Good chance but i let it go....

I went to the Father Stan concert.. After finish the concert..i look back suddenly saw a cute guy..i was smilling in fact cause talking to my fren.. Then he look at me oso.. Wow.. Then when we walk pass them they point point at me and said neh neh her her.. Ah ma told me one.. Hehe.. Then went out..he was at the corner then he look at me..and asked his fren to look at me also.. I was so happy.. Then i saw them went down so i followed i quickly ask stepfanie to go down.. I look like the crazy girl walk a big round.. cause while we are walking they i mean the cute guys whole gang of fren followed.. Then i walk so fast tat i turn a big round.. Then stepfanie and Li yin said we walk pass them la.. Den i took my hp out..and msg..act as if im messaging.. Hehe.. Thennn..i saw him, both of them went in the CIMB Bank, i tot they were goin bk edi..i was so upset then i saw him came out walk towards the money changer there..den i was near thr too.. I heard he told his fren tat if i dare to ask the hp number how.. Tats wht i heard only.. Then i turn away..then not long he and one of his fren just walk pass like tat and went back.. I was so angry at myself..got chance dont take it.. So i asked stepfanie if they were at the seminar tml..help me to get his number..and i'll 'chia' her.. Delifrance and coffee Bean.. Hehe.. She said okay.. So i hope she have the guts to go up to him if he's there.. I really hope he's there.. He's so CUTE!!! Wah.....perfect!!! Lai Li Yin, Stepfanie and Evelyn u know wht im saying...leave comment for me..and tell me im right.. Hehe.. Tats all for this blog.. Love this blog!! Like tat CUTE guy!!!! GoodNite.. Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

Hmmm..

Its been quite sometime not posting something on my blog edi.. So i dunno wht to say oso... Well i just wanna say..why? I feel hurt.. Feel pain.. Feel like crying.. I like u so much..yet....haiz..i dunno oso.. U nvr ever care or reply my msg or my anything.. I think tat u hav a gf edi.. But...i dunno whether its correct la.. Just tat i feel very sad and hurt... I just want u to care abt me.. Just want u to reply me.. I know ur not lonely cause u have lots of frens but.. Please dun just leave me.. I need u.. I just dunno..why the feeling just plus abit and abit day by day.. I **** U! My frens ask me to ask u whether u have gf but i dont want.. Wht can i do..... NOTHING... Maybe u have Maybe u dont have.. Miss u alot... Well... Tats all of tat... Going on with good things..i thk...haha.. Hmmm.. Boring.. But tonite goin out with frens to parkson for a movie.. We keep ask Li Yin to go... And guess wht she tell us... Li Yin 'yao du shu'... Its in chinese.. Hehe.. Den we keep sayin tat sentence.. Li Yin yao du shu... OHhhhh... Haha.. Funny girl.. Mention abt li yin... Tonite Leon might be goin.. Hehe.. But lai not goin...haiyo... Oh ya.. Li Yin yao du shu... Hahahah.. Oh ya.. Lai if u see my post dont angry wor.. Hehe.. Li Yin Yao Du Shu!!! :p I think tats all with this post.. I'll write again soon.. Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

Holiday....

Trial one just pass.. And now is Holiday time..but also not holiday.. Friday till sunday have church camp.. I went to Free To Be on Friday nite.. Its quite boring la.. So i just went one nite only.. hehe.. Heard something unbelievable..haiz..well dont want to mention it la.. Well..goin on..church camp was fun..hehe.. But after sunday service..i felt my head so heavy got a very big headache.. Haiz..came back straight sleep till 6sth.. Hehe..well woke up not reli well yet, i keep feeling on vomiting.. In the end i vomit out.. Haiya.. Teruk... Then i was so worry abt Monday piano test.. Well it went well...i think so.. I skip one day of extra class at school..i went on today one nia..bored and very sleepy la.. I slept at 11.45 woke up around 4.50 like tat.. My parents goin to KL today, earliest flight of MAS 6.20 boarding le.. 5sth need to be at the airport.. So yeah... Came back home manage to sleep a while, den my bro bath den he woke me up to go bath..so i went den i drank one cup of coffee only.. My extra class starts at 8am till 11.15.. At last pass edi.Yeah.. Boring la..stay in Miri.. But good oso la..i dont like doin packing and un-packing.. So ma fan.. Hehe.. Wht im gonna do the whole afternoon..i thk is sleep..very tired..tonite have tuition again.. Well at least i no need worry nite cook what..cause my mom ask my cousin stay wif us and cook dinner for us.. Woo..tats good la.. Hmm...i thk tats all for now la.. Write again soon.. Hehe.. Ciao!!!! :)

~kArEn~ Muacks

Woo..

Ha...tml is Friday.. Last day of Trial exam... At last..But there's one in September again.. Haiz.. Today Maths test.. Most of us said "yes, fail".. Haha.. Its hard la.. Aduh.. Die lo die lo.. But well past edi dont care la.. Hehe.. Nothing to do so write blog.. I dont know why.. I have the feeling that one day maybe one day someone will ask me back.. But will i accept or not i dunno.. Cause that someone had hurt me deeply.. And another someone..we just have i dunno how to say just have things that we are in common.. Hehe.. Im happy for that but i dunno the future.. Maybe we have future maybe we dont.. Lets see how it goes la.. Do u all feel boring without a speacial one with u everyday? I mean like being in a relationship.. Hmmm.. Thats all la.. Just a short one its enough.. Cause i boring cant concentrate on study so why not write a blog.. After all i din write for quite sometime edi.. hehe :) Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

Ahhh..

Ahhh... Relax... Its so nice i finally put it down.. Wat a relief.. I feel free.. But..Oh No.. Next week is trial.. Oh Shit! I dun want.. Haiyo.. September another Trial again.. Susah la.. Haiz.. Hmmm... Today at the school hall..wah..**** man..so hot no aircond.. I also dunno we pay the school when they ask for any payment we pay..but the facilities sucks.. Not say fully sucks la.. Just some only... Why he suddenly tell me about last time thing btw us.. I keep on thinking of it now..haiyo.. And we owes like in class i see u, u see me.. Weird eh... Hehe.. But funny though.. :) I just like coming to my blog and just type a few words and post.. Tats wht i do with my blog.. Hehe.. Well Tats all for now.. Write Again Soon..

~kArEn~Muacks

Happy + Sweet

Today is Sunday.. Ahhh..its Sunday! Although its good to be Sunday but tomolo have school.. Sucks! When to church in the morning.. J is goin back tonite to KL.. SO sad.. Well at least i shaked hands with him..then he told me..after i shaked his hand..he said..u wanna hug, hug lo.. So i hugged him.. Awwww..tat moment seems if it can stop the time it would be nice.. I still wanna hug him.. :( But cannot la..His someones one.. Im gonna miss him so much much.. have to wait till end of this year.. Tats all of tat.. Nothing much la.. Went for tuition..bla bla bla.. After tuition went to my cousin house visit them for a while, then came back home.. My dad is still in church having some meeting haven come back.. He msg my mom saying something about eat.. Then my mom msg him back and call but no reply from him.. Usually we go out and eat during the weekends.. But today seems like not goin.. My dad la..dont answer or reply my mom's msg.. My mom cook.. I wanna go out la! haiya! Then my tow brothers went out..go somewhere.. Dunno where.. Ishh.. Boring la.. Yesterday eat home, today also eat home!! I like writting blog..but about my life la..and some other things else.. Hehe.. Well..tats all for now.. Happy Day.. :)

~kArEn~Muacks

I just cant....

I just cant put down some of my pass things when i want to.. Its just to hurtful to do so.. I dun even know why.. I keep telling myself..Karen just let it go.. Well i did..but it seems to come back to me.. Why it keep on disturbing me..please go away! I feel so tired everyday with those things disturb me.. Im having flu, cough and sore throat for 2 over weeks already..i just went to see the doctor this morning.. Every nite i eat my medicine i was suppose to be sleepy, but i just cant sleep! Wah.. Its so tiring.. Chat with My Friend who we call her Ah Ma pass few days... Well i felt so much better..she comfort me alot.. I miss someone so much.. Tat someone din even reply my msg or my friendster comment.. Everytime i think of it i'll cry or sometimes i feel mad over it.. I just dunno why.. Mayb i miss tat someone so much tat till i can show it out.. I like u, but its hard.. People say Long distance relationship never works.. Hmmmm..not never works is like very hard to work.. Well, maybe i should try to relax, be cool.. Focus on my study.. And let everything pass, just be happy.. And go on with my life.. Think of all the happy things i had done, and let go the pass.. Yeah..i should do that.. Tats the Best way.. Well.. Till now..Good Bye.. Write a new blog soon.. :)

~kArEn~Muacks