuesday.. My parents goin to KL.. Cool.. Early morning flight.. Around 5sth i woke up.. Follow my brother send them.. And came home..i continue my sleep again..till 10.. Haha.. And was home the whole day.. Night my bf came to my house and hang out.. Yesterday night also the same..but i hang out at his crib.. He bully his nephew by doin this and tat.. Bad boy kan... Haiz.. Hahahaha... :p Dun angry ya dear.. And today.. Im pretty much still stuck at home... Getting bored edi... Shit.. Tml is Friday edi.. Den weekends and school starts edi.. Apuuu... So the very fast... Crap la.. My parents reaching Miri tml around 10sth at nite.. Hehe.. Hmmm... I think tats all for this post.. Will update sooner.. If im not lazy la.. Hehehe.. =) Have a good day.. Ciao! (Ppl who visits my blog give comment ba..lonely my blog..hehe..)

~kArEn~Muacks

Paloi...got tagged

2009-03-06T18:47:00.004+08:00

First tag by my boyfriend.. I never do this kind of stuff but bored ba now.. Do lo.. Later the bf bising i no do..

100 truths, tag 10 people to do the same. Don't forget to tag!

Last beverage → Plain water
Last phone call → Nobody leh..
Last text message → Mr Petrus Kalom
Last song you listened to → Love love love by Epik High
Last time you cried→ Last week

HAVE YOU EVER:
Dated someone twice → Duhhh....never before..crazy ah..
Been cheated on → Yeap..
Kissed someone & regretted it → Yes... Regret it alot..
Lost someone special→ Yes..

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → Nope...Im full of love now...=)
Laughed until you cried → Errr...nope...
Met someone who changed your life → Yeah... Changed my life alot..
Found out someone was talking about you →Dunno owh.. Maybe got..
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → I got FS, FB or MSN.. Mana satu?
Do you have any pets → Nope... My dog died last two years
Do you want to change your name → What for.. My parents give such a nice name..
What time did you wake up today → 0545(school ba)
What were you doing at midnight last night → Talking on the HP with Mr Petrus Kalom
Name something you cannot wait for → Meeting the bf but dunno when can..and a relaxing weekend
The last time you saw your father→ I just did...duhhh...
What's one thing you wish you could change→ Dunno..never tot of it..
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Ever...My uncel name.. haha..
What's getting on your nerves right now → Exam..study!
What's your name → Karen Nadia
Elementary/Primary School→ SJK (C) Chung Hua Miri
Middle/Secondary School → SMK Chung Hua Miri
High School → SMK Chung Hua Miri
Hair color → Black
Long or short → Duhh...long la..
Are you a health freak → Hmmmm....
Righty or lefty → Righty.

FIRSTS :
First surgery → Noooo...never....
First piercing → 3 only..good girl ba..
First best friend → Good hearted...
First sport you joined → Swimming!
First pet → A dog
First vacation → Apuuu so long edi...

CURRENTLY :
Eating → Nothing...
Drinking → Nope..writting how to drink kan..focus ba..
Waiting → for dinner...

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → hehe..of cux.. Who doesn't..
Want to get married?→ Yeap!
Careers in mind? → A career tat i like...

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → Nope..gila ka...
Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol → Yeap!
Lost glasses/contacts → Never wear one...
Ran away from home → NO! Of cux no!
Broken someone's heart → Once only...
Been arrested → Duhh!! Of cux no la..
Cried when someone died → Common sense la..of cux...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → Of cux!!
Miracles → Maybe, maybe not..
Love at first sight → Hmmmm...
Heaven → Of cux...101%!!
Kiss on the first date→ Maybe.... =)
Angels → Hehe...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yeap. Guess who?
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → No way la.. Apa la.. Not a play girl la..
Do you believe in God? → Yes... I go to church one u know... hehe.. =)

Tag 10 People :
~Brenda
~Rowena Emma Ngadan
~Kimberly Panai
~Kevin
~Cynthia
~Gwen

Short Updates on boring-ness

2009-02-24T22:00:00.003+08:00

Hello My Lovely Readers! How r u guys? Hmmm.. Im feeling kinda stress out.. Well.. Next week is my Mid-term exam in school.. And the time table just given to us today.. Wah.. The time table "kick" leh.. Haiyooo... I also dunno how.. Next Thursday start and it ends at next next Friday.. Den holiday.. Cant wait for mid-term holidays... Gna stay home relax... Hehehe.. =) I have nothing much to say though.. Dont wna repeat the same stuff.. Later ada orang say.. :p Hmmm.. Well.. Goin on.... Last peroid of school today i was having a bad headache.. So after school i came back.. I straight bath.. And went to have my nap.. And my boyfriend call around 4sth to wake me up.. But den i was half asleep cause my mom was cleaning the house.. Kinda noisy.. I txt with him for a while and he said he wanted to nap.. So he went to nap and i went back to my nap.. Around 6pm my mom said enough sleep la.. So i woke up.. Den saw my bf txt me saying his awake.. But den i went back sleep again.. Very blur ba.. My head still hurts la.. Haiz.. Ate another two panadols just now... Hope i'll feel better by tml.. My bf txt me around 8.30pm.. I told him im half way studying my law.. Tml goin for table test ba.. Den he ask me study first.. Later he'll txt me.. His waiting for his friend to go to his house and take something.. So.. Basically im waiting till now.. Kinda bored la.. Wait wait wait.. Dunno whats he doin and up to now... Well.... I think im off to bed early tonite.. Felt like sleeping early tonite.. But dunno will i or not la.. Hehe.. =) Feel like staying home sleep and rest... But i cant... Still have to go school...Well.. Thats all for this post... Good nite! Sweet dreams! Ciao! (anyone is allow to leave comment... :)

~kArEn~Muacks

Some Updates

2009-02-21T14:27:00.003+08:00

Hello My fellow lovely readers! Hehe.. Well.. Lets start by the whole week... Got nothing much to say la.. Just tat.. This week school days kinda stress out.. Exam baru jak habis.. Another test coming up.. Mid-term test somemore.. In two weeks more.. I dunno how ah.. And our Sejarah teacher really abit i dunno la.. Everything also use demerit marks against us.. Why not la stress out.. Everything demerit if not do correctly.. Hmmm... Well... Something happen on Thursday nite la.. Knt sleep really good also.. Slept around 2sth.. Den yesterday soooo exhausted... Piano in the afternoon again.. 2pm till 5pm.. After tat... Nite got my dad company family dinner at east wood.. Kinda boring la.. Haha.. Just tat my brother there okay la.. He keep talking crap kinda amusing but it gets kinda annoying in the end.. My mom got annoyed too.. Den after tat.. Around 10 my bro and i left.. Went to pick up his gf and ended up picking up my bf too.. And ended up limteh at Hot Spot.. Around 12sth send my bf back and send my bro gf back.. Den came back home.. Slept around 1sth la.. This morning woke up around 7am.. In fact i woke up once edi.. Around 5sth am!.. Gila.. My stomach upset ba.. Itu east wood punya food lo.. Last time eat there also like tat.. After tat i went back sleep lo... Den morning went for breakfast.. Ahhh.. Start la.. My stomach complain.. Den came home pergi do stuff again.. After tat i feel better edi.. Just tat stomach not really well yet... =) Hmmm.. Kinda boring now.. Eh wait.. Not kinda.. Its really bored now! My brother send my cousin back just now.. And came home.. I went out of the car and he said i go out again ah for a while... Apuuu... Nvm la.. Stay home jak... There's a swimming competition today and tml.. My parents are there.. Wanted to go.. But panas ba.. I scared sick later.. Then... My boyfriend is out with his dad also.. So im pretty much lonely rite now... Feeling very very lonely... What to do.. Haizzz... Everyone is out.... Stay home jak la... Who cares... And im not gna meet my bf this week also... Maybe next week then meet... Tot of meeting this week den next week dont meet cause test coming up soon.. But nvm la.. Everyone seems busy ba.. Next week or next next week also can la.. I also dunno... I just hope holiday comes soon... Really stress out.. Need rest... Owh yea... Today is my cousin birthday.. Happy 1st year birthday Davephanny!! Tonite ada makan.. Hehe.. Hmmm.. I think tats all for this post.. Have a good day! Ciao! (a comment would be nice)

~kArEn~Muacks

Valentine's day and some update

2009-02-16T18:52:00.005+08:00

Hello my lovely readers! How r u? And hows ur valentine's day? Mine was sooo great.. Well.. I can say tat this was my first Valentine's day tat i celebrated.. All this years i dun celebrate.. Like normal only.. See ppl give stuff to their love one.. But this year.. I receive flowers from my boyfriend.. Hehe.. Nice.. Thanks dear.. =) Apart from tat... I spend Valentine's day with my boyfriend too.. Had a blast of great time.. Im loving it.. Hmmm.. Goin on.. Yesterday was Sunday, and i skip church.. Why? Cause i went to listen to the law.. Haiyooo.. Kinda boring la..but have to listen also.. Important ma... It end quite early.. Around 2pm end edi.. After that.. I called my brother to pick me up.. He said okok on the way, at Senadin round about.. So i waited outside.. And saw my schoolmate.. So i talk to her.. Suddenly saw a car so familiar coming in at the gate.. I was so blur at tat time.. I look and look again.. Den see my boyfriend pick me up.. So i was pretty much blur when i enter the car.. And i said where's my brother.. Den he said home.. I din believe actually.. After tat he drove to a coffee shop at Senadin there.. And there my brother is.. So we sat down and limteh while waiting for another friend to arrive.. After tat, they talk talk.. I was pretty much blur tat time.. As they were all talking about cars.. haha.. After tat, they plan on goin to Lutong airport.. My brother went to pick the gf and i followed my bf go to the airport first.. Kinda hot la.. But fun la.. See ppl racing.. =) After tat around 5sth we start moving back home.. As my boyfriend need to go to the airport to pick his parents.. Hehehe.. Well tats for my Sunday.. And today... Hmmm... Nothing much happen la.. Just school.. Got two test today... Test ah u ask me? Hmmm... All i say is just okok only.. March got mid-term test again.. Den one week holiday.. Whooo! Parents goin to KL on March holiday for 4 days.. Cool ehy... Gna stay home alone.. :p Nothing much to say leh.. Out of words edi... Just wanna update my blog and keep it alive.. Later the bf say i never update one..(jangan terasa dear) Hehe.. So at least i write something.. This post is three days plus up all together.. After this i dunno when im gna update.. If i have the right words to match and post i'll write one soon lo.. hehe.. =) Well, i guess thats all for now.. Good nite! Ciao! (give comment owh..u wna talk crap i dun mind =)..hehe)

~kArEn~Muacks

Short Update

2009-02-06T22:59:00.003+08:00

Hello my dear readers! Well.. Just a short update.. Nothing's on my mind..but im trying to put things all up to write a post.. Hehe.. =) Lets start.. On Wednesday i went to school.. around the first period of the class, i kept on feeling like vomiting, and my head was like giddy.. See anything oso like turning around.. Then i went to tel my mom and she said call my dad.. So i called my dad, and he came to pick me.. He brought me to see doctor and doctor said.. Not really sure what he said.. he said something about congestion, not enough air goin up to my brain.. And he said most important get enought rest.. So after seeing the doctor, i came back home.. I ate my medicine and rest till around 1sth den i woke up, drank water and went back to sleep till 3sth.. Then i was awake till around 930pm i felt i was so sleepy cause i ate med for my headache, tat i went to lie down on the bed and i just slept like tat... The next day.. Thought of waking up tat early like 5am cause i slept early.. Once i woke up from the bed... Wow! Me head hurts alot.. So i heard my mom woke up edi, so i went out and told her.. She said go back lie down.. Not long my dad came in the room and said go drink some milk and eat the med.. So i went... After tat i continue my sleep till 9sth.. After resting i felt abit better... Yesterday was just resting at home.. I felt all my energy boost up edi.. So today i went to school.. As for homework.. haha.. Quite alot la.. But i did some in school so i have a lil to do at home.. I just notice tat... What doctor had told me i had not enough air goin up to my brain is kinda true la.. See... Today, i so call disturb my fren.. As two days din see them edi... She chased after me.. But we use walk to chased.. We walk quite slow.. And the 2nd round of the chased i was breathing hardly edi.. And my another friend(Evelyn) said dun chase her la.. She just sick finish.. And my fren said not running owh..see she(me) edi breathing hardly.. And i walk up three storey of stairs follow my fren to find people oso hardly.. Walk slowly can la.. Hmmm... Scary la.. Well... Tml my mom is gna cook for "chap goh mei" dinner.. Since "chap goh mei" falls on the Monday and everyone is schooling and working on the next day.. So my mom plan to do tml.. As Sunday is not working or schooling day.. So basically, my aunts, uncles, cousins will be coming to my house.. Big gathering.. Hehe.. Fun fun fun.. =) Hmmm... I think tats all for this post.. Maybe i'll post one soon if i have any idea la.. Need to collect my idea first den write in one post ma.. :D Well... Good Nite Peeps! Ciao! (Comment pls..the more the better..thx) :D

~kArEn~Muacks

Why leh?

2009-02-03T21:34:00.005+08:00

Hello dear readers.. Hmmm..Just felt of writing a post just to update my blog and say how i feel right now.. Later someone said i dun update blog.. heheh.. :p Hmm.. Well.. Lets start... The first day of school after CNY was kinda tiring.. But i manage to get a nap in the afternoon.. As for tat... My dad came back home while i was having my nap, i din know tat.. When my boyfriend called me to get up i look back at the other sofa i saw my dad smilling at me.. Cause i just woke up still blur.. So i shouted.. Wah lao eh.. Really scare me.. Apart from tat... Yesterday afternoon i have afternoon class from 1.10 till 1.50.. So my friends and I went opposite to have lunch at Pete's deli.. One my best friend told us she's leaving this June holiday to Ipoh.. Well, she said her parents stay here no more working edi, and her brother in Ipoh bought house and just had a lil baby boy.. So my friend's mom wanna go over there and look after the lil baby.. So they'll be moving there.. Ahhh... She's the one is like very good to me.. Not to say others not good la.. Just tat she's close to me ma.. In frenster always send comment to me.. But we still have time in school to talk about la.. hehe.. Suddenly two person leaving Miri for some where else.. Very upset... Another one is my boyfriend is leaving in April!! What the heck! Thats like two more months to go.. And his leaving for freaking 3 whole years to Kuching man! Uhhh... How leh? But im accepting the fact la.. I dont wanna feel really2 upset about it.. So what.. 3 years ma.. His still coming back Miri also ma.. Rite? I can wait.. Got hp can call and text ma... Rite? hehehe.. See thats wht i think of when i have nothing better to do.. =) Really la.. But i still feel upset.. I only got 2 months plus to spend time with him.. Those are really really precious time.. Im gonna miss him alotttt.. Hmmm... Enough with the boyfriend.. Later he say i talk too much about him... Hehehehe.. :p Well... This post is about how i feel only.. Nothing boastfull or some other things here la.. My feelings only.. I dont boast wht.. If u think i am.. Then whatever la.. Well.. Goin on.. This afternoon went to see the skin specialist cause of my face.. Waited there for the whole crazy two hours.. From 3pm till 5pm.. I was feeling dizzy2 from school this morning edi.. The assembly hall was like so stuffy ah.. No air one.. Crazy! After back from the clinic, i came back home and had my nap around 6pm.. Around 7pm my boyfriend called to wake me up.. And its his turn to nap.. But den i woke up, still feel blur2 so i went back sleep and miss my show from 7 till 8pm one.. Heheh.. So nice to sleep since it was raining ba.. Cold somemore.. Hmmm.. I guess thats all for now.. Good nite Peeps! Have a good nite sleep yea.. Ciao! ( done forget leave comments ah, will be happy..thx)

~kArEn~Muacks

Chinese New Year Update

2009-01-30T20:40:00.003+08:00

Hello... I just got back from Kuching today.. =) Tiring though.. Gna just update my blog since i have nothing to do.. And since my boyfriend said why dont update it.. :p Hmmm.. Lets start from i dunno.. haha.. Well.. Last Friday was still schooling days.. But its only till 12.. So in the afternoon.. My family and i were off to Sibu to stay a night and on Saturday we'll be goin to Kuching for Chinese New Year since my mom is from there.. Well.. Journey to Kuching was good.. But the road from Miri till Bintulu not tat good.. Alot holes.. As for my parents car.. They went by the holes like nothing happen.. Cause four wheel drive ba.. As for my brother he have to slow down.. His was a waja and sport rim again.. Heehhehe.. I followed my brother the whole way, coming back also.. After arriving there.. We went to the hotel check in, put our stuff, bath..and went for dinner.. Haaaa... After tat went to The Spring to walk.. Then went back hotel.. Nothing much can do though.. Next day was CNY Eve, we were out the whole day from morning till about 5sth go back hotel bath den went to my Big Aunts house for dinner... Well.. All my cousins, niece and nephew were there.. Kinda noisy though.. Hehe.. Collected 3 angpaos tat night.. Amazing.. =) Hmm..Den around 845 head home to hotel.. I slept around 12sth i guess, din see the time.. hehe.. Then the next day was edi first day of CNY.. Went to my cousin house, den walk opposite to his mother house, den walk next door to my another cousin, den head over to my big aunty's son house.. Stayed there the longest.. Really kanasai.. Made my brother and me slept... Tot go there for a while.. Skali see, stayed there till like 6 from around 2sth almost 3.. Around 5 makan dinner edi... Den went to another two auntys house.. Den went back hotel.. I was the first to bath as i cant stand edi.. After a refreshing bath, i felt soooo good.. Den i sat and watch tv with my dad and brother.. As for my mom she cook some food for supper.. We ate quite early ba.. Den tats first day.. Second day was whole day out too.. And guess what.. Around 3 went to my big aunt's son house AGAIN... Haaa... Slept there again.. As for my brother good la.. His friend called to go out "limteh"... So he went out.. Around 5 also ate.. Den around 640 went to my Big Aunty's Eldest son house for visiting.. At least there got air-cond, and guess what... So amazing-ly.. My lil niece she's only 7 and she watch Singapore show.. The AEC channel one.. And she's like me.. Know every detail of the show.. hahah.. I was sooo shock.. So i watch the show with her.. Aroun 845 we went home hotel.. And tats the end of 2nd day... As for 3rd and the following NO More visiting.. Yay! 3rd day we went shopping... To The Spring again.. Nice la there.. Heheh.. At least have stuff to do.. Den 4th day was yesterday... Morning had to fix my brother's tyre so late go back Miri one day.. After fix, we went to the Spring again.. My mom wna buy one more one dozen donuts to give to my two brothers GF.. Yesterday we bought one dozen edi.. But not enuf to give.. Den went to eat.. After eat.. Went to Roxy.. Cux my dad saw a hat inside.. Like Kaboi one.. He like it.. He was walking at Quiksilver side, i was with my mom, my cousin at the Roxy side.. Saw so many attracting purse.. So ask my cousin and my mom help choose.. Den in the end i bought one.. Silver same colour as my handbag.. Heheh.. Nice.. Hmm.. Den on the road head to Sibu stayed one night there and today im back Miri! Yay! Its still nice to be home although its "boring".. Heheh.. hmmm... I think i'll post till here.. Enough of my holiday trip... But most of all.. I really really miss my Boyfriend alotttt... Hope to see him soon... Ahhhh... Fast2.. =) Tats all for now.. Ciao! (Dont forget leave comment ah..thanks)

~kArEn~Muacks

Chinese New Year

2009-01-19T21:18:00.002+08:00

Hello Peeps!! Well.. Im gonna post either a short one.. Just to update my blog.. Hehe.. Hmmm... Well.. School had been good... Homework had been good... Except one of the teacher.. Last Friday we recieve our new timetable.. That is effective on the replacement day on Saturday.. One of our teacher kena change.. Guess wht issit... Our sejarah teacher.. And our first Sej teacher is soooo good... Now...sucks! The teacher said everytime her lesson for the first 5 minutes she'll ask question if we dunno how to answer she'll cut our test marks.. I mean... What the Fuck man! And she said if marks cut too much edi she'll cut our De-merit points.. Ma de! I mean... I know if u do like tat we'll study... But whats the point.. Student will be mad and scared.. She said if ur scared den change class or else change school.. Better still.. Wah lao eh... Dunno wht kind of teacher is tat.. And she dun write notes on the board.. And she talk like the train.. So fast... Dunno how ah... Today we have Sejarah lesson.. Lucky she came in our class talk alots of crap and she said since we dun have much time i'll ask question the next lesson.. I was not in the right mood today also... Kept quite the whole time and during recess den i talk.. I did all my homework from Saturday at school today.. Tow periods of BM no teacher, and Two periods of SC no teacher.. So yeah... I manage to do my homework... Just came back from tuition though.. Tot of writting a post just to update so yea i did... My Birthday is on this Thursday.. Man.. Even my family plans a dinner at night i also cant go.. See... Im having tuition in the afternoon and night.. How m i suppose to celebrate.. Apart from tat... I went out with my boyfriend yesterday.. Its sooo good to see him and i miss him sooo much.. Not gna see him for this week till next week... I'll be goin to Kuching for Chinese New Year on Friday... But Friday afternoon go..stop Sibu one night and den Saturday procees to Kuching.. Have to reach Kuching before the eve.. Cux we'll be having a dinner.. Yay! My aunts cooks good food.. Oh man.. Im gna go fat like this.. Hehe.. =) Hmmm... Well... Two weeks after Chinese New Year we're gna have a test.. Oh man... I dunno how leh.. Wna study liao... Hmm... I think tats all for this post.. I have update all edi.. Nothing much to update though... So yeah... I'll just end here... Good nite Peeps! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

School days sucks

2009-01-14T20:46:00.002+08:00

Hello Peeps!! Long time no post... Felt like stopping blogging... Cause im blank.. Dunno what to talk about.. So well... In this post i'll talk about my school life.. How issit.. And stuff.. Hmmm.. First day of school.. Well..okok la.. Normal only.. Just that... My class is damn noisy.. A few of us are quiet only.. 2nd day of school edi ada homework... This week lagi banyak... Especially Maths.. No matter how i hate counting but what to do.. I have to learn.. Must study hard this year so tat next year SPM will get good result.. No play play like Form 3 PMR.. Hehehe... Chinese New Year is around the corner... Well.. Im goin to Kuching on the 24th that's on the Saturday... Usually la.. I always go back there since my Mum is from there.. Coming back on the 29th Thursday.. Well.. Maybe that weekend after come back from Kuching den celebrate my birthday.. Cause... The 22nd is on Thursday maybe got makan only.. Den 24th go Kuching.. Knt celebrate.. Dunno yet.. See first.. Im turning 17 edi.. Years pass damn fast man.. I went in Chung Hua during the year 2005 tat was when im what like 13.. Suddenly im 17 edi.. Wow... I dun feel it.. But through out the years living a study life is sucks but...time do fly... Next year will be my last year... Den i think i'll be off to college.. Hmmm... Fast man... Talking about college.. My boyfriend is goin to continue his study in Kuching.. Taking Diploma.. For 3 years... Wah lao.. Long eh.. But...like i said..time do really fly... Hmmm... Well... Its good and bad news for me though... Good news is...im happy for him tat he can continue his study... Bad news is... U know i know la.. I cant see him every weekend... Only can text him or talk to him on the phone... And tats all.. But.. Im still happy for him.. By the time he study finish 3 years.. I'll be goin to college soon also.. So yeah.. Kinda sad but happy... Hehehe... Dunno la.. I just felt like tat... But u know I love u alot dear! Hmmm... What else to talk about... Oh yeah... Mummy and daddy bought an early present for me yesterday nite.. Went to Imperial to the Goldsmith shop.. My friend punya shop.. They bought an anklet for me.. Its nice.. I love it... Hehehe.. And came back home.. Last nite tertidur while waiting for my boyfriend... Morning woke up saw 4 txt msg.. Last nite was really tiring... Today maybe okay.. But slept too long this afternoon till i have a headache... But now feeling okay edi.. So.... Hmmm... I think i have nothing else to say edi.. So i'll stop here... Good nite Peeps!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Holidays almost over man

2009-01-02T23:10:00.002+08:00

Hello Peeps!! Nothing to post.. Maybe just talk about hows my holiday gonna end like tat... Its weekend edi!!! Nooooo...... Monday is school edi.... Haiyooo... I know school is not all tat bad but u know....my holiday mood is not over yet ahhh... Apuuuu... Punya la...dun feel like goin back school.. Today nothing happen la.. Yesterday went to cut my hair.. The lady there use to cut my hair was soooo busy... So the tauke punya sister cut for me.. Den... I told her no short just trim.. She said i help u trim the end only la k.. Den i said okay.. Den after cut i come back see wah short ah.. Den i wash.. I see the back part got abit bend up cux over short ba... Den i tot see how tml wash again.. Den see the same thing.. Den i complain to my mom said she cut my hair over short tat it bend not really straight anymore.. Den my mom said go back and complain to her ask her straightend my hair for half price.. Den i said now wer got can... School almost start.. Was telling her.. Maybe before CNY or else during March holiday.. She said up to u lo... Hehehe... Hmmm... Today just now ah really piss off ahhh... Uhhhh... Nvm la... Dun wna talk about it.... Owh... Daddy bought the wireless thingy so tat we can see the astro at both tv.. But if change means both tv seeing the same lo.. hehehe... Today i good girl leh.. Hehe.. Follow daddy go buy stuff, jalan2.. Den come back home, around 4.45pm went down with daddy pick mummy from work.. Den went to beside Sing Liang there buy Uniform.. Den mummy said want to buy shoes or not.. Den i said ya..go parkson lo.. After buying.. Daddy today punya la awal said wna eat.. Apuu... 6pm eat edi... Den after tat i pull my parents to go boulevard.. Jalan ma.. Go home oso nothing to do.. Hehehe.. So we went there lo... Hmmm... Dunno when can meet the boyfriend leh... Wanna meet him but tak boleh la... He not free... :D Hmmmm.... No planning for tml and Sunday ah.. Boring ler... Monday school liao.. Knt even have the fun i want before school starts.. Sucks ler... Hmmm... I thk i'll write till here la.. Good nite Peeps!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

New Year

2008-12-29T21:45:00.002+08:00

Hello Peeps!!! Im here again... Well... Nothing much to say though... Just tat New year eve is coming soon.. And next week school is starting!! Shit!! Tml result coming out.. **** man! How leh? I wna have lots of fun before school starts.. I dun care how..i must!! Waiting for New Year Eve... Feel like drinking.. heheheh... So the very missing my boyfriend now... Wna see him soon... Well... I've been home since last nite till today.. Today morning only went for breakfast den come back home.. Sleep till 2sth..felt hungry den eat, den i went back sleep again till 4sth.. Den started watching tv.. Nothing much happen la.. So boring ah.. Tml everyone working liao.. Me...stay home.. Lagi la boring.. Macam mana leh.. Dunno wht time to go school and see my result... Shit man... Feel so stress now.. I try not to think abt it.. But my friend go txt me say tml wht time go... Ishhhh!!! Freaking disturbing!! Hmmm... Well wht to do.. School is in a week... I cant make time go slow rite... After all...time pass fast... See 2008 gna go soon.. 2009 new year.. Soon...2010.. Wow... Its fast... Think on the bright side.. heheheh.. Well... What to do at home.. Any idea of wht to do.. I have no idea.. Been lying down watching tv, sleeping, on9, check mails.. Tats all.. Holidays sometimes sucks man.. But its fun.. Stress free from school.. Heheheh.. Well... What to do.. Its school life.. Have to leave with it... Two more years.. Dun worry.. I'll bear with it.. Its not tat sucks all la.. Okok la.. hehehe.. Hmmm... Im out of words edi.. Well... I'll just end here... Good nite peeps!! Have a good nite.. Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Christmas!!!

2008-12-24T22:30:00.002+08:00

Hello Peeps!!! Here am i again.. Just wna write a short post wishing u all Merry Christmas!!! Heheheh.. Well christmas is in another 1hour and 25 minutes... Hehehe... Yay!!! Cant wait... Im having opening house for Christmas.. Those who knows my house come and visit me... If u want and can.. =) Ur welcome... But first... Inform me... hehe.. Then i'll know... Well... I thk tats all.. Just a short post like i said.. Good nite Peeps!! And Merry Christmas!!! Have fun this Christmas and New Year!!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Christmas Time

2008-12-22T23:20:00.002+08:00

Hello Peeps!!! Here am i again... Well... Just wna update my blog only.. Not gna write a long post... I have nothing much to talk about.. Well... Lets start on Saturday... Saturday was good... Nite... Hang out with my brother, the gf and my bf... Drank beer at Hotspot... Tat was fun... And came home around 1sth.. Mom was like... Why so late... Den i answer raining bah.. Den she went back to her room again.. Den weird is she din even scold me for coming back late.. Like owes she'll scold me... heheheh... Welll.....*pheww*... Lucky.. Den on Sunday... Went to church... After church... Went to Parkson have lunch with family there at Pizza Hut... After tat went out with the boyfriend... Follow him go shopping at Mall... He bought a t-shirt... When i reach home around 6sth almost 7 like tat... I saw my parents got boulevard plastic bags.. So i ask where they went.. Then my mom said.. Owh.. After eat, walk around Parkson...den went to Mall just shop dwn there at the Supermarket only cux there's One Day Big Sale.. Den after tat they went to Emart... I was like.... Shit!!! Lucky i was at Mall upstairs only.. Din go Supermarket.. Heheheh!! Another *phewww*... Den went out for dinner at Centre Point there Ipoh Town... Well... Tat meal was great though.. The food was not bad.. After tat... Went home... Slept around 12sth.. Feel tired edi.. Monday woke up around 9.30.. Actually mom woke me up.. Hehehe... Said later they'll be goin out.. Ask me if wna follow, go bath... So i went bath straight away...do my laundry.. Den wait till afternoon den go out.. Haiyooo... Came back around 5.. Den watch tv...till now... So the very boring ba!!! The boyfriend went out with his fren go shopping... I whole night...watch tv only.. Noting on tv pun... Apuuuuu!!! Punya la boring!!! What to do... Day time lagi la boring.. Skip tat la.. Dun wna talk abt it.. Oh... Daddy said my grandparents coming down on Wednesday.. Lama dah din see my grandparents.. Miss them alot.. They're very modern one.. Owes spend Christmas in Miri with all their Anak, Cucu, Cicit... hehehe... Christmas is in 3 more days!!! Whoooo!!! Cant wait man... Christmas Eve got BBQ at church den got service.. Christmas day oso got... Fun man... Im not sure which day im celebrating Christmas tho.. So yeah... Hmmm... I guess its all i wna talk about... Im gna end here... Good nite Peeps!! Sweet Dreams!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

KL trip

2008-12-19T00:08:00.002+08:00

Helloo Peeps!! Long time no write blog le leh... Well... Just came back from KL on Wednesday nite.. Today woke up 10sth.. Straight away bath.. Do laundry...wash...then dry... Then 2sth tidur while watching tv.. hehehe.. Sleep till 5sth.. But then decide to sleep back till 6.. Now im soooo not sleepy leh.. No a yawn yet.. Apuuu.. How m i gna sleep.. Miss the boyfriend alot leh during the trip.. Wna meet him soon but dunno when.. Haiyooo.. KL trip was okok la.. Dun shop tat much when i was there during May and June trip.. Just bought Christmas outfit and some t-shirt, and a pants only.. Really dunno where did all the time went.. Seems so fast time pass by.. May and June trip pass like so damn slow.. Apuuuu... Maybe goin there next year again.. See lo... Yay!! Christmas coming soon!! Gna celebrate Christmas but dunno which date... My house still renovation leh.. Dunno when done.. Ask my dad pun he said dunno.. See how lo.. Owh...ok lo.. See how.. hehehe.. But i cant wait leh... Wna wear new baju.. Hehehe.. Maybe goin out with my boyfriend on Sunday, after church go lunch den meet up with him.. See how things lo.. Saturday his goin to his farm to clean up.. So cnt meet him on saturday.. So maybe i'll go buy some stuff with parents lo.. But i see Miri like bored leh.. Owes come back from KL memang malas go out from house one.. KL big enuf edi.. Come back Miri.. Apuuuu.. hehehe.. U know la... Well... I have nothing much to talk about leh.. Its getting late liao.. But im not sleepy yet.. apuuu... How? Count sheep.. Hehehehe... The boyfriend oso not sleeping yet.. Huh... Tadi wake him up.. Tidur balik.. Now knt sleep.. Later tml say tired la.. Hahahah.. See... Ooopppsss... Shhh... Dun talk much abt him.. Later complain dia.. =) Hmmm... I thk i'll end my post here la... Good nite/morning Peeps!! Sweet Dreams!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Helloooo

2008-12-09T12:15:00.003+08:00

Hellooooo my peeps!! Im here again... Hehehe.. Actually nothing to write la.. Not much to say... Just feel like writting only.. Bored ba.. Nothing to do.. Im happy.. Well..im owes... After piano yesterday, the boyfriend pick me up and went for lunch... Spend the whole time with him... Well..got to spend long time with him.. Im goin KL for a week... Cant see him ah.. Haiyo.. Miss him.. But right... My big brother just said something last nite.. He said this time we go so short time.. Thursday go, wednesday come back.. Quite short leh.. My two brothers girlfriend only goin on Friday.. Well all our flight is early in the morning.. The earliest flight of MAS.. Yay!!! Den arrive we have whole day to jalan.. Christmas time.. KL is very nice.. All light up.. Man... I got to get myself Christmas Gift.. Hehehehe... What else can i get ho... Thinking of getting my boyfriend a Gift too.. But....im very very bad in choosing Gift.. Really bad... Hehe.. Hmmm... Lucky my house is quite.. But after they put up the glass outside...the room is empty.. And have this echo sound.. Hehehe.. I keep on saying... Yuhooo, hello, byebye... and stuff.. Crazy edi.. Fun ba.. They just fixing all the alarm and stuff.. So quite la.. Good! And and.... I keep on feeling Sorry today... Even now.. I feel like saying a whole bunch of Sorry.. But there'll be someone will get annoy... So better dont... Well.... Im alone again... Dad went out to pick Mom for lunch.. Had to stay to see the workers do stuff... Owh... Plus one more.. My bought my bed sheets.. Guess wht colour it is? Purple.. With all the love shape lagi.. hahaha.. My boyfriend fav colour.. hehehe.. Well... Im speech-less edi... Nothing else to talk abt... So i'll end here... Have a wonderful day Peeps!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Feel empty..

2008-12-06T13:12:00.002+08:00

Hey Peeps! Im here again... Hehehe... Its only two days not posting only.. Well.. Now i know hows the feeling of missing someone sooooo much... Its like something missing from u.. Like empty... Well...i cant do much ba... Cant be stingy rite... So well... Just go with it lo.... Oh...Ya... Tml is the boyfriend birthday.. But.... Knt go out... His working la.. Apuuuu... Ishhh ba.... Wht else i wna say... Bored ba... My Saturday is like nothing man.. I use to go out but...this week dun have... Next week also knt.. Haiyo.. Punya la boring... Macam mana leh... Stay home hear the workers knock2, bang2.... Haiyo.. Punya la bising... Goin crazy hearing it ah... Wna go out...oso no where to go.. I just came back from indoor.. No way to go.. Went there ytrday and went thr today again.. I think its a bad idea goin... Man...made me miss someone so badly... Tml is my boyfriend birthday thinking wna go there again just to say "happy birthday"... But i went thr like for two days edi... Ppl will thk apuuuu ini perempuan... Three days also come... Gila.. But if tml go i wont walk around la.. Just go there see the boyfriend den jalan.. I think... If i dun go nvm lo.. hehehe.. Haiyo....i have nothing to say anymore... Well... I'll end here for my post... Have a nice day!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

How.....

2008-12-04T11:55:00.002+08:00

Helloooo... Heheheh.. Im here again... Well... The house is stil noisy... But i manage to have a nice sleep till 9.30am this morning.. The workers came late..so yeah... But den...i dunno why i woke up at 9.30am... Since worker not here..i felt like sleeping again...but i thk tats my time to wake up.. So.... Hehehhe... Well.. PC fair is this weekend... Friday till Sunday.... My boyfriend is working la.. Haiyo.. Knt spend time with him... Well... I can go to the fair and see him.. But cant stay for long rite... Later ppl will think...why this girl keep staying here.. Not working here come here just stay here... Just maybe say hi..and talk a while and off i go.. His birthday is on Sunday... Well..he have to work too.. Maybe i might just pop up there after church... Maybe i go early after service den go there see him... Say happy birthday and stuff.. Man... Im missing him badly... Wish could see him faster.. Owh ya... Monday is a public holiday... But im having piano from 3.30pm till 5.30pm... Man tat sucks... Tot of changing my time to morning... But i dunno whether can or not... Teacher is goin on holiday too.. So she's packing up her time...to do replacement class... Hmmm.... Thinking maybe if i go in the morning i can go out with the boyfriend in the afternoon... Maybe la... If he wants to.. But... Well.. See lo... But den im hoping my parents goin for the every Tuesday prayer meeting... So tat maybe la.. Can go out with him at night.. But i know the boyfriend is lazy to drive one.. And i thk its not good too.. Cause nxt day his stil working... But im leaving for KL on the Thursday... Haiyooooo.... Man... Now im gna miss him alot.... Hmmmm.... Well well.... I dunno how liao... The more i think..the more i stress abt it.. But im home all the while.. Nothing to do... Online, tv..only.. So i'll owes think abt it.. So i'll wait for my boyfriend to see the situation.. Hahaha... I have nothing much to talk abt... Im not gna end with how many days to the KL thingy... Hehe... My boyfriend says i owes end with tat.. So i'll just say other things.. But dunno wht to say la.. Hehe... Maybe i should stop here... Have a nice day My Peeps!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Wht i've been up to

2008-12-02T14:46:00.002+08:00

Hmmmm.... He~llo... Im here again... Got nothing to do... So why not just write a short blog post... Well... Let me see... Wht im gna say... Yeah... BORED!!! Today whole day home... Hearing workers knocking knocking, bang bang, drill drill... Hahahaha... I slept till 9sth this morning.. Damn piss off.. I know worker start bang bang around 8sth la.. So i just sleep... Tired ba.. Cant sleep last nite.. So i thk i dose off around 2am like tat.. Finish talking on the hp with my boyfriend around 1plus.. Then my mom this morning... Open my room door... Wei, wake up.. Bising stil can sleep.. Man i was having a nice dream tat time... Suddenly shock den woke up, forget edi... Ishhh!! Man... After tat... I just sit at the kitchen here... On my laptop a while check mails den off it... Den i jz on my laptop again around 2pm i thk.. Chat with friend.. Gna off it after posting this blog though... Tonite then check my mails again.. Im feeling lazy to on it the whole day edi... Boring ba.. Nothing is on too... Well... Goin KL... One week for not meeting my boyfriend is like a long long long time... Wahlao... I dunno how la.. Wht is he gna do ho??? Hmmmm.... Heheheh =) His birthday is coming soon though.. Its this coming Sunday.. But kesian him, he have to help out in the PC Fair... Dun worry... U'll have a great birthday after work dear.. =) Well....All i want to say is... Karen is Happy!!! Hahahahaha... Dunno why... Althought im bored...but im happy... But not really happy with some other stuffs la.. But i have my limits.. If it reach my limits.. I dun care... I'll just bla it out... Im not like some ppl, dun like it..den be straight forward tell only...never think of ppl feelings... Tat kind of straight forward person dun thk of people one.. U must know how to be patient.. Like having ur limits... Im not gna say it though.... =) Hmmm..well... I thk tats all... Nothing to write anymore.. heheehehe.. Good day peeps!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Drilling sound

2008-12-01T21:32:00.002+08:00

Uuuuuu.... Here m i again... Heheheh.. Well my house started renovation on Friday... Today they drilled the wall for the wires and stuff... Apuuuu... Punya la dusty... My sitting room was like so dusty and smoky like.. hehehe.. I stayed at the kitchen the whole time watching tv only.. Dun even dare walking to the sitting room... So Yeah.... Tml gna be the same thing... Haiyooo... Goin throught the drilling sound is so annoying man.. Although i cant stand it... Bt wht to do kan... After tat house will be nice edi ma... Nvm for this period of renovation time.. =) Hmmmm.... KL is in two weeks time... Almost a week.. Im goin next week... Man.. I cant wait for the shoe and bags and clothes shopping... Damn fun man.. I had fun with the boyfriend on Friday and Saturday.. Hehehehe.. Im happy to see him.. Reli hapy... Im goin to KL for a week.. Man im gna miss him.. I mean whole whole lottttt man.... =) Well... I'll jz have to bare with tat... Like now.. Im mising him alot too.. I hope tat i can see him everyday... But..cant... Weekends lor... Well...idk wht else to write... I thk i just write till here.. Owh yea... Christmas is coming soon.... Man i cant wait for tat! Haaaaaa..... Christmas!!! The best time of the year!! And its the end of the year... Hehheeh... Well.... Till here.... Have a nice sleep tonite... Good nite Peeps! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Goin crazy....

2008-11-27T00:18:00.002+08:00

Here am i again!! And its 12.30am in the morning... Haahahah... Well.... Yeah... M goin crazy edi... Im gna stay home the whole day... In the house only..around my compound... Seeing walls, tv, sofa.....everyday! Ahhhhhh.... Crazy la... Just now i shouted ahhhhhhh...infront of the fan... Den when watching tv i took my pillow and shout...my mom said crazy ah u.. Den i say ya la.. At home everyday mau gila sudah la... Den i said two more weeks to KL knt wait la.. Haiyo.. Den my mom jz keep quite... Apuuuuu... Dunno wht to do.. Owh ya... Tml whole day at home lagi... Friday at least ok.. Afternoon two hours of piano.. So not whole day at home.. But the next week again la.. Aduhhh... But next Wednesday and Friday ada piano.. So yeah! Halleluyah... I dun stay home the whole day for two days.. Phewww... Hmmm... Well.. I jz felt nothing to do... So before tidur write a blog first...den tidur... Dun thk im crazy tat i write a blog this late ah... Heheh.. Just finish talking on the phone with the boyfriend oso.. Hehhe.. Great time... =) Uuuuuuuu.... Might go out with him and the others on Friday nite.. Hope jadi la.. I wanna go ba... Like what i said... If i dun go out by tml or Friday.... Jadi gila, go in mental hospital nanti... Seriously.. Try u staying alone at home... With laptop, tv, hp, sofa...to entertain u only... No one to talk to.. Those have siblings okay la.. I dun have ba... Everyone working and im the youngest lagi.. Aduhhh... Cousins all busy oso... Well, i got to wait for two more weeks... Hmmmm.... Well.. I also dunno wht to say.. Hahaha.. I know its late now.. So i better get some sleep now... So... Good Night/Morning Peeps!! Sweet Dreams!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Two more weeks!!

2008-11-25T15:19:00.002+08:00

Yuhoooo!!! Hello again... Here am i again... I feel so bored at home seeing the walls everyday... So yeah... Well... I stil have 2 weeks and 2 days(i guess) to go on my KL trip!!! Whoooo!!! Cant wait for the trip.. This time trip will be better.. More of us... Yay!! Guess wht im gna do.. I'll go shopping! Maybe go have fun at Genting or what.. My whole family goin plus my two brothers girlfriends oso goin.. Weeee... Wat a great fun.. So yeah... The last trip i went with my parents and my 2nd brother only during end of May and beginning of June.. Not reli fun la.. We stayed in Time Square, yeah... There's one day we went shopping for the whole day at Mid Valley and The Gardens.. Damn nice place.. So after we shop...we used taxi to go back... hahaha.. Tat time we were carrying alot of stuff... Once reach Times Square there.. There was alot ppl outside guess how they look at us.. With big eyes.. Cux we carry alot of stuff.. Hahah.. Well its fun though... I enjoy walking around in the Shopping Complex there..its much much much more better than the Shopping Complex here.. The stuff there are all new ones.. Well.. Im no longer Single edi... So i cant basically see guys in KL alot.. Last time owes go there...i owes check out the guys... The "leng zai" there.. But now...i wont do tat.. But if i do.. My boyfriend will still be the number 1 in my heart! Hehehehe.. Hmmm...All i can say im gna miss him when im in KL.. And i know his gna miss me alot too.. Well...wht to do.. I really want the day to pass fast so tat i can go on my trip to KL.. And when im in KL i hope the day pass as slow as possible.. Hehehehe.. Cant Wait!!! Well...tats all for now... Have a wonderfull day... Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

Im loving it~

2008-11-23T23:02:00.002+08:00

Hello Peeps! Its been a while i din post a blog edi.. Well.. Im lazy to do blogging ba.. Lazy with the typing.. And i got so many nice things to say.. Well.. I love my Hot Sizzlin Stuff alot!! And i reli miss him alotttt now.. Every second.. Well.. I spend good times and wonderfull times with him.. His a very good guy.. He treats me well.. I had great time with him when we're out.. Ooooo~ The beach is nice.. Windy.. Its been long i din go to the beach.. But the boyfriend brought me.. So yeah.. Its reli nice.. And i mean really really nice.. You guys should reli go.. If u have not been there for long.. Well.. I dun have much to say though.. I just want to say I never feel this happy before.. I just felt sooooo happy after being with him.. He gives me joy, happy-ness... When im down he cheers me up.. So yeah.. Tats soooo good of him.. Well... This is the first time my brother knows i have bf.. Cause his my brother friend.. So.. My brother dun care.. He even help me out.. Thanks bro.. Ur sooo good! Well..his my 2nd brother.. Im very much closer to my 2nd brother.. Big brother not reli.. But he knows i have a bf la..and know who issit.. And i sometimes can get my sot-ness high up when im with my 2nd bro gf.. She's a funny person.. I owes hang-out with them though.. They're a bunch of funny ppl.. Sometimes crazy.. Hahaha.. Yeah...well.. Im loving each day of my life.. I've never miss someone this much before.. After being with him.. The miss feeling.. Gets stronger each day.. And the love feeling too.. Tats why.. Mcd says "Im Loving It".. Hehehe.. Yeah.. Im loving it.. Hmmm... I guess i have nothing much to say now.. Will write another post soon if im not lazy.. =) Good nite Peeps! Sweet dreams! And dear..Love You always!~ Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

The happy side of me is back!

2008-11-06T17:14:00.003+08:00

Its been a long time i din update my blog.. Hehe.. Well, all i got to say is, the happy side of me is back... And this time for real its back!! Wanna know more ask me.. =) Well, school holiday is almost here.. I din went to school for like three days edi.. Monday i went for this Eco-sweet challenge thingy.. The so call "small type of Amazing Race".. Wooo... So tiring.. They said its about 6 plus KM long.. On tat very day, after the challenge.. My whole leg hurts alot... The next day i woke up, my hip got hurt too.. I cant even totally bend dwn and take things.. My mom said im just like the old grandma.. hahaha.. So well..i felt better today edi.. Goin to school tml.. Last day, got to see friends.. If not next year den see them.. =) Time pass fast tho.. Uhhh.. When its time to school the time pass like so slow... When its holiday... The time flies like so fast.. Hehe.. Hmmmm.. I have nothing much to say tho... Just wanna write something to update my blog.. Im havin a wonderful time.. Okieeee~ Thats all for this post.. I'll write one soon if im not lazy.. Have a nice day.. Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

Goodness...

2008-10-25T22:30:00.002+08:00

Haha.. Here i am again.. I just feel like writting one post.. I think its a short one.. Hmmm.. Well, i dun care wht happen, im done with it.. I dun care about it.. I only knew u like one day?... Haha.. What was i thinking.. So yea.. But i felt down just now cause i went out around 2sth in the afternoon, when i came back around 5sth, i saw my msn got people find me, but when i see.. tat person offline edi i cant even reply tat person.. I felt so so upset.. Cause tat person never find me online, i was shock to see ur msg on msn.. Hehe.. But i cant reply.. Duhhhh... Its a good thing i forget about it, hey...single is all tat.. I can even see guys...any guys.. Haha.. Saw alot today.. =) Welllllll.....some are good some okok, some...nahh... Hahahahaha.. Oh yea, someone from airport road church got married today.. Nice couple.. Sweet... I was there with my church friends, 4 of us plus me.. We were incharge of the sound system.. So yea, tats why we were there.. I was wondering in my mind how would my wedding next next time would be.. Hehe.. I cant imagine it.. But i hope i'll meet my Mr.Right soon.. Mayb Jesus will let me meet my Mr.Right guy next time.. Jesus knows when's the right time.. hehe.. Hmmm..I suddenly feel like saying..i like eating Waffle!!!! haha.. Cause i ate one this afternoon.. Peanut butter.. Weeee...very nice.. Haha.. Feel like eating another one.. I Like Waffle!!!!!!! Woo.. Well, i guess its up to here.. Nothing much to say.. Good nite.. Have a good nite sleep.. =) Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Feel so down.. :(

2008-10-24T18:23:00.002+08:00

Hello...im writting another one again.. Hehe.. I just feel tat i need to let my feelings out so yeah..here am i again.. Well... I duno i feel so down since this morning when we went for lawatan to Sm Teknik.. I dunno why.. Why? Mayb i know but i just dun wnt to tel it out here.. But i think i went the wrong way... I should not walk this way if its like this.. But if i can see the future and how it goes i wont go this way.. I dunno how to explain my feelings now.. I just feel so down..sad.. By all means la...just tell me wht only..rather than like now.. I dun like people to keep secret from me.. Hmmm... I just want to know whts happening...let me know la.. U dont let me know how i suppose know?? So anything just let me know? Issit about me then u should tel me.. Should i believe the thing wht i heard last nite or i should not believe?? U tell me la.. Haizzz... I think that i wont believe, because of something.. Today ur like tat, tml u change.. Whts tat suppose to mean...... Uhhhh.... Nevermind la.. What i say also no use.... :( Whtever la.. This post i'll write till here.. Have a good evening.. Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

My mind----blank

2008-10-23T23:20:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.. Haha.. Last few day i was so lazy to post a blog.. My last on was on saturday. Sunday, Monday and Tuesday i was lazy to post.. Well i was sick on Wednesday, cux of Tuesday la..i was caught in the rain.. Uhhh.. Sucks.. So when i got home, my dad ask me to bath in hot water quickly..so i went.. But i thk its too late..i got a BIG Headache.. Wow..eat two tablets of panadols also not enuf.. So, the nxt day when my dad woke me up, my headache got worst..i feel my whole head like "kena" press down hardly.. So i din go to school.. Then my dad ask me go take a shower then brought me for breakfast and went to see the doctor.. Doctor just gave me panadols only.. and a sick leave.. Duhh.. But its nothing la.. So i came home..i ate the tablets den rest.. I sleep till 2sth and woke up so hungry, my mom "tapao" food for me on the table, so i ate it and then went to take a refreshing bath and i lie down again.. I just feel my head heavy.. So today i felt better so i went to school.. My head stil have this headache.. I dunno why it wont go away la.. Haiya.. It comes and go.. I think its because of the heat la.. Too heaty... Hehe.. Now is 11.32pm, just now abt 10pm, outside my house "banjir" so, my dad, my brother and me use the umbrella and went outside to see.. Wow its my first time seeing my place "banjir" till like tat... Wooo...wht a shock.. My mom was taking the oppurtunity to sweep the "banjir" drain.. Hehe.. The water was like freaking cold man.. Haha..But its fun.. =) Hmmm...tml is lawatan to Sm Teknik.. Wonder how would it be.. I feel lazy to go..but think of those dun hv chance to go i better go if not my place wasted.. So...yeah.. Hehe.. I just feel happy tonite.. Dunno why.. Suddenly have the happy feeling.. hahaha.. Hmmm..i think i'll write till here la.. Its late edi, now is 11.37pm, i got to sleep..if not tml dun hv the strenght to wake up.. So yea...good nite!!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Bored...Yawn

2008-10-18T22:54:00.002+08:00

Hi again.. Haha.. I just wrote one blog yesterday leh.. But now if im nt lazy and if i hve thg to write i can write everyday one.. Cux i have nothing to do edi.. Hehe.. Hmmmm... Well.. Today so bored.. I followed my parents to Parkson jalan-jalan.. I felt bored of following them so i told them i wna go Popular to read story book.. Not actually read la..just go find my favourite book.. "Little Black Dress Book".. I found one and its quite interesting to read..so i bought it.. I havent even read finish my first one and i bought another one.. First one only read half nia.. Cux of my PMR i cant read story book.. Now i can..all i have now is time.. Well..after buying the story book, i walk down alone to the magazine shop to buy my magazine "i-feel".. Hehe.. I owes buy tat magazine.. Hmmm..i see everyone not walking alone one..all got "mate" wif them.. Then i was thinking.. Why they got i dun hv.. Then i told myself..they got..no Freedom ba.. See like me dun hv..i cn go wer ever i want.. But sometimes i think la.. Quite boring oso if dun hv a "special someone" wif me.. But sometimes i oso think..if got ah...not fun oso.. I saw alot of eng dao handsome guys at Parkson.. But they all one gang...i oso dun dare look.. I just walk pass them.. Well goin on...after buying my magazine..i called my mom, she said they were abt to call me..cux they were abt to go back..so i said meet them dwnstairs.. Then i came back home lo.. Come back..if not online den i watch movie.. Nothing much to do oso la..after PMR.. Before PMR is study study... Always hear my mom say study..now she see me online like she dun even care.. Of cux dun care la..if she does i sure die lo.. Haha..well at last PMR pass la.. Just like the bird just fly out from the cage..but i had nothing to do la.. I like saying bored.. So ppl who knows me.. My new word is "BORED"... Haha.. I got alot type of words i like to say.. But i thk ppl who knows me one they wont know one..but i thk for some of my frens they would know.. Hehe.. I dun say...u guess edi come tel me lo.. Hmmm...i feel so lazy to go back to school to do all the no use stuff..but wht to do.. maybe nxt nxt week i dun go for a few days la.. So tired of school after PMR edi.. Nothing to do.. At home oso nothing to do.. My parents ask me dun go KL first.. They're goin to buy some stuff for the condominium thr..i thk goin for three days only..they dun wnt to bring me.. Haiyo.. I feel so disappointed.. I wanna have fun ba.. But well..nvm la..im goin in December ba.. I can shop till i....dunno..haha.. Hmmm...tats all for todays blog.. I'll write one tml if i have thg to write and im nt lazy..like i said in the begining of the blog.. =) Good Nite!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Yeah!! FREEDOM!!

2008-10-17T17:48:00.002+08:00

My last blog was like 6 of October.. Tats few weeks ago.. Hehe.. I had no time to write a blog.. Study.. PMR.. Haha.. Woooo.. Today PMR done!!! At last... Wait for this week few months ago edi..cnt wait for it to pass.. At last it pass.. Today only one subject.. I arrived school abt 7.30am.. Then everyone was like cnt wait for the exam to finish.. Den at 9.25 the Block E finish earlier then my Block.. Tat is Block F.. So we heard them shout..scream.. Everything la.. Haha.. Den when its 9.30 the teacher asked us to stop writting..and whatever.. After she collect the paper she said we cn go but dun shout or wht.. Haiya.. They dun even let us do tat...whts the use.. Haha..but nvm..we friends see each other and say yeah finish le.. Tats enough edi.. Haha.. Wooo.. My heart keep on shouting but i dun shout it out.. I just do whtever thing i want at home edi..no nid hear my mom say study everyday.. Hehe.. I cant stop laughing.. And i dun do planning for me after PMR.. What comes...comes lo.. My friends said this week dun go out..nxt week den go.. its okay..we still have months to go.. No worries.. Hehe.. So tml i also dunno wht to do.. Was thinking of bringing my baby cousin to stay wif me..follow me.. Dunno she wants or not.. Well i can go out at nite edi.. I wont worry my mom will become mad at me.. Cux im like a bird i cn fly after my exam.. haha.. After finish PMR.. My church ppl start call me..say tml got rehearlsal for childrens day on Sunday at 5pm.. Well i'll start busy again.. Its okay.. Busy on Saturday better den nothing to do rite? hehe.. Hmmm...i just feel happy.. Well, i'll write this post till here.. I'll write one soon..in a few days i guess.. Haha.. Well...Good Day! Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

I really feel Sorrowful

2008-10-06T23:34:00.002+08:00

Its been quite sometime i din post a blog.. So now its time to post..since im such down with a bad mood... Well...why issit when i get my hopes up high..den it will fall? When i said i dun want to get it up high..i keep feeling so sorrowful.. Why? Cant u feel tat i treat u so good? I reli want u to gv me a chance..dun u knw tat? Why do i suddenly fall for u? When all this while i keep saying..i have forgotten u and treat u as a normal fren..no heart feelings.. But all this while i still have those kind of feeling tat..i still miss u..still want u.. But i thk u wont want me..if not why last time u treat me like tat.. All this while i keep thinking of u.. I dunno why i just cant take u off my mind.. Why...why...why????? I want u but...haiz...no use... I just love u i guess.. I suddenly feel this way... Well maybe i'll put u down..but i owes say this...i oso din put down.. Haiz.... So fan... I dunno who to tell all this thgs..so i jz write a blog.. Tell my best fren..i told her jz now edi.. Want to tel another one..she dun hv credit.. So whts the use of messaging her telling her when she knt reply me.. So a blog is better..so tat my frens can see..and give me comments.. I hope so.. Well..till here.. I'll write one soon.. Its almost midnight.. =) Good nite! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Go Miri Swimming Team!!!

2008-10-03T16:45:00.001+08:00

Today Miri swimming team went to Bintulu edi.. Sorry this meet not joining u all.. But u all are the best!!! Jia You!!! Take back the challenge trophy!!!! Go Go Go!!!! I'll be goin to Bintulu and see u all tml ya... Good Luck!! God Bless u all!! Love you all... ^^ hehe.. Well..tats all i want to say though... Good Luck!!! Miri the best!! Always will be!!! :) Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muaks

Long Long~

2008-10-01T00:32:00.002+08:00

It seems so long i din post a blog.. Indeed it is.. My last one was on 23rd.. Hehe.. Hmmmm... Just feel bored nothing to do this late nite.. Hehe.. Well..left 11 days.. Feel nervous.. But everone say.. PMR cheh...so easy.. Aiya..of course they pass the PMR edi so they say its easy.. We haven pass it of cause scare.. Hehe. Well..its one week of holiday.. But its not a happy holiday... Its a study holiday.. So bored everyday at home..just facing the book..goin crazy ah.. I feel lazy sumtimes to touch the book.. But...well...i have to.. Hmmmm.... Now all we have to do is concentrate on study... But dun keep on studying la... Have to relax ur mind too.. Later crazy baru u knw... Hehe.. Hmmmm...Well....just wanna say... Being single its nice tho... Hehe.. So fun..i cn to thgs however i wnt.. FREEDOM~! Hehe.. Hmmm...well..i guess its up to here... Good nite.. Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

No use regretting...

2008-09-23T21:38:00.002+08:00

Its been quite sometime i din write a post.. Hmmm..i like saying this sentence.. Hehe.. Well going on.. I just dunno.. I started regretting because of something.. But now wanna turn back also no use... Tat person dun regret.. But now im the one regretting.. Haiz.. I just dunno how i feel.. My feelings are owes mix up.. And i like saying..i dunno.. I wanna concentrate on my PMR but thr's owes something come to disturb.. I owes pray tat thing wont come and disturb me.. Im really tired edi.. Every nite i cant sleep...i sleep as late as 11pm i oso cant close my eye.. So i turn turn till 12sth den i sleep.. Haiz.. I Dunno..why i become like tat.. Mayb I miss ""... Dunno la.. Fan ah.. I wanna concentrate on study first... Dun simply think... Why it seems tat everyone i love just one by one go away from me.. Haiz....why why why... Someome tell me.. Tell me!!!! I like to write blog to tell how i feel...if not i have no one to tell.. Got but...i really dunno how to tell.. Haiz... Well..till here... Good nite... Ciao!!!

~kArEn~Muacks

What If...

2008-09-16T14:21:00.000+08:00

Its been quite sometime i din post.. My last one was 10 Sept.. Hehe.. What if i can go back to like last time..i hope we can stay together.. How i wish la.. Just what if only.. Everyday u just give me a weird look and weird thinking.. I was doin my homework,I suddenly look at his side of the class, and wat a coincidence u were looking at me( i thk) but tats how i think.. But sometimes i just think..good oso tat our relationship ended.. But sometimes i think its kinda not good.. Like its kinda hurtful.. Yeah.. U know la.. Hmmm.. Well.. I hope u just talk to me treat me as normal friend.. Just dont be quite with me.. I dont feel nice.. Ahhh.. Tats all of tat.. Wanna know more ask me.. :) Well..Woah.. Next week is Trial two liao.. Wah.. Days pass as fast as lightning.. Its just like yesterday is just begining of the year.. Hehe.. Haiyo yo.. After trial two, One week holiday for Hari Raya, den another study week leave.. But i heard tat we have to go back school for Three days then two days study leave.. Den after tat week.. Its PMR already.. Wah!!! So fast rite.. But think of the good side.. After PMR there's so much thing i can do.. Haha..(evil laugh) Well...i just hope i can do well.. I turst in God.. God is the only one.. Thank You God.. Amen.. Hmmm... Well tats all with this time post.. I'll write another one soon.. :) Good Day.. Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

haaaa...

2008-09-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

Haaaa... I just dunno wht my heart feels rite now.. Today..i mean Tonite..i dunno wht struck me.. But i suddenly said i gotta study.. Den i did my maths..but some dun understand.. I just dunno how i really feel.. If u dun mention to me about tat guy and Phg.. I wont go thinking abt them.. Im just like the kind of person tat have no feeling for rlationship stuff edi.. Today dawnn asked me..am i still like angry cux Phg din reply me anything.. Den i was like, i thought back..am i or not? I just smilled to her.. She said just forget abt him la.. Den i din have those type of feelings tat make me felt like sour sour or hurt like tat.. When i came back home i thought of it..i was like..whts happening to me.. This few days..i just go to school with a happy feeling..nothing disturb me.. Well..mayb i did really put everything down cux for study.. Maybe.. I dont even know i did or did not put down tat heavy thing in me.. But wht i know from my feelings now..i think i did.. Wooo... I felt weird for myself.. Cause i feel tat my attitude change.. Mayb im the one who knows only.. Dunno la.. Tats wht i feel.. :) I know its late to post a blog at a time like this.. But i just have this feeling to type..so i better type it now.. If not i cant sleep for sure.. Hehe.. Well.. Leave me a comment please.. I need advice or anyone can tell me hows my feeling now.. The more ppl the better.. Good nite :) Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

weee...

2008-09-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

Another blog.. Ahhh... So free yet so like under stress.. Whenever my fren talk abt him and his fren..i feel so down.. But i cant stop their mouth from saying.. Buti really hope they wont say tat infront of me.. I said i can put it down..i really got put down a little.. But when my friends mention abt it..i really feel so depressed.. Why?? Haiz.. I really wanna live a happy everyday by forgetting abt all the sad stuff.. But why i still cant? Perhaps i keep thinking abt him? or i just really cant put it down? hmmmm.... So sienz... Like on friday.. My frens at the back talk abt tat two guys tat i dun wnt to hear abt..i suddenly feel so so so down.. Then i went back to my sit and sleep.. Man..i realy sleep like a dead log.. Haha.. But i knew my frens disturb me.. I just felt lazy and moody to get up.. Gotcha.. Haha.. Tell me what should i do.......... Do write comments for me ya.. Anyone i'll accept... Thanks :) I like to write sometimes short sometimes long blog... Hehe.. I dunno its just my style.. As long i got something in my mind..even its just a short thing i'll write it in my blog.. No matter wht.. Well its my blog u cant stop me.. haha.. Well tats all for tonite.. Good Nite.. :) Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

Well...

2008-09-03T14:25:00.000+08:00

Hi again.. Well...i got this feeling asking me to give up on him.. Well..his not worth it.. His not the only "guy" in this world.. Yeah.. His just an Idiot.. If i din ask Stepfanie to ask for his number..i would not know him.. Stupid me.. Haiz.. But watever la..go on with life.. Once fail...still can get up..and be myself again.. I still got chance next time..mayb not now..but next time.. Tats good also.. Hehe... :) Well...i dont blame anyone for this to happen...just blame myself.. But he cheated me tat he have a gf..wow...im a 3 year old kid huh... Not so easily cheat me la dude.. Well ur stupid enough to do like tat to me... As i said..once fail...get up and move on... Yeah.. Tats the best way... Agree? PMR is in a month time.. Trial Exam is in 2 more weeks plus.. My feelings is all nervous.. I dunno how to go on.. Really wanna study..but when see the book...haiz..sienz.. After PMR i can throw my book...burn it.. haha.. Evil!! Then i can go out and have fun time with my frens.. WoooHoo... Cant Wait.... Yeah.. Well tats all for my blog this time.. See ya.. :) Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

haiz...

2008-09-02T14:01:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Im wrong actually.. If u wanna know..read my last blog den read this.. Well..im not tat person actually.. Well.. But why liking a person would be like this hurtful.. If u like... Tell me..i wont get angry but get upset.. I just wanna know both of u de heart feeling.. Sometimes i feel..aiya..dont care la... Sometimes i feel haiz... Why like tat.. I know Like a person is cannot force one.. But.... Haiz.. Nvm.. I owes say wanna give up... Bt i cant make it.. Why? What's tat suppose to mean? I dunno what to say la.. Haiz.. All i do now is Haiz....haiz...haiz.. Why why why??? What i do to take my mind off this thing..is i study... I just dunno... I suddenly can go study by "myself".. Weird eh... :) Well This blog is this short only.. Write another one soon.. Ciao!! :)

~kArEn~Muacks

Good chance but i let it go....

2008-08-30T23:44:00.000+08:00

I went to the Father Stan concert.. After finish the concert..i look back suddenly saw a cute guy..i was smilling in fact cause talking to my fren.. Then he look at me oso.. Wow.. Then when we walk pass them they point point at me and said neh neh her her.. Ah ma told me one.. Hehe.. Then went out..he was at the corner then he look at me..and asked his fren to look at me also.. I was so happy.. Then i saw them went down so i followed i quickly ask stepfanie to go down.. I look like the crazy girl walk a big round.. cause while we are walking they i mean the cute guys whole gang of fren followed.. Then i walk so fast tat i turn a big round.. Then stepfanie and Li yin said we walk pass them la.. Den i took my hp out..and msg..act as if im messaging.. Hehe.. Thennn..i saw him, both of them went in the CIMB Bank, i tot they were goin bk edi..i was so upset then i saw him came out walk towards the money changer there..den i was near thr too.. I heard he told his fren tat if i dare to ask the hp number how.. Tats wht i heard only.. Then i turn away..then not long he and one of his fren just walk pass like tat and went back.. I was so angry at myself..got chance dont take it.. So i asked stepfanie if they were at the seminar tml..help me to get his number..and i'll 'chia' her.. Delifrance and coffee Bean.. Hehe.. She said okay.. So i hope she have the guts to go up to him if he's there.. I really hope he's there.. He's so CUTE!!! Wah.....perfect!!! Lai Li Yin, Stepfanie and Evelyn u know wht im saying...leave comment for me..and tell me im right.. Hehe.. Tats all for this blog.. Love this blog!! Like tat CUTE guy!!!! GoodNite.. Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

Hmmm..

2008-08-29T14:27:00.000+08:00

Its been quite sometime not posting something on my blog edi.. So i dunno wht to say oso... Well i just wanna say..why? I feel hurt.. Feel pain.. Feel like crying.. I like u so much..yet....haiz..i dunno oso.. U nvr ever care or reply my msg or my anything.. I think tat u hav a gf edi.. But...i dunno whether its correct la.. Just tat i feel very sad and hurt... I just want u to care abt me.. Just want u to reply me.. I know ur not lonely cause u have lots of frens but.. Please dun just leave me.. I need u.. I just dunno..why the feeling just plus abit and abit day by day.. I **** U! My frens ask me to ask u whether u have gf but i dont want.. Wht can i do..... NOTHING... Maybe u have Maybe u dont have.. Miss u alot... Well... Tats all of tat... Going on with good things..i thk...haha.. Hmmm.. Boring.. But tonite goin out with frens to parkson for a movie.. We keep ask Li Yin to go... And guess wht she tell us... Li Yin 'yao du shu'... Its in chinese.. Hehe.. Den we keep sayin tat sentence.. Li Yin yao du shu... OHhhhh... Haha.. Funny girl.. Mention abt li yin... Tonite Leon might be goin.. Hehe.. But lai not goin...haiyo... Oh ya.. Li Yin yao du shu... Hahahah.. Oh ya.. Lai if u see my post dont angry wor.. Hehe.. Li Yin Yao Du Shu!!! :p I think tats all with this post.. I'll write again soon.. Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

Holiday....

2008-08-19T12:26:00.000+08:00

Trial one just pass.. And now is Holiday time..but also not holiday.. Friday till sunday have church camp.. I went to Free To Be on Friday nite.. Its quite boring la.. So i just went one nite only.. hehe.. Heard something unbelievable..haiz..well dont want to mention it la.. Well..goin on..church camp was fun..hehe.. But after sunday service..i felt my head so heavy got a very big headache.. Haiz..came back straight sleep till 6sth.. Hehe..well woke up not reli well yet, i keep feeling on vomiting.. In the end i vomit out.. Haiya.. Teruk... Then i was so worry abt Monday piano test.. Well it went well...i think so.. I skip one day of extra class at school..i went on today one nia..bored and very sleepy la.. I slept at 11.45 woke up around 4.50 like tat.. My parents goin to KL today, earliest flight of MAS 6.20 boarding le.. 5sth need to be at the airport.. So yeah... Came back home manage to sleep a while, den my bro bath den he woke me up to go bath..so i went den i drank one cup of coffee only.. My extra class starts at 8am till 11.15.. At last pass edi.Yeah.. Boring la..stay in Miri.. But good oso la..i dont like doin packing and un-packing.. So ma fan.. Hehe.. Wht im gonna do the whole afternoon..i thk is sleep..very tired..tonite have tuition again.. Well at least i no need worry nite cook what..cause my mom ask my cousin stay wif us and cook dinner for us.. Woo..tats good la.. Hmm...i thk tats all for now la.. Write again soon.. Hehe.. Ciao!!!! :)

~kArEn~ Muacks

Woo..

2008-08-14T15:22:00.000+08:00

Ha...tml is Friday.. Last day of Trial exam... At last..But there's one in September again.. Haiz.. Today Maths test.. Most of us said "yes, fail".. Haha.. Its hard la.. Aduh.. Die lo die lo.. But well past edi dont care la.. Hehe.. Nothing to do so write blog.. I dont know why.. I have the feeling that one day maybe one day someone will ask me back.. But will i accept or not i dunno.. Cause that someone had hurt me deeply.. And another someone..we just have i dunno how to say just have things that we are in common.. Hehe.. Im happy for that but i dunno the future.. Maybe we have future maybe we dont.. Lets see how it goes la.. Do u all feel boring without a speacial one with u everyday? I mean like being in a relationship.. Hmmm.. Thats all la.. Just a short one its enough.. Cause i boring cant concentrate on study so why not write a blog.. After all i din write for quite sometime edi.. hehe :) Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

Ahhh..

2008-08-05T14:32:00.000+08:00

Ahhh... Relax... Its so nice i finally put it down.. Wat a relief.. I feel free.. But..Oh No.. Next week is trial.. Oh Shit! I dun want.. Haiyo.. September another Trial again.. Susah la.. Haiz.. Hmmm... Today at the school hall..wah..**** man..so hot no aircond.. I also dunno we pay the school when they ask for any payment we pay..but the facilities sucks.. Not say fully sucks la.. Just some only... Why he suddenly tell me about last time thing btw us.. I keep on thinking of it now..haiyo.. And we owes like in class i see u, u see me.. Weird eh... Hehe.. But funny though.. :) I just like coming to my blog and just type a few words and post.. Tats wht i do with my blog.. Hehe.. Well Tats all for now.. Write Again Soon..

~kArEn~Muacks

Happy + Sweet

2008-08-03T19:12:00.000+08:00

Today is Sunday.. Ahhh..its Sunday! Although its good to be Sunday but tomolo have school.. Sucks! When to church in the morning.. J is goin back tonite to KL.. SO sad.. Well at least i shaked hands with him..then he told me..after i shaked his hand..he said..u wanna hug, hug lo.. So i hugged him.. Awwww..tat moment seems if it can stop the time it would be nice.. I still wanna hug him.. :( But cannot la..His someones one.. Im gonna miss him so much much.. have to wait till end of this year.. Tats all of tat.. Nothing much la.. Went for tuition..bla bla bla.. After tuition went to my cousin house visit them for a while, then came back home.. My dad is still in church having some meeting haven come back.. He msg my mom saying something about eat.. Then my mom msg him back and call but no reply from him.. Usually we go out and eat during the weekends.. But today seems like not goin.. My dad la..dont answer or reply my mom's msg.. My mom cook.. I wanna go out la! haiya! Then my tow brothers went out..go somewhere.. Dunno where.. Ishh.. Boring la.. Yesterday eat home, today also eat home!! I like writting blog..but about my life la..and some other things else.. Hehe.. Well..tats all for now.. Happy Day.. :)

~kArEn~Muacks

I just cant....

2008-08-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

I just cant put down some of my pass things when i want to.. Its just to hurtful to do so.. I dun even know why.. I keep telling myself..Karen just let it go.. Well i did..but it seems to come back to me.. Why it keep on disturbing me..please go away! I feel so tired everyday with those things disturb me.. Im having flu, cough and sore throat for 2 over weeks already..i just went to see the doctor this morning.. Every nite i eat my medicine i was suppose to be sleepy, but i just cant sleep! Wah.. Its so tiring.. Chat with My Friend who we call her Ah Ma pass few days... Well i felt so much better..she comfort me alot.. I miss someone so much.. Tat someone din even reply my msg or my friendster comment.. Everytime i think of it i'll cry or sometimes i feel mad over it.. I just dunno why.. Mayb i miss tat someone so much tat till i can show it out.. I like u, but its hard.. People say Long distance relationship never works.. Hmmmm..not never works is like very hard to work.. Well, maybe i should try to relax, be cool.. Focus on my study.. And let everything pass, just be happy.. And go on with my life.. Think of all the happy things i had done, and let go the pass.. Yeah..i should do that.. Tats the Best way.. Well.. Till now..Good Bye.. Write a new blog soon.. :)

~kArEn~Muacks