Updates and Read Patiently :)

Hello Peeps!! Its been quite a while abandoning my blog there for a moment... Well, wanna update a long list of things now.. Get ready to read patiently ya... :) Well, lets start on the 17th of August till 21st of August had mid term exams... Fuuuu... Those five days of suffering.. I mean like studying, test time, sitting there boring.... Gosh... Its like crap man... Heehe.. Well, tat week i really was in stress out mode moment.. Stayed home.. Become good girl control my outings now a days... Goin on... On the 21st till 23rd tat is Friday till Sunday, our church had this church camp at Borneo Tropical Rainforest Resort... Kinda nice place la... Went there three time including this time... Two times was last year and this year youth camp... Well, all i can say is...had family time and whole church member time together... Had session with the Pastor from Kuching.. Very good Pastor... Funny, joker type and it amused me alot during his sermon although i dont denial im kinda sleepy at times but all i can say is i had fun... Sorry but i dont upload pictures.. If i do, next time la... Im good with words only so be patient and read my blog only.. Dun complain its long... So yeah...u do the math... Hehehe.. Well, its school holidays peeps! Hehehe.. More than a week.. Tuesday den go back to school.. Sunday Merdeka so holiday bring over to Monday.. Yay! Extra one day.. Kinda happy with it... :) Well, actually i have nothing much to say.. Just wanna update whats goin on only.. This coming week i hope i will have fun... Hope anyone wil bring me out... I cant stay home u know.. Boring ba.. Its holidays ba people... So, wth la... Go out.. Hehehehe.. :D So, i hope i'll go alot places.... I wanna go Parkson... Its been one week plus plus not going there.. I know la...if u guys out there, went there... But i've been having test and weekend occupied by camp.. So holiday is my time to go... If not i'll have very less chance to do tat.. Only on weekends only... Niways...was thinking randomly just now, why not one day, my brother and we all friends la go to Borneo Tropical there for a night stay... And have fun.. Maybe during November time... Hmmm... We can go Friday Evening and come back on Saturday Evening ba... Its fun... Go with friends and have fun is one of the things i want to do... Can spend time knowing each other more, get closer to everyone and stuff... Hehehehe... Crap, what am i saying.. Hehe.. Well, hope it will happen la.. Niways, had fun outing with the bf just now.. It had almost been a week plus not seeing him... Missing him alot... Plus i din get the time to always txt him during camp time.. Cause of the line limit... But i got Celcom, but kesian my bf using digi.. Expensive ba... So, less txt-ing la... Hehe.. But oh well, its nice seeing him just now... But i still kinda miss him.. What to do.. Im owes missing him ba.. Hehehe.. :) Crap, now im making myself missing him more.. Hahahaha... Will see him soon.. Hope so... Can la.. :D Hmmm.... Dunno what to say edi... Niways, if anything i miss out in this post, i will post it in the next post..soon...maybe... My mind is currently shutting down cause its holiday ba... So what the heck... I Cant think rite now.. Kinda sleepy edi.. Holidays i'll try updating my blog even i have nothing to say... Good Nite/Morning... Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Friday Nite updates

Hello Peeps! How are you all doin out there?? Good? Im not really good.. Well, look the weather sucks man.. Hot.. But tonite it finally rain.. Wooo! Im happy.. heheh.. Well.. Lets go on with what i wanna say... This week in school? U ask me hows school? Hmmm... Okok la.. Nothing big actually happend except on Wednesday, i was so nervous for the Prefect Installation the next day... Not only me, its everyone.. Gosh.. But on Thursday it was finally done.. And i cant believe my own eyes tat i have tat prefect pin, pinned on my neck tie.. Well, walk through hard, easy and most of all tough time... Been through all tat makes me know more about how to control myself.... And know more about others... Niways, Nothing much to say though.. Gosh.. Next week Mid-term exams edi.. Monday till Friday.. Den its holiday time.. Well, honestly... Me and my friends dont feel the mood of studying there because there's like something bugging our mind.. Like we had so many problems.. But we dunno what.. Just tat we dont have the mood of studying there.. But i put all my effort in my studying although after a hard studying, i'll forget but, i'll just still continue on... I pray to god to help me.. :) Like they say.. We must be strong and be confident in urself... Well, days pass fast... Its August already... And not long it'll be September... And year end... Then i'll be proceeding to Form5 next year as im later than all the year 1992 ppl.. After Form5 it'll be College and Uni.. GOsh.. I was thinking lately.. I was in Peralihan in 2005... Suddenly it became 2009! Wow! Its been five years in secondary school.. Next year will be my 6 years.. Wooo! Niways, i just wanna say... Dont do things tat will make u regret it.. Just go on with ur life and live it to the fullest... Well, back on track... Next Friday till Sunday will be our Church Camp at Borneo Tropical Rainforest... Family and whole church outing thingy.. It kinda suck cause the HP line over there is limited.. Only at the lobby of the camp site will have.. But oh well, i'll try working out by using my Celcom number.. After church camp it'll be holiday time.. One week? U ask me issit enuf? Nope.. Even 2 weeks its isn't enuf.. U give me a month i also dunno.. It would be enuf la..i guess.. Hehehehe... Our school foodfair had been postponed... Due to the government, they dont allowed anyone to held a big event cause it will be crowded and u know la the haze now... So better dont... It should be last Sunday.. So on Friday, we prefects stayed back to put all the things properly.. From 1.30 till 4.30. I know rite.. And its Friday lagi.. Haha.. Anyways, our department was in-charge of decorating.. So we decorate the stage, move all the flower pots from the garden to the front and cover it with clothes to make it nice.. And lots la.. We had so much fun but at the end we were all tired but we did a good job.. Hehehe... And the others moved the tables down from the block and put it for all the stalls.. Each stall shud only have 6.. So they arrange it.. Kinda tiring but we done a good job.. And the spirit of team work.. But on Saturday, we got a bad news saying 10am prefects have to go back to school to put back all the stuffs.. Food fair postponed.. Wow! At first i was kinda piss off but den it was for a while den i went back to school and helped out.. It wasn't bored at all.. Everyone was playing around while doing job.. Hehe.. After tat, my friends and me went opposite to have our lunch...at Jamilah.. Ate there and den proceed home.. And i basically stayed home and rest... Till night i wanna go out to buy reload so my brother brought me and den went limteh with the bf and Kim.. Yeah.. Tats basically my weekend... Sunday was a fine day... Morning as usual la, church... Den afternoon rest at home and den night went out for bowling with my brother, the bf, Roro, and Brenn.. Hehe.. Had fun times sitting down at Starbucks with Roro and Brenn.. Talk talk den the boys came and proceed talking again.. After tat went to Boulevard side to eat.. After tat proceed home.. Tiring day... So, niways tats my last week weekend... This weekend... For tonite i din even felt like going out.. Im feeling the relaxing home is better tonite... So yeah.. Hehehe.. Nothing much to say though... So, good nite/morning.. Sweet Dreams! Sleep Tight! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Down down

Hello Peeps! Emo post yeah.... :) Hmmmm.... Life sometimes is like playing with you... Why?? I dunno... SOmetimes i feel im kinda over without knowing it untill someone says it... Ya... Im most of the time like this... But what can i do... Im trying to change myself into a better person.. I still need time... U couldn't possibly ask a person to change in a week or what ba... I dunno whats in my mind... Im kinda down but not angry.... I need ppl to boost me up... If i said i've cried to let my feelings be better, its no use... No one will care or ask me... So whats the point... Im not trying to make myself feeling kesian or what here, just telling my feelings to ppl who knows me and understands me... Honestly speaking... Im feeling like crap today the whole day... I dunno why.... And u know what.... I feel stupid.. Like i said..... U want me to change i can... Give me some time la for goodness sake... I think i need a day break from all this.... And u too... A day break... To let us think about it and work it out... I've been trying so hard to do what i wanna do....and i dont want the outcome to be bad... What to do.... I've no one to tell to.... Just keep to myself and express it out in my blog... And guess what if one day i faint or what i also dunno how.... I've been stressing out myself too much lately...So i wanna tell someone please dont.... I know sometimes me...i can be all thinking about myself only.... But its just me.... I've been changing edi... Now even i seldom find topics to argue or what.... When i argue i try settle things out ask u to say whatever u want... But.... Haih.... I dunno la... Sometimes i just dunno what to do..... Im very sad at the moment... And ur angry at the moment.... So give us a day break and think it all out.... And i'll say.... When ur ready just message or call me.. I trust u'll find me either tml or Monday... Im owes here... Told u all its an emo post.... Whom im talking about... U know urself.... Im not trying to find ppl to kesian me by posting this im just telling out my feelings.. Like i said to ppl who understands me... :) Thats all den... I think i should force myself to sleep... If not i wont sleep the whole night... Good nite! Sweet dreams! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks