Updates and Read Patiently :)

Hello Peeps!! Its been quite a while abandoning my blog there for a moment... Well, wanna update a long list of things now.. Get ready to read patiently ya... :) Well, lets start on the 17th of August till 21st of August had mid term exams... Fuuuu... Those five days of suffering.. I mean like studying, test time, sitting there boring.... Gosh... Its like crap man... Heehe.. Well, tat week i really was in stress out mode moment.. Stayed home.. Become good girl control my outings now a days... Goin on... On the 21st till 23rd tat is Friday till Sunday, our church had this church camp at Borneo Tropical Rainforest Resort... Kinda nice place la... Went there three time including this time... Two times was last year and this year youth camp... Well, all i can say is...had family time and whole church member time together... Had session with the Pastor from Kuching.. Very good Pastor... Funny, joker type and it amused me alot during his sermon although i dont denial im kinda sleepy at times but all i can say is i had fun... Sorry but i dont upload pictures.. If i do, next time la... Im good with words only so be patient and read my blog only.. Dun complain its long... So yeah...u do the math... Hehehe.. Well, its school holidays peeps! Hehehe.. More than a week.. Tuesday den go back to school.. Sunday Merdeka so holiday bring over to Monday.. Yay! Extra one day.. Kinda happy with it... :) Well, actually i have nothing much to say.. Just wanna update whats goin on only.. This coming week i hope i will have fun... Hope anyone wil bring me out... I cant stay home u know.. Boring ba.. Its holidays ba people... So, wth la... Go out.. Hehehehe.. :D So, i hope i'll go alot places.... I wanna go Parkson... Its been one week plus plus not going there.. I know la...if u guys out there, went there... But i've been having test and weekend occupied by camp.. So holiday is my time to go... If not i'll have very less chance to do tat.. Only on weekends only... Niways...was thinking randomly just now, why not one day, my brother and we all friends la go to Borneo Tropical there for a night stay... And have fun.. Maybe during November time... Hmmm... We can go Friday Evening and come back on Saturday Evening ba... Its fun... Go with friends and have fun is one of the things i want to do... Can spend time knowing each other more, get closer to everyone and stuff... Hehehehe... Crap, what am i saying.. Hehe.. Well, hope it will happen la.. Niways, had fun outing with the bf just now.. It had almost been a week plus not seeing him... Missing him alot... Plus i din get the time to always txt him during camp time.. Cause of the line limit... But i got Celcom, but kesian my bf using digi.. Expensive ba... So, less txt-ing la... Hehe.. But oh well, its nice seeing him just now... But i still kinda miss him.. What to do.. Im owes missing him ba.. Hehehe.. :) Crap, now im making myself missing him more.. Hahahaha... Will see him soon.. Hope so... Can la.. :D Hmmm.... Dunno what to say edi... Niways, if anything i miss out in this post, i will post it in the next post..soon...maybe... My mind is currently shutting down cause its holiday ba... So what the heck... I Cant think rite now.. Kinda sleepy edi.. Holidays i'll try updating my blog even i have nothing to say... Good Nite/Morning... Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Friday Nite updates

Hello Peeps! How are you all doin out there?? Good? Im not really good.. Well, look the weather sucks man.. Hot.. But tonite it finally rain.. Wooo! Im happy.. heheh.. Well.. Lets go on with what i wanna say... This week in school? U ask me hows school? Hmmm... Okok la.. Nothing big actually happend except on Wednesday, i was so nervous for the Prefect Installation the next day... Not only me, its everyone.. Gosh.. But on Thursday it was finally done.. And i cant believe my own eyes tat i have tat prefect pin, pinned on my neck tie.. Well, walk through hard, easy and most of all tough time... Been through all tat makes me know more about how to control myself.... And know more about others... Niways, Nothing much to say though.. Gosh.. Next week Mid-term exams edi.. Monday till Friday.. Den its holiday time.. Well, honestly... Me and my friends dont feel the mood of studying there because there's like something bugging our mind.. Like we had so many problems.. But we dunno what.. Just tat we dont have the mood of studying there.. But i put all my effort in my studying although after a hard studying, i'll forget but, i'll just still continue on... I pray to god to help me.. :) Like they say.. We must be strong and be confident in urself... Well, days pass fast... Its August already... And not long it'll be September... And year end... Then i'll be proceeding to Form5 next year as im later than all the year 1992 ppl.. After Form5 it'll be College and Uni.. GOsh.. I was thinking lately.. I was in Peralihan in 2005... Suddenly it became 2009! Wow! Its been five years in secondary school.. Next year will be my 6 years.. Wooo! Niways, i just wanna say... Dont do things tat will make u regret it.. Just go on with ur life and live it to the fullest... Well, back on track... Next Friday till Sunday will be our Church Camp at Borneo Tropical Rainforest... Family and whole church outing thingy.. It kinda suck cause the HP line over there is limited.. Only at the lobby of the camp site will have.. But oh well, i'll try working out by using my Celcom number.. After church camp it'll be holiday time.. One week? U ask me issit enuf? Nope.. Even 2 weeks its isn't enuf.. U give me a month i also dunno.. It would be enuf la..i guess.. Hehehehe... Our school foodfair had been postponed... Due to the government, they dont allowed anyone to held a big event cause it will be crowded and u know la the haze now... So better dont... It should be last Sunday.. So on Friday, we prefects stayed back to put all the things properly.. From 1.30 till 4.30. I know rite.. And its Friday lagi.. Haha.. Anyways, our department was in-charge of decorating.. So we decorate the stage, move all the flower pots from the garden to the front and cover it with clothes to make it nice.. And lots la.. We had so much fun but at the end we were all tired but we did a good job.. Hehehe... And the others moved the tables down from the block and put it for all the stalls.. Each stall shud only have 6.. So they arrange it.. Kinda tiring but we done a good job.. And the spirit of team work.. But on Saturday, we got a bad news saying 10am prefects have to go back to school to put back all the stuffs.. Food fair postponed.. Wow! At first i was kinda piss off but den it was for a while den i went back to school and helped out.. It wasn't bored at all.. Everyone was playing around while doing job.. Hehe.. After tat, my friends and me went opposite to have our lunch...at Jamilah.. Ate there and den proceed home.. And i basically stayed home and rest... Till night i wanna go out to buy reload so my brother brought me and den went limteh with the bf and Kim.. Yeah.. Tats basically my weekend... Sunday was a fine day... Morning as usual la, church... Den afternoon rest at home and den night went out for bowling with my brother, the bf, Roro, and Brenn.. Hehe.. Had fun times sitting down at Starbucks with Roro and Brenn.. Talk talk den the boys came and proceed talking again.. After tat went to Boulevard side to eat.. After tat proceed home.. Tiring day... So, niways tats my last week weekend... This weekend... For tonite i din even felt like going out.. Im feeling the relaxing home is better tonite... So yeah.. Hehehe.. Nothing much to say though... So, good nite/morning.. Sweet Dreams! Sleep Tight! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Down down

