Goodness...

Haha.. Here i am again.. I just feel like writting one post.. I think its a short one.. Hmmm.. Well, i dun care wht happen, im done with it.. I dun care about it.. I only knew u like one day?... Haha.. What was i thinking.. So yea.. But i felt down just now cause i went out around 2sth in the afternoon, when i came back around 5sth, i saw my msn got people find me, but when i see.. tat person offline edi i cant even reply tat person.. I felt so so upset.. Cause tat person never find me online, i was shock to see ur msg on msn.. Hehe.. But i cant reply.. Duhhhh... Its a good thing i forget about it, hey...single is all tat.. I can even see guys...any guys.. Haha.. Saw alot today.. =) Welllllll.....some are good some okok, some...nahh... Hahahahaha.. Oh yea, someone from airport road church got married today.. Nice couple.. Sweet... I was there with my church friends, 4 of us plus me.. We were incharge of the sound system.. So yea, tats why we were there.. I was wondering in my mind how would my wedding next next time would be.. Hehe.. I cant imagine it.. But i hope i'll meet my Mr.Right soon.. Mayb Jesus will let me meet my Mr.Right guy next time.. Jesus knows when's the right time.. hehe.. Hmmm..I suddenly feel like saying..i like eating Waffle!!!! haha.. Cause i ate one this afternoon.. Peanut butter.. Weeee...very nice.. Haha.. Feel like eating another one.. I Like Waffle!!!!!!! Woo.. Well, i guess its up to here.. Nothing much to say.. Good nite.. Have a good nite sleep.. =) Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Feel so down.. :(

Hello...im writting another one again.. Hehe.. I just feel tat i need to let my feelings out so yeah..here am i again.. Well... I duno i feel so down since this morning when we went for lawatan to Sm Teknik.. I dunno why.. Why? Mayb i know but i just dun wnt to tel it out here.. But i think i went the wrong way... I should not walk this way if its like this.. But if i can see the future and how it goes i wont go this way.. I dunno how to explain my feelings now.. I just feel so down..sad.. By all means la...just tell me wht only..rather than like now.. I dun like people to keep secret from me.. Hmmm... I just want to know whts happening...let me know la.. U dont let me know how i suppose know?? So anything just let me know? Issit about me then u should tel me.. Should i believe the thing wht i heard last nite or i should not believe?? U tell me la.. Haizzz... I think that i wont believe, because of something.. Today ur like tat, tml u change.. Whts tat suppose to mean...... Uhhhh.... Nevermind la.. What i say also no use.... :( Whtever la.. This post i'll write till here.. Have a good evening.. Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

My mind----blank

Hmmm.. Haha.. Last few day i was so lazy to post a blog.. My last on was on saturday. Sunday, Monday and Tuesday i was lazy to post.. Well i was sick on Wednesday, cux of Tuesday la..i was caught in the rain.. Uhhh.. Sucks.. So when i got home, my dad ask me to bath in hot water quickly..so i went.. But i thk its too late..i got a BIG Headache.. Wow..eat two tablets of panadols also not enuf.. So, the nxt day when my dad woke me up, my headache got worst..i feel my whole head like "kena" press down hardly.. So i din go to school.. Then my dad ask me go take a shower then brought me for breakfast and went to see the doctor.. Doctor just gave me panadols only.. and a sick leave.. Duhh.. But its nothing la.. So i came home..i ate the tablets den rest.. I sleep till 2sth and woke up so hungry, my mom "tapao" food for me on the table, so i ate it and then went to take a refreshing bath and i lie down again.. I just feel my head heavy.. So today i felt better so i went to school.. My head stil have this headache.. I dunno why it wont go away la.. Haiya.. It comes and go.. I think its because of the heat la.. Too heaty... Hehe.. Now is 11.32pm, just now abt 10pm, outside my house "banjir" so, my dad, my brother and me use the umbrella and went outside to see.. Wow its my first time seeing my place "banjir" till like tat... Wooo...wht a shock.. My mom was taking the oppurtunity to sweep the "banjir" drain.. Hehe.. The water was like freaking cold man.. Haha..But its fun.. =) Hmmm...tml is lawatan to Sm Teknik.. Wonder how would it be.. I feel lazy to go..but think of those dun hv chance to go i better go if not my place wasted.. So...yeah.. Hehe.. I just feel happy tonite.. Dunno why.. Suddenly have the happy feeling.. hahaha.. Hmmm..i think i'll write till here la.. Its late edi, now is 11.37pm, i got to sleep..if not tml dun hv the strenght to wake up.. So yea...good nite!!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Bored...*Yawn*

Hi again.. Haha.. I just wrote one blog yesterday leh.. But now if im nt lazy and if i hve thg to write i can write everyday one.. Cux i have nothing to do edi.. Hehe.. Hmmmm... Well.. Today so bored.. I followed my parents to Parkson jalan-jalan.. I felt bored of following them so i told them i wna go Popular to read story book.. Not actually read la..just go find my favourite book.. "Little Black Dress Book".. I found one and its quite interesting to read..so i bought it.. I havent even read finish my first one and i bought another one.. First one only read half nia.. Cux of my PMR i cant read story book.. Now i can..all i have now is time.. Well..after buying the story book, i walk down alone to the magazine shop to buy my magazine "i-feel".. Hehe.. I owes buy tat magazine.. Hmmm..i see everyone not walking alone one..all got "mate" wif them.. Then i was thinking.. Why they got i dun hv.. Then i told myself..they got..no Freedom ba.. See like me dun hv..i cn go wer ever i want.. But sometimes i think la.. Quite boring oso if dun hv a "special someone" wif me.. But sometimes i oso think..if got ah...not fun oso.. I saw alot of eng dao handsome guys at Parkson.. But they all one gang...i oso dun dare look.. I just walk pass them.. Well goin on...after buying my magazine..i called my mom, she said they were abt to call me..cux they were abt to go back..so i said meet them dwnstairs.. Then i came back home lo.. Come back..if not online den i watch movie.. Nothing much to do oso la..after PMR.. Before PMR is study study... Always hear my mom say study..now she see me online like she dun even care.. Of cux dun care la..if she does i sure die lo.. Haha..well at last PMR pass la.. Just like the bird just fly out from the cage..but i had nothing to do la.. I like saying bored.. So ppl who knows me.. My new word is "BORED"... Haha.. I got alot type of words i like to say.. But i thk ppl who knows me one they wont know one..but i thk for some of my frens they would know.. Hehe.. I dun say...u guess edi come tel me lo.. Hmmm...i feel so lazy to go back to school to do all the no use stuff..but wht to do.. maybe nxt nxt week i dun go for a few days la.. So tired of school after PMR edi.. Nothing to do.. At home oso nothing to do.. My parents ask me dun go KL first.. They're goin to buy some stuff for the condominium thr..i thk goin for three days only..they dun wnt to bring me.. Haiyo.. I feel so disappointed.. I wanna have fun ba.. But well..nvm la..im goin in December ba.. I can shop till i....dunno..haha.. Hmmm...tats all for todays blog.. I'll write one tml if i have thg to write and im nt lazy..like i said in the begining of the blog.. =) Good Nite!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Yeah!! FREEDOM!!

My last blog was like 6 of October.. Tats few weeks ago.. Hehe.. I had no time to write a blog.. Study.. PMR.. Haha.. Woooo.. Today PMR done!!! At last... Wait for this week few months ago edi..cnt wait for it to pass.. At last it pass.. Today only one subject.. I arrived school abt 7.30am.. Then everyone was like cnt wait for the exam to finish.. Den at 9.25 the Block E finish earlier then my Block.. Tat is Block F.. So we heard them shout..scream.. Everything la.. Haha.. Den when its 9.30 the teacher asked us to stop writting..and whatever.. After she collect the paper she said we cn go but dun shout or wht.. Haiya.. They dun even let us do tat...whts the use.. Haha..but nvm..we friends see each other and say yeah finish le.. Tats enough edi.. Haha.. Wooo.. My heart keep on shouting but i dun shout it out.. I just do whtever thing i want at home edi..no nid hear my mom say study everyday.. Hehe.. I cant stop laughing.. And i dun do planning for me after PMR.. What comes...comes lo.. My friends said this week dun go out..nxt week den go.. its okay..we still have months to go.. No worries.. Hehe.. So tml i also dunno wht to do.. Was thinking of bringing my baby cousin to stay wif me..follow me.. Dunno she wants or not.. Well i can go out at nite edi.. I wont worry my mom will become mad at me.. Cux im like a bird i cn fly after my exam.. haha.. After finish PMR.. My church ppl start call me..say tml got rehearlsal for childrens day on Sunday at 5pm.. Well i'll start busy again.. Its okay.. Busy on Saturday better den nothing to do rite? hehe.. Hmmm...i just feel happy.. Well, i'll write this post till here.. I'll write one soon..in a few days i guess.. Haha.. Well...Good Day! Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

I really feel Sorrowful

Its been quite sometime i din post a blog.. So now its time to post..since im such down with a bad mood... Well...why issit when i get my hopes up high..den it will fall? When i said i dun want to get it up high..i keep feeling so sorrowful.. Why? Cant u feel tat i treat u so good? I reli want u to gv me a chance..dun u knw tat? Why do i suddenly fall for u? When all this while i keep saying..i have forgotten u and treat u as a normal fren..no heart feelings.. But all this while i still have those kind of feeling tat..i still miss u..still want u.. But i thk u wont want me..if not why last time u treat me like tat.. All this while i keep thinking of u.. I dunno why i just cant take u off my mind.. Why...why...why????? I want u but...haiz...no use... I just love u i guess.. I suddenly feel this way... Well maybe i'll put u down..but i owes say this...i oso din put down.. Haiz.... So fan... I dunno who to tell all this thgs..so i jz write a blog.. Tell my best fren..i told her jz now edi.. Want to tel another one..she dun hv credit.. So whts the use of messaging her telling her when she knt reply me.. So a blog is better..so tat my frens can see..and give me comments.. I hope so.. Well..till here.. I'll write one soon.. Its almost midnight.. =) Good nite! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Go Miri Swimming Team!!!

Today Miri swimming team went to Bintulu edi.. Sorry this meet not joining u all.. But u all are the best!!! Jia You!!! Take back the challenge trophy!!!! Go Go Go!!!! I'll be goin to Bintulu and see u all tml ya... Good Luck!! God Bless u all!! Love you all... ^^ hehe.. Well..tats all i want to say though... Good Luck!!! Miri the best!! Always will be!!! :) Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muaks

Long Long~

It seems so long i din post a blog.. Indeed it is.. My last one was on 23rd.. Hehe.. Hmmmm... Just feel bored nothing to do this late nite.. Hehe.. Well..left 11 days.. Feel nervous.. But everone say.. PMR cheh...so easy.. Aiya..of course they pass the PMR edi so they say its easy.. We haven pass it of cause scare.. Hehe. Well..its one week of holiday.. But its not a happy holiday... Its a study holiday.. So bored everyday at home..just facing the book..goin crazy ah.. I feel lazy sumtimes to touch the book.. But...well...i have to.. Hmmmm.... Now all we have to do is concentrate on study... But dun keep on studying la... Have to relax ur mind too.. Later crazy baru u knw... Hehe.. Hmmmm...Well....just wanna say... Being single its nice tho... Hehe.. So fun..i cn to thgs however i wnt.. FREEDOM~! Hehe.. Hmmm...well..i guess its up to here... Good nite.. Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks