Thursday Everyone

Hey readers! How r u all doin? well.. This post might be an emo and a happy post.. But most happy la.. Mix up one.. =) Well.. Lets start with school.. School this week went well.. What.. Only 4 days schooling only.. Syiok ba.. And from tuesday till today i get to nap in the afternoon.. This week not full with stuff so i can rest.. So nice sleeping.. And...lately i had hard time sleeping at night.. I dunno why... I din drink any coffee.. I dunno la.. Just having hard time sleeping only.. No reason.. Lately things happen also.. Haiz.. But den nvm la.. Don wanna talk about it... Emo later.. Semester test is less than a month... Piano test also less than a month.. How am i suppose to arrange things now.. My school semester test is important and my piano test also important.. Haiyooo.. Both also important... What to do... If dont take this year, next year SPM edi.. Susah... So this year finish it... Den i'll be free.. Niways... Heard tat tml Big Apple and Marrybrown is opening at Parkson.. Haaa... For me la.. Cause im use seeing and eating it in KL so nothing big for me la... Wait till its like nobody den go and buy, better again.. hehehe.. Tml friday holiday... Well.. Nothing in my plan la.. The bf is goin to his farm with his dad... So i might follow parents shopping eh... Or else sleep at home.. hahaha.. Saturday also... Dunno got what plan... Sunday most probably goin out with the bf.. Hope so la.. I wanna see him.. Miss him alot.. Well.. I just came back from my uncle's house.. Went to see my lil cousin... Long time din see her edi.. Whoa.. She grown big edi.. How old is she? One year plus.. Still cant walk but when u see her crawl.. Like heaven on earth.. So cute and fast.. Hahah.. Well.. At first she was so scared of us den i took her precious pillow and said come... Den my aunt carry her and gave her to me.. Den she start playing with me and soon she was not scared of me.. But still scared of my parents.. So damm cute la her... Goin back time i carry her out sit in the car and when i send her back to the mom her face so damm kesian la.. She make the "20sen" kesian face to me.. And when my car slowly reverse she keep pointing want to follow.. hehehe.. Awwww... Kesian... =) Well.. Still young la.. Knt bring her.. Later at night cry find for her parents.. Die la me... Knt sleep.. hehehe.. Well.. Now im home post new post and waiting for the bf to get home.. He and his colleagues at rexbox there Karaok.. hhaaha.. They have free coupon not yet use, so they use it tonite... Pray to God tat he'll be home safe.. Guide and protect him.. Thank you God.. Amen.. Whoa.. Suddenly so halleluyah... Well.. Its good.. =) Hmmm... I think till here la.. Nothing to write leh... Cannot think edi.. Well... Good nite Peeps! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Emo bahhh ~

Two post in a row in a day... Hehe.. Felt like posting another one ba.. Emo post... Sometimes life is just unfair to us.. But tats how life is... Sometimes i just get really upset and go piss off with everyone.. Yeah.. I know things dun go my way.. I know tat.. Im not saying or asking things to go my way.... Sometimes i have things tat i dun wna say cux i know its a small thing.. No big deal.. Well.. I just dun wanna tell it out and hurt peoples feeling.. Im not like other ppl go tell stuff tat hurts peoples feeling and never think of people.. Yeah.. Im tat kind tat i think of people feleing.. Not most of the time but i do really care.. Well... I sometimes have issues but im really scared to tell it out.. U know why la.. But i feel better telling it out..but i scared tat i piss some people off.. Honestly speaking... If i really cant stand i'll just bla it out.. And you wont want to know how i bla it out.. I just can talk till i dunno what im talking about.. Niways.. Sometimes i just get really frustrated cux of myself.. Well.. People are always happy around me..and im happy about tat.. But sometimes... When i need someone to care for me for instant my frens or other ppl.. They're either busy or they make dunno or they're just being plain evil for not caring for me.. Some do care and i know la.. Haaaa... Well.. I also dunno what to say la.. Just tat... I just felt like saying all this words for everyone to see.. Yeah.. Its my blog and i can do whatever things or say watever things i wanna say... Nobody is gonna stop me.. Who are you to stop me... Well... Honestly speaking.. I dun keep any secrets from my bf.. Except for those small kind of things i wont tell la.. Later im just being “small gas” only.. Tats the thing i dun wanna other ppl to say me.. Sometimes i am sometimes im not.. Depends.. I really dont care what other people say about my ****ing life.. Everyone have their own life.. So get ur own life.. Dun go ruin everyones life.. Its like so mean... Why cant a person stay in their own life and care about their own life and just dun go **** other peoples life rite... No point ba kan... I just dun understand with some people thinking.. Well... I really hate the word thinking in another way la.. When i think.. I tend to just go on and on and on without stopping and it gives me stress.. What the crap la.. Last nite knt sleep well.. I dunno why... I know but i dun wna say.. Who knows u know la.. I woke up so many times last nite.. Ahhhh!! Really la.. Thinking make me think... If i think in a study mode way its okay la.. But think in other ways, tats the thing i really hate.. Well.. long story short... This post is an emo post.. All how i feel inside... Well.. i just want someone to understand how i feel rite now.. If someone understands me rite now.. Im thankful for you... =) Tats mean you really care for me.. I think i should tell someone something in this few days time.. I just cant put tat thing in me anymore.. But im scared to tell it.. I scared i hurt both side.. Cux u two are good frensa.. Nvm la.. I'll try to hang on and just keep it.. Maybe i'll have the guts to say it out one day... Hope so la.. But sometimes i think... Why should i care... If im not happy and the world is happy... Why i care kan.. I shud start putting all those aside and live happily.. I sometimes owes make ppl happy when they got problem but me myself not happy.. Whats the point like tat leh if u make ppl happy but u urself not happy.. Uhhhh!! Well... Niways.. Till here my post... Good nite! Ciao! (Sorry for the bad words and stuff) =)

~kArEn~Muacks

Crap man!

Hello everyone!! How r u all doin? Well... Just felt like updating my blog.. So yeah.. Here am i.. This week school.. Hmm... Okok la.. Kinda tired only.. Semester is coming less than a month.. My goodness.. Apart from tat... I've join volleyball.. Haha.. Its every wednesday.. Cool.. I'll go for it from now on.. Kinda fun.. =) Well... Exercise ba.. Niways.. On wednesday, went to take the blazer pic with my other three frens.. Den went back school for volleyball.. Den in the evening my mom was not feeling well edi.. I went for tuition.. Around 9 my dad pick me up from tuition den he said my mom is in columbia lying down.. Got some what serious food poisoning and diarer.. So they gave her injection and she lie down there for a while.. Doctor wanna admit her but she dun want.. Den came home.. Around 12am i heard my parents so noisy.. My mom vomit like what.. Den dad brought her to columbia and was admitted.. Basically my mom is still there till tml i think.. =) Busy lo this few days.. In out of house to columbia and see my mom.. She's ok rite now la.. Hmmmm... Apart from tat.. I just cant understand why the heck in this world there's a person tat really have nothing to do and wanna spoil peoples life.. Crap la.. Get ur own life and spoil ur own beautiful life.... Dun spoil other peoples beautiful life.. U cant get a **** of ur life so u wanna spoil peoples life ka.. Crazy! Just dun understand.. I keep on thinking.. Why in the world have a person like you.. Uhhhhhh!!! Enough of tat.. My friend birthday is today and tml is my brothers punya birthday.. But his goin to bintulu with 3 other frens for a road trip.. Staying over night there.. Crap man.. Im gna be bored without my brother disturbing me and talking to me.. Nvm la.. One night only.. Oh ya.. The bf is goin also... So lagi la i lonely.. And Bored... Hmmm.. Nvm lo... I think tats all for this post la.. Dunno what to write edi.. Next weekend update or next few days update again.. Wait till i have something to talk abt then i update... =) Tats all.. Have a good day.. Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

TGIF everyone

Hey everyone! Thank God Its Friday... Yeah.. Weekend feels so nice.. But next Saturday school la.. I was thinking why not tml ho... Boring ba.. Well Updates.. Nothing much to say la.. Just wanna talk crap only.. Heheh.. Well... School was good.. Goin fine.. PC fair just started today.. Till Sunday.. My good-ness.. The bf is working and im feeling so bored without him.. Dunno what to do so i just tot of posting a blog.. Its gonna be a short one.. At least got update la ho.. Hehe.. Niways.. Tml what am i gna do.. Dunno leh.. I think im gna follow my parents to Parkson tml.. They said they wanna go there tml.. Long edi no follow my parents shopping.. Heheh.. Can buy things when im with them.. No nid to spend money.. Well.. Thursday was Sejarah test.. My good-ness lucky it was not as hard as i tot of.. It contains only 20 questions.. And teacher said 40.. Scare me only.. Hehehehe.. Today.. Had a quarelling moment in school.. Fun to see leh.. THere's one guy and girl la.. THey quarell and the quarell just got big.. and big.. Till the guy wna come in our class and like wna slap the girl.. Lucky out class the guys stopped him.. Cause its our class and we have rights to stop ppl.. Cause we dont want anything happening in our class.. Yeah.. After a while they went out edi.. Lucky.. Alot ppl at our floor there.. My goodness.. Quite scary.. So one teacher brought the girl away and ask how issit happen..and stuff.. For a while only la.. Yeah.. Tats all for today.. Have nothing to say edi la.. Hehehe.. And im basically at home doin nothing.. GOyang Kaki only.. Practice my piano edi.. Everything done.. So i check my mails and stuff and post a blog.. Tats all.. Nothing much to do.. Hhehe.. Typical stuff la.. Karen Bahh this.. Well... I think i'll just post up to here only.. Take care my peeps! Good Nite! Ciao! (karen said give comment abit bahh)

~kArEn~Muacks

Updates everyone

Hey You~ Hehe.. Short post la....guess so... Cant think of a thing to write now but i feel like updating my blog.. Heheheh.. So, i'll just start with whats up with Saturday... Cause i cerita abt Friday on the latest post edi.. Hehe.. So... Saturday.. Basically in the morning woke up freaking early.. Cause breakfast with family ba.. 10min before 7 bangun dah.. Den 45min later go to piasau area there Canteen makan.. Usually breakfast place... Den after tat.. Keegan and Me.. Meet Mandy at the workshop she went to service her car.. After few minutes there we brought her to breakfast... After tat back to the workshop.. Den soon the car was done.. So.. She have to go back to her office and do something.. So me and keegan came home.. I practice my piano.. And just lie down and go record my own sound making cat "miao" sound.. Hahahah.. Damn sot tat time.. After tat my dad called asking me and my bro wanna join them at parkson or not.. So i asked my bro.. He said ok we go there cause we're meeting Mandy there too.. So... Hang out there the whole time...till ard 2sth den we went off.. I followed Mandy to Imperial.. Keegan also followed.. Den around 345 we moved from there.. Mandy went home and my bro brought me to limteh with his frens at Ipoh Town.. Till 6sth.. Den went home.. Bath had dinner den went for a movie.. Watch The Fast And The Furious... Crap!! Really nice moive.. My point of view la.. Those who says not nice...up to u lo.. Personal ppl punya view ma.. Watch with my bro, mandy and my bf.. Hehehe.. Cool.. After tat hang out at Chilli Peppers there... Ard 12sth reach home.. Den i straight went to bed.. Tired... Sunday... Normal stuff... Church and lunch and met with my bf today... After tat hang out at Madli with my bro and two other frens... Ard 6 we head home.. Cause 730 got dinner again.. My dad belated punya birthday dinner.. Hehehe.. So now im home... Baru habis dinner... Full this... Tml wanna cut on meals.. Tonite makan kenyang dah.. Hehe.. =) Hmmmm.. Tats basically for these two days la.. Tml school again... 6 schooling days if not mistaken.. Cause last Saturday shud be a replacement class for hari raya but den good friday edi one day holiday.. Tak kan Saturday go school again kan.. So change to this week... Crap man.. But at least good la.. Knt meet my bf also ba.. His working at the PC Fair... Owh ya... My piano class for today had been cancelled... I called my teacher on Saturday i said whether can exchange.. Den she said why.. I said scared Sunday knt make it.. So she said nvm la.. After all, u coming on Monday.. Just come on Monday lo.. Hahahah.. Cool ehy... So happy ah... Niways.. Tats all for this post.. Will update soon... Maybe la.. If weekdays i got time... I'll update whats happening.. =) Good nite Peeps! Ciao! (Comment la abit)

~kArEn~Muacks

Good Friday Everyone

Hello Everyone once again!! Hehhehe.. Its good friday... Well basically nothing much happen today.. Went for breakfast and came home after tat... Stayed home till around 1.45 den go for piano class.. Finish at 4 and came home... Around 5 took my bath and rest a while cause have to be at the church soon.. As im in-charge of the video camera i need to be there early.. Bos say so ma.. Hehehe.. Ikut arahan jak... =) Service was kinda fun.. The drama, for some part i see its kinda very touching la.. Heheh.. Wanna cry edi... Basically tats all.. And freaking piss off with my piano teacher.. Go and call my mom saying Sunday go for extra lesson at 2pm.. Celaka betul.. My weekend ruin like tat edi.. Dah la i soooo long din meet my boyfriend.. Wanna meet him this sunday as tml Saturday his gonna fix his car... So knt meet... Only on Sunday... Next week PC fair.. My bf working from Friday till Sunday.. All three days till at night.. Sunday after the PC fair at night they sure got makan again... How to meet...kan... Have to wait for next next week again... Sorry dear... I repeat it again... I have to ba... Like what i told u.. Hehe.. Dun get annoyed... U say la... Freaking piss off or not... Not a good weekend for me ah... Haiz... What to do kan... LIFE ba!!! Well... Short post.. I'll sign off here.. GoOd nItE PeEpS!! cIaO!!