Hello Peeps! Emo post yeah.... :) Hmmmm.... Life sometimes is like playing with you... Why?? I dunno... SOmetimes i feel im kinda over without knowing it untill someone says it... Ya... Im most of the time like this... But what can i do... Im trying to change myself into a better person.. I still need time... U couldn't possibly ask a person to change in a week or what ba... I dunno whats in my mind... Im kinda down but not angry.... I need ppl to boost me up... If i said i've cried to let my feelings be better, its no use... No one will care or ask me... So whats the point... Im not trying to make myself feeling kesian or what here, just telling my feelings to ppl who knows me and understands me... Honestly speaking... Im feeling like crap today the whole day... I dunno why.... And u know what.... I feel stupid.. Like i said..... U want me to change i can... Give me some time la for goodness sake... I think i need a day break from all this.... And u too... A day break... To let us think about it and work it out... I've been trying so hard to do what i wanna do....and i dont want the outcome to be bad... What to do.... I've no one to tell to.... Just keep to myself and express it out in my blog... And guess what if one day i faint or what i also dunno how.... I've been stressing out myself too much lately...So i wanna tell someone please dont.... I know sometimes me...i can be all thinking about myself only.... But its just me.... I've been changing edi... Now even i seldom find topics to argue or what.... When i argue i try settle things out ask u to say whatever u want... But.... Haih.... I dunno la... Sometimes i just dunno what to do..... Im very sad at the moment... And ur angry at the moment.... So give us a day break and think it all out.... And i'll say.... When ur ready just message or call me.. I trust u'll find me either tml or Monday... Im owes here... Told u all its an emo post.... Whom im talking about... U know urself.... Im not trying to find ppl to kesian me by posting this im just telling out my feelings.. Like i said to ppl who understands me... :) Thats all den... I think i should force myself to sleep... If not i wont sleep the whole night... Good nite! Sweet dreams! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Me updating

Hello peeps! Its been a week since my last update.. Weird huh im updating one week after... Well its because im bored and thought of updating something and whats goin on in this week... So well.. Last friday i updated... Lets talk about Saturday... Saturday was kinda boring... Basically stayed home the whole day.. Bored la.. Cux the workers la.. Working den me and my Bro jaga them and Parents, cousin and niece went out... Not fair.. Oh well... Sunday at last got to go out.. After church went for lunch with the family, den went to Imperial shopping with my family plus my cousin and niece... Gosh my niece is a pain in the ass... First when she see me she's like all malu and after get to know her... Try making friends with her... She's like all over me... Holding my hand part is nothing but pulling me around tat was very tiring i tell u... U all have lil bro or sis will understand.. hahaha.. And My niece is like aunty "i want balloon".. And i said later... After my mom said proceed to Parkson den me and my brother went our own way... And my mom told me tat my niece cried just because of wanting a balloon.. Hahaha.. Kesian her... Apart from tat, i came home change den went out again to lepak.. Hahaha... Ppl read this know who are you... :) And after tat yeah...lepaking and all... After tat dinner went to tanjong seafood for dinner and after tat proceed home... Iron my uniform and took a refreshing bath and amazingly i was off to bed quite early... 11pm sharp i was lying down sleeping edi.. Hehehe.. And woke up fresh on Monday morning for school... Monday was normal school, tuesday also... And tuesday was i think the most happy day in history for Chung Hua student when they hear tat news... One student got the H1N1 thingy so the school was asked to close for one whole week! Whooo!! How cool is tat... So wednesday till Monday im not goin to school... Wednesday and Thursday i basically stayed home.. No one wanna bring me out bahh... Kesian kan... Haih... Niways... Today den go out... Went out with my mom to Parkson.. