No use regretting...

Its been quite sometime i din write a post.. Hmmm..i like saying this sentence.. Hehe.. Well going on.. I just dunno.. I started regretting because of something.. But now wanna turn back also no use... Tat person dun regret.. But now im the one regretting.. Haiz.. I just dunno how i feel.. My feelings are owes mix up.. And i like saying..i dunno.. I wanna concentrate on my PMR but thr's owes something come to disturb.. I owes pray tat thing wont come and disturb me.. Im really tired edi.. Every nite i cant sleep...i sleep as late as 11pm i oso cant close my eye.. So i turn turn till 12sth den i sleep.. Haiz.. I Dunno..why i become like tat.. Mayb I miss ""... Dunno la.. Fan ah.. I wanna concentrate on study first... Dun simply think... Why it seems tat everyone i love just one by one go away from me.. Haiz....why why why... Someome tell me.. Tell me!!!! I like to write blog to tell how i feel...if not i have no one to tell.. Got but...i really dunno how to tell.. Haiz... Well..till here... Good nite... Ciao!!!

~kArEn~Muacks

What If...

Its been quite sometime i din post.. My last one was 10 Sept.. Hehe.. What if i can go back to like last time..i hope we can stay together.. How i wish la.. Just what if only.. Everyday u just give me a weird look and weird thinking.. I was doin my homework,I suddenly look at his side of the class, and wat a coincidence u were looking at me( i thk) but tats how i think.. But sometimes i just think..good oso tat our relationship ended.. But sometimes i think its kinda not good.. Like its kinda hurtful.. Yeah.. U know la.. Hmmm.. Well.. I hope u just talk to me treat me as normal friend.. Just dont be quite with me.. I dont feel nice.. Ahhh.. Tats all of tat.. Wanna know more ask me.. :) Well..Woah.. Next week is Trial two liao.. Wah.. Days pass as fast as lightning.. Its just like yesterday is just begining of the year.. Hehe.. Haiyo yo.. After trial two, One week holiday for Hari Raya, den another study week leave.. But i heard tat we have to go back school for Three days then two days study leave.. Den after tat week.. Its PMR already.. Wah!!! So fast rite.. But think of the good side.. After PMR there's so much thing i can do.. Haha..(evil laugh) Well...i just hope i can do well.. I turst in God.. God is the only one.. Thank You God.. Amen.. Hmmm... Well tats all with this time post.. I'll write another one soon.. :) Good Day.. Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

haaaa...

Haaaa... I just dunno wht my heart feels rite now.. Today..i mean Tonite..i dunno wht struck me.. But i suddenly said i gotta study.. Den i did my maths..but some dun understand.. I just dunno how i really feel.. If u dun mention to me about tat guy and Phg.. I wont go thinking abt them.. Im just like the kind of person tat have no feeling for rlationship stuff edi.. Today dawnn asked me..am i still like angry cux Phg din reply me anything.. Den i was like, i thought back..am i or not? I just smilled to her.. She said just forget abt him la.. Den i din have those type of feelings tat make me felt like sour sour or hurt like tat.. When i came back home i thought of it..i was like..whts happening to me.. This few days..i just go to school with a happy feeling..nothing disturb me.. Well..mayb i did really put everything down cux for study.. Maybe.. I dont even know i did or did not put down tat heavy thing in me.. But wht i know from my feelings now..i think i did.. Wooo... I felt weird for myself.. Cause i feel tat my attitude change.. Mayb im the one who knows only.. Dunno la.. Tats wht i feel.. :) I know its late to post a blog at a time like this.. But i just have this feeling to type..so i better type it now.. If not i cant sleep for sure.. Hehe.. Well.. Leave me a comment please.. I need advice or anyone can tell me hows my feeling now.. The more ppl the better.. Good nite :) Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

weee...

Another blog.. Ahhh... So free yet so like under stress.. Whenever my fren talk abt him and his fren..i feel so down.. But i cant stop their mouth from saying.. Buti really hope they wont say tat infront of me.. I said i can put it down..i really got put down a little.. But when my friends mention abt it..i really feel so depressed.. Why?? Haiz.. I really wanna live a happy everyday by forgetting abt all the sad stuff.. But why i still cant? Perhaps i keep thinking abt him? or i just really cant put it down? hmmmm.... So sienz... Like on friday.. My frens at the back talk abt tat two guys tat i dun wnt to hear abt..i suddenly feel so so so down.. Then i went back to my sit and sleep.. Man..i realy sleep like a dead log.. Haha.. But i knew my frens disturb me.. I just felt lazy and moody to get up.. Gotcha.. Haha.. Tell me what should i do.......... Do write comments for me ya.. Anyone i'll accept... Thanks :) I like to write sometimes short sometimes long blog... Hehe.. I dunno its just my style.. As long i got something in my mind..even its just a short thing i'll write it in my blog.. No matter wht.. Well its my blog u cant stop me.. haha.. Well tats all for tonite.. Good Nite.. :) Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

Well...

Hi again.. Well...i got this feeling asking me to give up on him.. Well..his not worth it.. His not the only "guy" in this world.. Yeah.. His just an Idiot.. If i din ask Stepfanie to ask for his number..i would not know him.. Stupid me.. Haiz.. But watever la..go on with life.. Once fail...still can get up..and be myself again.. I still got chance next time..mayb not now..but next time.. Tats good also.. Hehe... :) Well...i dont blame anyone for this to happen...just blame myself.. But he cheated me tat he have a gf..wow...im a 3 year old kid huh... Not so easily cheat me la dude.. Well ur stupid enough to do like tat to me... As i said..once fail...get up and move on... Yeah.. Tats the best way... Agree? PMR is in a month time.. Trial Exam is in 2 more weeks plus.. My feelings is all nervous.. I dunno how to go on.. Really wanna study..but when see the book...haiz..sienz.. After PMR i can throw my book...burn it.. haha.. Evil!! Then i can go out and have fun time with my frens.. WoooHoo... Cant Wait.... Yeah.. Well tats all for my blog this time.. See ya.. :) Ciao!!

~kArEn~Muacks

haiz...

Haiz... Im wrong actually.. If u wanna know..read my last blog den read this.. Well..im not tat person actually.. Well.. But why liking a person would be like this hurtful.. If u like... Tell me..i wont get angry but get upset.. I just wanna know both of u de heart feeling.. Sometimes i feel..aiya..dont care la... Sometimes i feel haiz... Why like tat.. I know Like a person is cannot force one.. But.... Haiz.. Nvm.. I owes say wanna give up... Bt i cant make it.. Why? What's tat suppose to mean? I dunno what to say la.. Haiz.. All i do now is Haiz....haiz...haiz.. Why why why??? What i do to take my mind off this thing..is i study... I just dunno... I suddenly can go study by "myself".. Weird eh... :) Well This blog is this short only.. Write another one soon.. Ciao!! :)

~kArEn~Muacks