New Year

Hello Peeps!!! Im here again... Well... Nothing much to say though... Just tat New year eve is coming soon.. And next week school is starting!! Shit!! Tml result coming out.. **** man! How leh? I wna have lots of fun before school starts.. I dun care how..i must!! Waiting for New Year Eve... Feel like drinking.. heheheh... So the very missing my boyfriend now... Wna see him soon... Well... I've been home since last nite till today.. Today morning only went for breakfast den come back home.. Sleep till 2sth..felt hungry den eat, den i went back sleep again till 4sth.. Den started watching tv.. Nothing much happen la.. So boring ah.. Tml everyone working liao.. Me...stay home.. Lagi la boring.. Macam mana leh.. Dunno wht time to go school and see my result... Shit man... Feel so stress now.. I try not to think abt it.. But my friend go txt me say tml wht time go... Ishhhh!!! Freaking disturbing!! Hmmm... Well wht to do.. School is in a week... I cant make time go slow rite... After all...time pass fast... See 2008 gna go soon.. 2009 new year.. Soon...2010.. Wow... Its fast... Think on the bright side.. heheheh.. Well... What to do at home.. Any idea of wht to do.. I have no idea.. Been lying down watching tv, sleeping, on9, check mails.. Tats all.. Holidays sometimes sucks man.. But its fun.. Stress free from school.. Heheheh.. Well... What to do.. Its school life.. Have to leave with it... Two more years.. Dun worry.. I'll bear with it.. Its not tat sucks all la.. Okok la.. hehehe.. Hmmm... Im out of words edi.. Well... I'll just end here... Good nite peeps!! Have a good nite.. Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Christmas!!!

Hello Peeps!!! Here am i again.. Just wna write a short post wishing u all Merry Christmas!!! Heheheh.. Well christmas is in another 1hour and 25 minutes... Hehehe... Yay!!! Cant wait... Im having opening house for Christmas.. Those who knows my house come and visit me... If u want and can.. =) Ur welcome... But first... Inform me... hehe.. Then i'll know... Well... I thk tats all.. Just a short post like i said.. Good nite Peeps!! And Merry Christmas!!! Have fun this Christmas and New Year!!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Christmas Time

Hello Peeps!!! Here am i again... Well... Just wna update my blog only.. Not gna write a long post... I have nothing much to talk about.. Well... Lets start on Saturday... Saturday was good... Nite... Hang out with my brother, the gf and my bf... Drank beer at Hotspot... Tat was fun... And came home around 1sth.. Mom was like... Why so late... Den i answer raining bah.. Den she went back to her room again.. Den weird is she din even scold me for coming back late.. Like owes she'll scold me... heheheh... Welll.....*pheww*... Lucky.. Den on Sunday... Went to church... After church... Went to Parkson have lunch with family there at Pizza Hut... After tat went out with the boyfriend... Follow him go shopping at Mall... He bought a t-shirt... When i reach home around 6sth almost 7 like tat... I saw my parents got boulevard plastic bags.. So i ask where they went.. Then my mom said.. Owh.. After eat, walk around Parkson...den went to Mall just shop dwn there at the Supermarket only cux there's One Day Big Sale.. Den after tat they went to Emart... I was like.... Shit!!! Lucky i was at Mall upstairs only.. Din go Supermarket.. Heheheh!! Another *phewww*... Den went out for dinner at Centre Point there Ipoh Town... Well... Tat meal was great though.. The food was not bad.. After tat... Went home... Slept around 12sth.. Feel tired edi.. Monday woke up around 9.30.. Actually mom woke me up.. Hehehe... Said later they'll be goin out.. Ask me if wna follow, go bath... So i went bath straight away...do my laundry.. Den wait till afternoon den go out.. Haiyooo... Came back around 5.. Den watch tv...till now... So the very boring ba!!! The boyfriend went out with his fren go shopping... I whole night...watch tv only.. Noting on tv pun... Apuuuuu!!! Punya la boring!!! What to do... Day time lagi la boring.. Skip tat la.. Dun wna talk abt it.. Oh... Daddy said my grandparents coming down on Wednesday.. Lama dah din see my grandparents.. Miss them alot.. They're very modern one.. Owes spend Christmas in Miri with all their Anak, Cucu, Cicit... hehehe... Christmas is in 3 more days!!! Whoooo!!! Cant wait man... Christmas Eve got BBQ at church den got service.. Christmas day oso got... Fun man... Im not sure which day im celebrating Christmas tho.. So yeah... Hmmm... I guess its all i wna talk about... Im gna end here... Good nite Peeps!! Sweet Dreams!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

KL trip

Helloo Peeps!! Long time no write blog le leh... Well... Just came back from KL on Wednesday nite.. Today woke up 10sth.. Straight away bath.. Do laundry...wash...then dry... Then 2sth tidur while watching tv.. hehehe.. Sleep till 5sth.. But then decide to sleep back till 6.. Now im soooo not sleepy leh.. No a yawn yet.. Apuuu.. How m i gna sleep.. Miss the boyfriend alot leh during the trip.. Wna meet him soon but dunno when.. Haiyooo.. KL trip was okok la.. Dun shop tat much when i was there during May and June trip.. Just bought Christmas outfit and some t-shirt, and a pants only.. Really dunno where did all the time went.. Seems so fast time pass by.. May and June trip pass like so damn slow.. Apuuuu... Maybe goin there next year again.. See lo... Yay!! Christmas coming soon!! Gna celebrate Christmas but dunno which date... My house still renovation leh.. Dunno when done.. Ask my dad pun he said dunno.. See how lo.. Owh...ok lo.. See how.. hehehe.. But i cant wait leh... Wna wear new baju.. Hehehe.. Maybe goin out with my boyfriend on Sunday, after church go lunch den meet up with him.. See how things lo.. Saturday his goin to his farm to clean up.. So cnt meet him on saturday.. So maybe i'll go buy some stuff with parents lo.. But i see Miri like bored leh.. Owes come back from KL memang malas go out from house one.. KL big enuf edi.. Come back Miri.. Apuuuu.. hehehe.. U know la... Well... I have nothing much to talk about leh.. Its getting late liao.. But im not sleepy yet.. apuuu... How? Count sheep.. Hehehehe... The boyfriend oso not sleeping yet.. Huh... Tadi wake him up.. Tidur balik.. Now knt sleep.. Later tml say tired la.. Hahahah.. See... Ooopppsss... Shhh... Dun talk much abt him.. Later complain dia.. =) Hmmm... I thk i'll end my post here la... Good nite/morning Peeps!! Sweet Dreams!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Helloooo

Hellooooo my peeps!! Im here again... Hehehe.. Actually nothing to write la.. Not much to say... Just feel like writting only.. Bored ba.. Nothing to do.. Im happy.. Well..im owes... After piano yesterday, the boyfriend pick me up and went for lunch... Spend the whole time with him... Well..got to spend long time with him.. Im goin KL for a week... Cant see him ah.. Haiyo.. Miss him.. But right... My big brother just said something last nite.. He said this time we go so short time.. Thursday go, wednesday come back.. Quite short leh.. My two brothers girlfriend only goin on Friday.. Well all our flight is early in the morning.. The earliest flight of MAS.. Yay!!! Den arrive we have whole day to jalan.. Christmas time.. KL is very nice.. All light up.. Man... I got to get myself Christmas Gift.. Hehehehe... What else can i get ho... Thinking of getting my boyfriend a Gift too.. But....im very very bad in choosing Gift.. Really bad... Hehe.. Hmmm... Lucky my house is quite.. But after they put up the glass outside...the room is empty.. And have this echo sound.. Hehehe.. I keep on saying... Yuhooo, hello, byebye... and stuff.. Crazy edi.. Fun ba.. They just fixing all the alarm and stuff.. So quite la.. Good! And and.... I keep on feeling Sorry today... Even now.. I feel like saying a whole bunch of Sorry.. But there'll be someone will get annoy... So better dont... Well.... Im alone again... Dad went out to pick Mom for lunch.. Had to stay to see the workers do stuff... Owh... Plus one more.. My bought my bed sheets.. Guess wht colour it is? Purple.. With all the love shape lagi.. hahaha.. My boyfriend fav colour.. hehehe.. Well... Im speech-less edi... Nothing else to talk abt... So i'll end here... Have a wonderful day Peeps!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Feel empty..

Hey Peeps! Im here again... Hehehe... Its only two days not posting only.. Well.. Now i know hows the feeling of missing someone sooooo much... Its like something missing from u.. Like empty... Well...i cant do much ba... Cant be stingy rite... So well... Just go with it lo.... Oh...Ya... Tml is the boyfriend birthday.. But.... Knt go out... His working la.. Apuuuu... Ishhh ba.... Wht else i wna say... Bored ba... My Saturday is like nothing man.. I use to go out but...this week dun have... Next week also knt.. Haiyo.. Punya la boring... Macam mana leh... Stay home hear the workers knock2, bang2.... Haiyo.. Punya la bising... Goin crazy hearing it ah... Wna go out...oso no where to go.. I just came back from indoor.. No way to go.. Went there ytrday and went thr today again.. I think its a bad idea goin... Man...made me miss someone so badly... Tml is my boyfriend birthday thinking wna go there again just to say "happy birthday"... But i went thr like for two days edi... Ppl will thk apuuuu ini perempuan... Three days also come... Gila.. But if tml go i wont walk around la.. Just go there see the boyfriend den jalan.. I think... If i dun go nvm lo.. hehehe.. Haiyo....i have nothing to say anymore... Well... I'll end here for my post... Have a nice day!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

How.....

Helloooo... Heheheh.. Im here again... Well... The house is stil noisy... But i manage to have a nice sleep till 9.30am this morning.. The workers came late..so yeah... But den...i dunno why i woke up at 9.30am... Since worker not here..i felt like sleeping again...but i thk tats my time to wake up.. So.... Hehehhe... Well.. PC fair is this weekend... Friday till Sunday.... My boyfriend is working la.. Haiyo.. Knt spend time with him... Well... I can go to the fair and see him.. But cant stay for long rite... Later ppl will think...why this girl keep staying here.. Not working here come here just stay here... Just maybe say hi..and talk a while and off i go.. His birthday is on Sunday... Well..he have to work too.. Maybe i might just pop up there after church... Maybe i go early after service den go there see him... Say happy birthday and stuff.. Man... Im missing him badly... Wish could see him faster.. Owh ya... Monday is a public holiday... But im having piano from 3.30pm till 5.30pm... Man tat sucks... Tot of changing my time to morning... But i dunno whether can or not... Teacher is goin on holiday too.. So she's packing up her time...to do replacement class... Hmmm.... Thinking maybe if i go in the morning i can go out with the boyfriend in the afternoon... Maybe la... If he wants to.. But... Well.. See lo... But den im hoping my parents goin for the every Tuesday prayer meeting... So tat maybe la.. Can go out with him at night.. But i know the boyfriend is lazy to drive one.. And i thk its not good too.. Cause nxt day his stil working... But im leaving for KL on the Thursday... Haiyooooo.... Man... Now im gna miss him alot.... Hmmmm.... Well well.... I dunno how liao... The more i think..the more i stress abt it.. But im home all the while.. Nothing to do... Online, tv..only.. So i'll owes think abt it.. So i'll wait for my boyfriend to see the situation.. Hahaha... I have nothing much to talk abt... Im not gna end with how many days to the KL thingy... Hehe... My boyfriend says i owes end with tat.. So i'll just say other things.. But dunno wht to say la.. Hehe... Maybe i should stop here... Have a nice day My Peeps!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Wht i've been up to

Hmmmm.... He~llo... Im here again... Got nothing to do... So why not just write a short blog post... Well... Let me see... Wht im gna say... Yeah... BORED!!! Today whole day home... Hearing workers knocking knocking, bang bang, drill drill... Hahahaha... I slept till 9sth this morning.. Damn piss off.. I know worker start bang bang around 8sth la.. So i just sleep... Tired ba.. Cant sleep last nite.. So i thk i dose off around 2am like tat.. Finish talking on the hp with my boyfriend around 1plus.. Then my mom this morning... Open my room door... Wei, wake up.. Bising stil can sleep.. Man i was having a nice dream tat time... Suddenly shock den woke up, forget edi... Ishhh!! Man... After tat... I just sit at the kitchen here... On my laptop a while check mails den off it... Den i jz on my laptop again around 2pm i thk.. Chat with friend.. Gna off it after posting this blog though... Tonite then check my mails again.. Im feeling lazy to on it the whole day edi... Boring ba.. Nothing is on too... Well... Goin KL... One week for not meeting my boyfriend is like a long long long time... Wahlao... I dunno how la.. Wht is he gna do ho??? Hmmmm.... Heheheh =) His birthday is coming soon though.. Its this coming Sunday.. But kesian him, he have to help out in the PC Fair... Dun worry... U'll have a great birthday after work dear.. =) Well....All i want to say is... Karen is Happy!!! Hahahahaha... Dunno why... Althought im bored...but im happy... But not really happy with some other stuffs la.. But i have my limits.. If it reach my limits.. I dun care... I'll just bla it out... Im not like some ppl, dun like it..den be straight forward tell only...never think of ppl feelings... Tat kind of straight forward person dun thk of people one.. U must know how to be patient.. Like having ur limits... Im not gna say it though.... =) Hmmm..well... I thk tats all... Nothing to write anymore.. heheehehe.. Good day peeps!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Drilling sound

Uuuuuu.... Here m i again... Heheheh.. Well my house started renovation on Friday... Today they drilled the wall for the wires and stuff... Apuuuu... Punya la dusty... My sitting room was like so dusty and smoky like.. hehehe.. I stayed at the kitchen the whole time watching tv only.. Dun even dare walking to the sitting room... So Yeah.... Tml gna be the same thing... Haiyooo... Goin throught the drilling sound is so annoying man.. Although i cant stand it... Bt wht to do kan... After tat house will be nice edi ma... Nvm for this period of renovation time.. =) Hmmmm.... KL is in two weeks time... Almost a week.. Im goin next week... Man.. I cant wait for the shoe and bags and clothes shopping... Damn fun man.. I had fun with the boyfriend on Friday and Saturday.. Hehehehe.. Im happy to see him.. Reli hapy... Im goin to KL for a week.. Man im gna miss him.. I mean whole whole lottttt man.... =) Well... I'll jz have to bare with tat... Like now.. Im mising him alot too.. I hope tat i can see him everyday... But..cant... Weekends lor... Well...idk wht else to write... I thk i just write till here.. Owh yea... Christmas is coming soon.... Man i cant wait for tat! Haaaaaa..... Christmas!!! The best time of the year!! And its the end of the year... Hehheeh... Well.... Till here.... Have a nice sleep tonite... Good nite Peeps! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Goin crazy....

Here am i again!! And its 12.30am in the morning... Haahahah... Well.... Yeah... M goin crazy edi... Im gna stay home the whole day... In the house only..around my compound... Seeing walls, tv, sofa.....everyday! Ahhhhhh.... Crazy la... Just now i shouted ahhhhhhh...infront of the fan... Den when watching tv i took my pillow and shout...my mom said crazy ah u.. Den i say ya la.. At home everyday mau gila sudah la... Den i said two more weeks to KL knt wait la.. Haiyo.. Den my mom jz keep quite... Apuuuuu... Dunno wht to do.. Owh ya... Tml whole day at home lagi... Friday at least ok.. Afternoon two hours of piano.. So not whole day at home.. But the next week again la.. Aduhhh... But next Wednesday and Friday ada piano.. So yeah! Halleluyah... I dun stay home the whole day for two days.. Phewww... Hmmm... Well.. I jz felt nothing to do... So before tidur write a blog first...den tidur... Dun thk im crazy tat i write a blog this late ah... Heheh.. Just finish talking on the phone with the boyfriend oso.. Hehhe.. Great time... =) Uuuuuuuu.... Might go out with him and the others on Friday nite.. Hope jadi la.. I wanna go ba... Like what i said... If i dun go out by tml or Friday.... Jadi gila, go in mental hospital nanti... Seriously.. Try u staying alone at home... With laptop, tv, hp, sofa...to entertain u only... No one to talk to.. Those have siblings okay la.. I dun have ba... Everyone working and im the youngest lagi.. Aduhhh... Cousins all busy oso... Well, i got to wait for two more weeks... Hmmmm.... Well.. I also dunno wht to say.. Hahaha.. I know its late now.. So i better get some sleep now... So... Good Night/Morning Peeps!! Sweet Dreams!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Two more weeks!!

Yuhoooo!!! Hello again... Here am i again... I feel so bored at home seeing the walls everyday... So yeah... Well... I stil have 2 weeks and 2 days(i guess) to go on my KL trip!!! Whoooo!!! Cant wait for the trip.. This time trip will be better.. More of us... Yay!! Guess wht im gna do.. I'll go shopping! Maybe go have fun at Genting or what.. My whole family goin plus my two brothers girlfriends oso goin.. Weeee... Wat a great fun.. So yeah... The last trip i went with my parents and my 2nd brother only during end of May and beginning of June.. Not reli fun la.. We stayed in Time Square, yeah... There's one day we went shopping for the whole day at Mid Valley and The Gardens.. Damn nice place.. So after we shop...we used taxi to go back... hahaha.. Tat time we were carrying alot of stuff... Once reach Times Square there.. There was alot ppl outside guess how they look at us.. With big eyes.. Cux we carry alot of stuff.. Hahah.. Well its fun though... I enjoy walking around in the Shopping Complex there..its much much much more better than the Shopping Complex here.. The stuff there are all new ones.. Well.. Im no longer Single edi... So i cant basically see guys in KL alot.. Last time owes go there...i owes check out the guys... The "leng zai" there.. But now...i wont do tat.. But if i do.. My boyfriend will still be the number 1 in my heart! Hehehehe.. Hmmm...All i can say im gna miss him when im in KL.. And i know his gna miss me alot too.. Well...wht to do.. I really want the day to pass fast so tat i can go on my trip to KL.. And when im in KL i hope the day pass as slow as possible.. Hehehehe.. Cant Wait!!! Well...tats all for now... Have a wonderfull day... Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

Im loving it~

Hello Peeps! Its been a while i din post a blog edi.. Well.. Im lazy to do blogging ba.. Lazy with the typing.. And i got so many nice things to say.. Well.. I love my Hot Sizzlin Stuff alot!! And i reli miss him alotttt now.. Every second.. Well.. I spend good times and wonderfull times with him.. His a very good guy.. He treats me well.. I had great time with him when we're out.. Ooooo~ The beach is nice.. Windy.. Its been long i din go to the beach.. But the boyfriend brought me.. So yeah.. Its reli nice.. And i mean really really nice.. You guys should reli go.. If u have not been there for long.. Well.. I dun have much to say though.. I just want to say I never feel this happy before.. I just felt sooooo happy after being with him.. He gives me joy, happy-ness... When im down he cheers me up.. So yeah.. Tats soooo good of him.. Well... This is the first time my brother knows i have bf.. Cause his my brother friend.. So.. My brother dun care.. He even help me out.. Thanks bro.. Ur sooo good! Well..his my 2nd brother.. Im very much closer to my 2nd brother.. Big brother not reli.. But he knows i have a bf la..and know who issit.. And i sometimes can get my sot-ness high up when im with my 2nd bro gf.. She's a funny person.. I owes hang-out with them though.. They're a bunch of funny ppl.. Sometimes crazy.. Hahaha.. Yeah...well.. Im loving each day of my life.. I've never miss someone this much before.. After being with him.. The miss feeling.. Gets stronger each day.. And the love feeling too.. Tats why.. Mcd says "Im Loving It".. Hehehe.. Yeah.. Im loving it.. Hmmm... I guess i have nothing much to say now.. Will write another post soon if im not lazy.. =) Good nite Peeps! Sweet dreams! And dear..Love You always!~ Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

The happy side of me is back!

Its been a long time i din update my blog.. Hehe.. Well, all i got to say is, the happy side of me is back... And this time for real its back!! Wanna know more ask me.. =) Well, school holiday is almost here.. I din went to school for like three days edi.. Monday i went for this Eco-sweet challenge thingy.. The so call "small type of Amazing Race".. Wooo... So tiring.. They said its about 6 plus KM long.. On tat very day, after the challenge.. My whole leg hurts alot... The next day i woke up, my hip got hurt too.. I cant even totally bend dwn and take things.. My mom said im just like the old grandma.. hahaha.. So well..i felt better today edi.. Goin to school tml.. Last day, got to see friends.. If not next year den see them.. =) Time pass fast tho.. Uhhh.. When its time to school the time pass like so slow... When its holiday... The time flies like so fast.. Hehe.. Hmmmm.. I have nothing much to say tho... Just wanna write something to update my blog.. Im havin a wonderful time.. Okieeee~ Thats all for this post.. I'll write one soon if im not lazy.. Have a nice day.. Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

Goodness...

Haha.. Here i am again.. I just feel like writting one post.. I think its a short one.. Hmmm.. Well, i dun care wht happen, im done with it.. I dun care about it.. I only knew u like one day?... Haha.. What was i thinking.. So yea.. But i felt down just now cause i went out around 2sth in the afternoon, when i came back around 5sth, i saw my msn got people find me, but when i see.. tat person offline edi i cant even reply tat person.. I felt so so upset.. Cause tat person never find me online, i was shock to see ur msg on msn.. Hehe.. But i cant reply.. Duhhhh... Its a good thing i forget about it, hey...single is all tat.. I can even see guys...any guys.. Haha.. Saw alot today.. =) Welllllll.....some are good some okok, some...nahh... Hahahahaha.. Oh yea, someone from airport road church got married today.. Nice couple.. Sweet... I was there with my church friends, 4 of us plus me.. We were incharge of the sound system.. So yea, tats why we were there.. I was wondering in my mind how would my wedding next next time would be.. Hehe.. I cant imagine it.. But i hope i'll meet my Mr.Right soon.. Mayb Jesus will let me meet my Mr.Right guy next time.. Jesus knows when's the right time.. hehe.. Hmmm..I suddenly feel like saying..i like eating Waffle!!!! haha.. Cause i ate one this afternoon.. Peanut butter.. Weeee...very nice.. Haha.. Feel like eating another one.. I Like Waffle!!!!!!! Woo.. Well, i guess its up to here.. Nothing much to say.. Good nite.. Have a good nite sleep.. =) Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Feel so down.. :(

Hello...im writting another one again.. Hehe.. I just feel tat i need to let my feelings out so yeah..here am i again.. Well... I duno i feel so down since this morning when we went for lawatan to Sm Teknik.. I dunno why.. Why? Mayb i know but i just dun wnt to tel it out here.. But i think i went the wrong way... I should not walk this way if its like this.. But if i can see the future and how it goes i wont go this way.. I dunno how to explain my feelings now.. I just feel so down..sad.. By all means la...just tell me wht only..rather than like now.. I dun like people to keep secret from me.. Hmmm... I just want to know whts happening...let me know la.. U dont let me know how i suppose know?? So anything just let me know? Issit about me then u should tel me.. Should i believe the thing wht i heard last nite or i should not believe?? U tell me la.. Haizzz... I think that i wont believe, because of something.. Today ur like tat, tml u change.. Whts tat suppose to mean...... Uhhhh.... Nevermind la.. What i say also no use.... :( Whtever la.. This post i'll write till here.. Have a good evening.. Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

My mind----blank

Hmmm.. Haha.. Last few day i was so lazy to post a blog.. My last on was on saturday. Sunday, Monday and Tuesday i was lazy to post.. Well i was sick on Wednesday, cux of Tuesday la..i was caught in the rain.. Uhhh.. Sucks.. So when i got home, my dad ask me to bath in hot water quickly..so i went.. But i thk its too late..i got a BIG Headache.. Wow..eat two tablets of panadols also not enuf.. So, the nxt day when my dad woke me up, my headache got worst..i feel my whole head like "kena" press down hardly.. So i din go to school.. Then my dad ask me go take a shower then brought me for breakfast and went to see the doctor.. Doctor just gave me panadols only.. and a sick leave.. Duhh.. But its nothing la.. So i came home..i ate the tablets den rest.. I sleep till 2sth and woke up so hungry, my mom "tapao" food for me on the table, so i ate it and then went to take a refreshing bath and i lie down again.. I just feel my head heavy.. So today i felt better so i went to school.. My head stil have this headache.. I dunno why it wont go away la.. Haiya.. It comes and go.. I think its because of the heat la.. Too heaty... Hehe.. Now is 11.32pm, just now abt 10pm, outside my house "banjir" so, my dad, my brother and me use the umbrella and went outside to see.. Wow its my first time seeing my place "banjir" till like tat... Wooo...wht a shock.. My mom was taking the oppurtunity to sweep the "banjir" drain.. Hehe.. The water was like freaking cold man.. Haha..But its fun.. =) Hmmm...tml is lawatan to Sm Teknik.. Wonder how would it be.. I feel lazy to go..but think of those dun hv chance to go i better go if not my place wasted.. So...yeah.. Hehe.. I just feel happy tonite.. Dunno why.. Suddenly have the happy feeling.. hahaha.. Hmmm..i think i'll write till here la.. Its late edi, now is 11.37pm, i got to sleep..if not tml dun hv the strenght to wake up.. So yea...good nite!!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Bored...*Yawn*

Hi again.. Haha.. I just wrote one blog yesterday leh.. But now if im nt lazy and if i hve thg to write i can write everyday one.. Cux i have nothing to do edi.. Hehe.. Hmmmm... Well.. Today so bored.. I followed my parents to Parkson jalan-jalan.. I felt bored of following them so i told them i wna go Popular to read story book.. Not actually read la..just go find my favourite book.. "Little Black Dress Book".. I found one and its quite interesting to read..so i bought it.. I havent even read finish my first one and i bought another one.. First one only read half nia.. Cux of my PMR i cant read story book.. Now i can..all i have now is time.. Well..after buying the story book, i walk down alone to the magazine shop to buy my magazine "i-feel".. Hehe.. I owes buy tat magazine.. Hmmm..i see everyone not walking alone one..all got "mate" wif them.. Then i was thinking.. Why they got i dun hv.. Then i told myself..they got..no Freedom ba.. See like me dun hv..i cn go wer ever i want.. But sometimes i think la.. Quite boring oso if dun hv a "special someone" wif me.. But sometimes i oso think..if got ah...not fun oso.. I saw alot of eng dao handsome guys at Parkson.. But they all one gang...i oso dun dare look.. I just walk pass them.. Well goin on...after buying my magazine..i called my mom, she said they were abt to call me..cux they were abt to go back..so i said meet them dwnstairs.. Then i came back home lo.. Come back..if not online den i watch movie.. Nothing much to do oso la..after PMR.. Before PMR is study study... Always hear my mom say study..now she see me online like she dun even care.. Of cux dun care la..if she does i sure die lo.. Haha..well at last PMR pass la.. Just like the bird just fly out from the cage..but i had nothing to do la.. I like saying bored.. So ppl who knows me.. My new word is "BORED"... Haha.. I got alot type of words i like to say.. But i thk ppl who knows me one they wont know one..but i thk for some of my frens they would know.. Hehe.. I dun say...u guess edi come tel me lo.. Hmmm...i feel so lazy to go back to school to do all the no use stuff..but wht to do.. maybe nxt nxt week i dun go for a few days la.. So tired of school after PMR edi.. Nothing to do.. At home oso nothing to do.. My parents ask me dun go KL first.. They're goin to buy some stuff for the condominium thr..i thk goin for three days only..they dun wnt to bring me.. Haiyo.. I feel so disappointed.. I wanna have fun ba.. But well..nvm la..im goin in December ba.. I can shop till i....dunno..haha.. Hmmm...tats all for todays blog.. I'll write one tml if i have thg to write and im nt lazy..like i said in the begining of the blog.. =) Good Nite!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Yeah!! FREEDOM!!

My last blog was like 6 of October.. Tats few weeks ago.. Hehe.. I had no time to write a blog.. Study.. PMR.. Haha.. Woooo.. Today PMR done!!! At last... Wait for this week few months ago edi..cnt wait for it to pass.. At last it pass.. Today only one subject.. I arrived school abt 7.30am.. Then everyone was like cnt wait for the exam to finish.. Den at 9.25 the Block E finish earlier then my Block.. Tat is Block F.. So we heard them shout..scream.. Everything la.. Haha.. Den when its 9.30 the teacher asked us to stop writting..and whatever.. After she collect the paper she said we cn go but dun shout or wht.. Haiya.. They dun even let us do tat...whts the use.. Haha..but nvm..we friends see each other and say yeah finish le.. Tats enough edi.. Haha.. Wooo.. My heart keep on shouting but i dun shout it out.. I just do whtever thing i want at home edi..no nid hear my mom say study everyday.. Hehe.. I cant stop laughing.. And i dun do planning for me after PMR.. What comes...comes lo.. My friends said this week dun go out..nxt week den go.. its okay..we still have months to go.. No worries.. Hehe.. So tml i also dunno wht to do.. Was thinking of bringing my baby cousin to stay wif me..follow me.. Dunno she wants or not.. Well i can go out at nite edi.. I wont worry my mom will become mad at me.. Cux im like a bird i cn fly after my exam.. haha.. After finish PMR.. My church ppl start call me..say tml got rehearlsal for childrens day on Sunday at 5pm.. Well i'll start busy again.. Its okay.. Busy on Saturday better den nothing to do rite? hehe.. Hmmm...i just feel happy.. Well, i'll write this post till here.. I'll write one soon..in a few days i guess.. Haha.. Well...Good Day! Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

I really feel Sorrowful

Its been quite sometime i din post a blog.. So now its time to post..since im such down with a bad mood... Well...why issit when i get my hopes up high..den it will fall? When i said i dun want to get it up high..i keep feeling so sorrowful.. Why? Cant u feel tat i treat u so good? I reli want u to gv me a chance..dun u knw tat? Why do i suddenly fall for u? When all this while i keep saying..i have forgotten u and treat u as a normal fren..no heart feelings.. But all this while i still have those kind of feeling tat..i still miss u..still want u.. But i thk u wont want me..if not why last time u treat me like tat.. All this while i keep thinking of u.. I dunno why i just cant take u off my mind.. Why...why...why????? I want u but...haiz...no use... I just love u i guess.. I suddenly feel this way... Well maybe i'll put u down..but i owes say this...i oso din put down.. Haiz.... So fan... I dunno who to tell all this thgs..so i jz write a blog.. Tell my best fren..i told her jz now edi.. Want to tel another one..she dun hv credit.. So whts the use of messaging her telling her when she knt reply me.. So a blog is better..so tat my frens can see..and give me comments.. I hope so.. Well..till here.. I'll write one soon.. Its almost midnight.. =) Good nite! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Go Miri Swimming Team!!!

Today Miri swimming team went to Bintulu edi.. Sorry this meet not joining u all.. But u all are the best!!! Jia You!!! Take back the challenge trophy!!!! Go Go Go!!!! I'll be goin to Bintulu and see u all tml ya... Good Luck!! God Bless u all!! Love you all... ^^ hehe.. Well..tats all i want to say though... Good Luck!!! Miri the best!! Always will be!!! :) Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muaks

Long Long~

It seems so long i din post a blog.. Indeed it is.. My last one was on 23rd.. Hehe.. Hmmmm... Just feel bored nothing to do this late nite.. Hehe.. Well..left 11 days.. Feel nervous.. But everone say.. PMR cheh...so easy.. Aiya..of course they pass the PMR edi so they say its easy.. We haven pass it of cause scare.. Hehe. Well..its one week of holiday.. But its not a happy holiday... Its a study holiday.. So bored everyday at home..just facing the book..goin crazy ah.. I feel lazy sumtimes to touch the book.. But...well...i have to.. Hmmmm.... Now all we have to do is concentrate on study... But dun keep on studying la... Have to relax ur mind too.. Later crazy baru u knw... Hehe.. Hmmmm...Well....just wanna say... Being single its nice tho... Hehe.. So fun..i cn to thgs however i wnt.. FREEDOM~! Hehe.. Hmmm...well..i guess its up to here... Good nite.. Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

No use regretting...

Its been quite sometime i din write a post.. Hmmm..i like saying this sentence.. Hehe.. Well going on.. I just dunno.. I started regretting because of something.. But now wanna turn back also no use... Tat person dun regret.. But now im the one regretting.. Haiz.. I just dunno how i feel.. My feelings are owes mix up.. And i like saying..i dunno.. I wanna concentrate on my PMR but thr's owes something come to disturb.. I owes pray tat thing wont come and disturb me.. Im really tired edi.. Every nite i cant sleep...i sleep as late as 11pm i oso cant close my eye.. So i turn turn till 12sth den i sleep.. Haiz.. I Dunno..why i become like tat.. Mayb I miss ""... Dunno la.. Fan ah.. I wanna concentrate on study first... Dun simply think... Why it seems tat everyone i love just one by one go away from me.. Haiz....why why why... Someome tell me.. Tell me!!!! I like to write blog to tell how i feel...if not i have no one to tell.. Got but...i really dunno how to tell.. Haiz... Well..till here... Good nite... Ciao!!!

~kArEn~Muacks

What If...

Its been quite sometime i din post.. My last one was 10 Sept.. Hehe.. What if i can go back to like last time..i hope we can stay together.. How i wish la.. Just what if only.. Everyday u just give me a weird look and weird thinking.. I was doin my homework,I suddenly look at his side of the class, and wat a coincidence u were looking at me( i thk) but tats how i think.. But sometimes i just think..good oso tat our relationship ended.. But sometimes i think its kinda not good.. Like its kinda hurtful.. Yeah.. U know la.. Hmmm.. Well.. I hope u just talk to me treat me as normal friend.. Just dont be quite with me.. I dont feel nice.. Ahhh.. Tats all of tat.. Wanna know more ask me.. :) Well..Woah.. Next week is Trial two liao.. Wah.. Days pass as fast as lightning.. Its just like yesterday is just begining of the year.. Hehe.. Haiyo yo.. After trial two, One week holiday for Hari Raya, den another study week leave.. But i heard tat we have to go back school for Three days then two days study leave.. Den after tat week.. Its PMR already.. Wah!!! So fast rite.. But think of the good side.. After PMR there's so much thing i can do.. Haha..(evil laugh) Well...i just hope i can do well.. I turst in God.. God is the only one.. Thank You God.. Amen.. Hmmm... Well tats all with this time post.. I'll write another one soon.. :) Good Day.. Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

haaaa...

Haaaa... I just dunno wht my heart feels rite now.. Today..i mean Tonite..i dunno wht struck me.. But i suddenly said i gotta study.. Den i did my maths..but some dun understand.. I just dunno how i really feel.. If u dun mention to me about tat guy and Phg.. I wont go thinking abt them.. Im just like the kind of person tat have no feeling for rlationship stuff edi.. Today dawnn asked me..am i still like angry cux Phg din reply me anything.. Den i was like, i thought back..am i or not? I just smilled to her.. She said just forget abt him la.. Den i din have those type of feelings tat make me felt like sour sour or hurt like tat.. When i came back home i thought of it..i was like..whts happening to me.. This few days..i just go to school with a happy feeling..nothing disturb me.. Well..mayb i did really put everything down cux for study.. Maybe.. I dont even know i did or did not put down tat heavy thing in me.. But wht i know from my feelings now..i think i did.. Wooo... I felt weird for myself.. Cause i feel tat my attitude change.. Mayb im the one who knows only.. Dunno la.. Tats wht i feel.. :) I know its late to post a blog at a time like this.. But i just have this feeling to type..so i better type it now.. If not i cant sleep for sure.. Hehe.. Well.. Leave me a comment please.. I need advice or anyone can tell me hows my feeling now.. The more ppl the better.. Good nite :) Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

weee...

Another blog.. Ahhh... So free yet so like under stress.. Whenever my fren talk abt him and his fren..i feel so down.. But i cant stop their mouth from saying.. Buti really hope they wont say tat infront of me.. I said i can put it down..i really got put down a little.. But when my friends mention abt it..i really feel so depressed.. Why?? Haiz.. I really wanna live a happy everyday by forgetting abt all the sad stuff.. But why i still cant? Perhaps i keep thinking abt him? or i just really cant put it down? hmmmm.... So sienz... Like on friday.. My frens at the back talk abt tat two guys tat i dun wnt to hear abt..i suddenly feel so so so down.. Then i went back to my sit and sleep.. Man..i realy sleep like a dead log.. Haha.. But i knew my frens disturb me.. I just felt lazy and moody to get up.. Gotcha.. Haha.. Tell me what should i do.......... Do write comments for me ya.. Anyone i'll accept... Thanks :) I like to write sometimes short sometimes long blog... Hehe.. I dunno its just my style.. As long i got something in my mind..even its just a short thing i'll write it in my blog.. No matter wht.. Well its my blog u cant stop me.. haha.. Well tats all for tonite.. Good Nite.. :) Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

Well...

Hi again.. Well...i got this feeling asking me to give up on him.. Well..his not worth it.. His not the only "guy" in this world.. Yeah.. His just an Idiot.. If i din ask Stepfanie to ask for his number..i would not know him.. Stupid me.. Haiz.. But watever la..go on with life.. Once fail...still can get up..and be myself again.. I still got chance next time..mayb not now..but next time.. Tats good also.. Hehe... :) Well...i dont blame anyone for this to happen...just blame myself.. But he cheated me tat he have a gf..wow...im a 3 year old kid huh... Not so easily cheat me la dude.. Well ur stupid enough to do like tat to me... As i said..once fail...get up and move on... Yeah.. Tats the best way... Agree? PMR is in a month time.. Trial Exam is in 2 more weeks plus.. My feelings is all nervous.. I dunno how to go on.. Really wanna study..but when see the book...haiz..sienz.. After PMR i can throw my book...burn it.. haha.. Evil!! Then i can go out and have fun time with my frens.. WoooHoo... Cant Wait.... Yeah.. Well tats all for my blog this time.. See ya.. :) Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

haiz...

Haiz... Im wrong actually.. If u wanna know..read my last blog den read this.. Well..im not tat person actually.. Well.. But why liking a person would be like this hurtful.. If u like... Tell me..i wont get angry but get upset.. I just wanna know both of u de heart feeling.. Sometimes i feel..aiya..dont care la... Sometimes i feel haiz... Why like tat.. I know Like a person is cannot force one.. But.... Haiz.. Nvm.. I owes say wanna give up... Bt i cant make it.. Why? What's tat suppose to mean? I dunno what to say la.. Haiz.. All i do now is Haiz....haiz...haiz.. Why why why??? What i do to take my mind off this thing..is i study... I just dunno... I suddenly can go study by "myself".. Weird eh... :) Well This blog is this short only.. Write another one soon.. Ciao!! :)

~kArEn~Muacks

Good chance but i let it go....

I went to the Father Stan concert.. After finish the concert..i look back suddenly saw a cute guy..i was smilling in fact cause talking to my fren.. Then he look at me oso.. Wow.. Then when we walk pass them they point point at me and said neh neh her her.. Ah ma told me one.. Hehe.. Then went out..he was at the corner then he look at me..and asked his fren to look at me also.. I was so happy.. Then i saw them went down so i followed i quickly ask stepfanie to go down.. I look like the crazy girl walk a big round.. cause while we are walking they i mean the cute guys whole gang of fren followed.. Then i walk so fast tat i turn a big round.. Then stepfanie and Li yin said we walk pass them la.. Den i took my hp out..and msg..act as if im messaging.. Hehe.. Thennn..i saw him, both of them went in the CIMB Bank, i tot they were goin bk edi..i was so upset then i saw him came out walk towards the money changer there..den i was near thr too.. I heard he told his fren tat if i dare to ask the hp number how.. Tats wht i heard only.. Then i turn away..then not long he and one of his fren just walk pass like tat and went back.. I was so angry at myself..got chance dont take it.. So i asked stepfanie if they were at the seminar tml..help me to get his number..and i'll 'chia' her.. Delifrance and coffee Bean.. Hehe.. She said okay.. So i hope she have the guts to go up to him if he's there.. I really hope he's there.. He's so CUTE!!! Wah.....perfect!!! Lai Li Yin, Stepfanie and Evelyn u know wht im saying...leave comment for me..and tell me im right.. Hehe.. Tats all for this blog.. Love this blog!! Like tat CUTE guy!!!! GoodNite.. Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

Hmmm..

Its been quite sometime not posting something on my blog edi.. So i dunno wht to say oso... Well i just wanna say..why? I feel hurt.. Feel pain.. Feel like crying.. I like u so much..yet....haiz..i dunno oso.. U nvr ever care or reply my msg or my anything.. I think tat u hav a gf edi.. But...i dunno whether its correct la.. Just tat i feel very sad and hurt... I just want u to care abt me.. Just want u to reply me.. I know ur not lonely cause u have lots of frens but.. Please dun just leave me.. I need u.. I just dunno..why the feeling just plus abit and abit day by day.. I **** U! My frens ask me to ask u whether u have gf but i dont want.. Wht can i do..... NOTHING... Maybe u have Maybe u dont have.. Miss u alot... Well... Tats all of tat... Going on with good things..i thk...haha.. Hmmm.. Boring.. But tonite goin out with frens to parkson for a movie.. We keep ask Li Yin to go... And guess wht she tell us... Li Yin 'yao du shu'... Its in chinese.. Hehe.. Den we keep sayin tat sentence.. Li Yin yao du shu... OHhhhh... Haha.. Funny girl.. Mention abt li yin... Tonite Leon might be goin.. Hehe.. But lai not goin...haiyo... Oh ya.. Li Yin yao du shu... Hahahah.. Oh ya.. Lai if u see my post dont angry wor.. Hehe.. Li Yin Yao Du Shu!!! :p I think tats all with this post.. I'll write again soon.. Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

Holiday....

Trial one just pass.. And now is Holiday time..but also not holiday.. Friday till sunday have church camp.. I went to Free To Be on Friday nite.. Its quite boring la.. So i just went one nite only.. hehe.. Heard something unbelievable..haiz..well dont want to mention it la.. Well..goin on..church camp was fun..hehe.. But after sunday service..i felt my head so heavy got a very big headache.. Haiz..came back straight sleep till 6sth.. Hehe..well woke up not reli well yet, i keep feeling on vomiting.. In the end i vomit out.. Haiya.. Teruk... Then i was so worry abt Monday piano test.. Well it went well...i think so.. I skip one day of extra class at school..i went on today one nia..bored and very sleepy la.. I slept at 11.45 woke up around 4.50 like tat.. My parents goin to KL today, earliest flight of MAS 6.20 boarding le.. 5sth need to be at the airport.. So yeah... Came back home manage to sleep a while, den my bro bath den he woke me up to go bath..so i went den i drank one cup of coffee only.. My extra class starts at 8am till 11.15.. At last pass edi.Yeah.. Boring la..stay in Miri.. But good oso la..i dont like doin packing and un-packing.. So ma fan.. Hehe.. Wht im gonna do the whole afternoon..i thk is sleep..very tired..tonite have tuition again.. Well at least i no need worry nite cook what..cause my mom ask my cousin stay wif us and cook dinner for us.. Woo..tats good la.. Hmm...i thk tats all for now la.. Write again soon.. Hehe.. Ciao!!!! :)

~kArEn~ Muacks

Woo..

Ha...tml is Friday.. Last day of Trial exam... At last..But there's one in September again.. Haiz.. Today Maths test.. Most of us said "yes, fail".. Haha.. Its hard la.. Aduh.. Die lo die lo.. But well past edi dont care la.. Hehe.. Nothing to do so write blog.. I dont know why.. I have the feeling that one day maybe one day someone will ask me back.. But will i accept or not i dunno.. Cause that someone had hurt me deeply.. And another someone..we just have i dunno how to say just have things that we are in common.. Hehe.. Im happy for that but i dunno the future.. Maybe we have future maybe we dont.. Lets see how it goes la.. Do u all feel boring without a speacial one with u everyday? I mean like being in a relationship.. Hmmm.. Thats all la.. Just a short one its enough.. Cause i boring cant concentrate on study so why not write a blog.. After all i din write for quite sometime edi.. hehe :) Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

Ahhh..

Ahhh... Relax... Its so nice i finally put it down.. Wat a relief.. I feel free.. But..Oh No.. Next week is trial.. Oh Shit! I dun want.. Haiyo.. September another Trial again.. Susah la.. Haiz.. Hmmm... Today at the school hall..wah..**** man..so hot no aircond.. I also dunno we pay the school when they ask for any payment we pay..but the facilities sucks.. Not say fully sucks la.. Just some only... Why he suddenly tell me about last time thing btw us.. I keep on thinking of it now..haiyo.. And we owes like in class i see u, u see me.. Weird eh... Hehe.. But funny though.. :) I just like coming to my blog and just type a few words and post.. Tats wht i do with my blog.. Hehe.. Well Tats all for now.. Write Again Soon..

~kArEn~Muacks

Happy + Sweet

Today is Sunday.. Ahhh..its Sunday! Although its good to be Sunday but tomolo have school.. Sucks! When to church in the morning.. J is goin back tonite to KL.. SO sad.. Well at least i shaked hands with him..then he told me..after i shaked his hand..he said..u wanna hug, hug lo.. So i hugged him.. Awwww..tat moment seems if it can stop the time it would be nice.. I still wanna hug him.. :( But cannot la..His someones one.. Im gonna miss him so much much.. have to wait till end of this year.. Tats all of tat.. Nothing much la.. Went for tuition..bla bla bla.. After tuition went to my cousin house visit them for a while, then came back home.. My dad is still in church having some meeting haven come back.. He msg my mom saying something about eat.. Then my mom msg him back and call but no reply from him.. Usually we go out and eat during the weekends.. But today seems like not goin.. My dad la..dont answer or reply my mom's msg.. My mom cook.. I wanna go out la! haiya! Then my tow brothers went out..go somewhere.. Dunno where.. Ishh.. Boring la.. Yesterday eat home, today also eat home!! I like writting blog..but about my life la..and some other things else.. Hehe.. Well..tats all for now.. Happy Day.. :)

~kArEn~Muacks

I just cant....

I just cant put down some of my pass things when i want to.. Its just to hurtful to do so.. I dun even know why.. I keep telling myself..Karen just let it go.. Well i did..but it seems to come back to me.. Why it keep on disturbing me..please go away! I feel so tired everyday with those things disturb me.. Im having flu, cough and sore throat for 2 over weeks already..i just went to see the doctor this morning.. Every nite i eat my medicine i was suppose to be sleepy, but i just cant sleep! Wah.. Its so tiring.. Chat with My Friend who we call her Ah Ma pass few days... Well i felt so much better..she comfort me alot.. I miss someone so much.. Tat someone din even reply my msg or my friendster comment.. Everytime i think of it i'll cry or sometimes i feel mad over it.. I just dunno why.. Mayb i miss tat someone so much tat till i can show it out.. I like u, but its hard.. People say Long distance relationship never works.. Hmmmm..not never works is like very hard to work.. Well, maybe i should try to relax, be cool.. Focus on my study.. And let everything pass, just be happy.. And go on with my life.. Think of all the happy things i had done, and let go the pass.. Yeah..i should do that.. Tats the Best way.. Well.. Till now..Good Bye.. Write a new blog soon.. :)

~kArEn~Muacks