~kArEn~Muacks

Long story short =)

Hello Karen's lovely readers! Heheh.. How r u all doin? Me just recover from sick leh.. Yesterday got sick.. Fever.. On tuesday nite.. Went out to riam cafe there and have dinner.. Den everyone was like hot.. Den i was saying im cold.. Den my mom touch my hand why are u warm.. Den i knew i was sick... Den after dinner went to Columbia Asia and see the doctor... The doc gave me sick leave from school for yesterday.. I know rite... Alang alang ba.. Today go school tml no school.. Hehehe.. What to do.. I recover edi ba.. Well.. Tats all for tat... Niways... I dunno la... I just have this issue.. Sometimes i thk of it, it really piss me off... I dun wanaa say who issit or make it obvious... Just telling my point of view and my feelings... Its my blog ba.. I can blog whatever i want.. =) Anyways... Goin on... I just felt la... They're treating me like a kid.. Okay... Im not a kid but a teenager.. I know im still studying and my status is not up till ur point... Dont treat me like tat also la... Ur not an adult yet also ba.. Just a teenager/young adult... Haiz.. I mean... If u dun wanna talk or wht to me... Just tell me la.. If u dun wanna me to like bug u, tel me la.. I hate ppl treating me like tat... Why others dont... I really hate peoples treating me like tat now a days... Really crap la... Dunno how to say.... Life is life la... There tons of peoples like tat out there... And sometimes they cant be trusted.. I just feel disappointed sometimes... Why even ur fren when ur down or what they make like dont care when they see u.. But when they see others they tend to get... "eh how r u ah.. Long time no see liao".. Tat kind of crap la.. Anyways... Goin on... Tml is good friday... Went to church and see how the video thingy works and move it around.. ehehe.. Get ready for tml nite.. Tml nite is the big day... Haahahahah... Cool... Morning sleep.. Afternoon piano.. Got recital somemore.. Apuuu.. Nervous this... I thk i shud go back early from piano.. Maybe around 4.30.. Cause go back at 5 later 6 have to be at the church edi.. Hehehe.. Yeap... And... Im blogging now to express my feelings... Long time no update edi.. My bf punya blog two updates edi and i din know tat.. I knew he update his latest post la.. Yesterday he update i din hear he say pun... :p Niways... His asleep now.. As his gonna wake up early tml morning to go to the farm with his parents.. I hope he'll be free by nite... Wanna bring him to my church.. Heheh.. Well... I got nothing to say edi... As its getting late... I think i'll be off to bed soon.. Good nite peeps!! Love ya'll!! Ciao! ( Comment la sikit)

~kArEn~Muacks

Updates

Hello My lovely readers! How r u feeling?? Hmmm.. Im feeling...okok la.. Hahah.. Well.. Just wanna update my blog keep it alive.... Lets start with school.. School this week was good la.. Nothing much.. Just normal school day, lessons, homeworks and stuff.. Concert last Saturday finish edi everyone back to study edi.. Heard tat the concert was okok la.. Some said bored some said good... I didn't go.. Hehe.. Ticket gave to my friend punya cousin.. So i went to "taming the tiger" at east wood.. His story is kinda touching and striking.. Hehe.. After tat met up with my bf and went to Madli for a drink with my brother.. Around 1130 we headed home.. When we pass by the indoor stadium.. My school concert just ended.. So late.. HEhe... Lucky i din go... Well..Tats for the concert..and Saturday stuff.. And Sunday was okok la.. No go church.. Just hang out with my bro and around 1 we went to Parkson to meet my parents.. Heheh.. Bought the pants tat i wanted and im feeling happy.. After tat..ard 2sth we head home.. Then went out with Mandy around 3.30 teman her go wash car den go to the "cita rasa" thing.. We were so hungry so go find food lo.. Hehe.. Ard 530 we headed home.. Tats basically my boring Sunday... Den monday school edi... Bored leh... Hahaha.. Homeworks and stuff.. Test paper all finish given.. And now.. Teachers are all talking abt next test.. We all in the class was like WTH man.. The result for the mid-term test belum keluar they talk about next test edi.. Wah... Crazy la.. Haiz.. But what to do.. People use to tell me tats how life as a student is.. Hehee.. But im not complaining la.. School life is good although u hv to wake up like 530 in the morning.. Tats sucks.. But its kinda cool.. U get to chit-chat with frens.. And stuff... HEheeh.. Tats all for school.. Im basically boring now.. Tats why, i was thinking why not write a post... Update my blog ma.. Hehehe.. I think im goin to sleep soon.. But i dont feel tired bah.. Afternoon sleep so long.. I slept around 2sth and woke up at 6.. Hehe.. Long leh... I never have this kind of nap ba.. Usually i have piano today afternoon, but teacher knt make it so..yeah..happy me.. Hehehe.. Well... I think tats all for this post.. Dunno wht to write edi.. When i have things to write then i'll post another one.. Im gonna keep all those words in my mind and post another one soon.. Good nite Peeps! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks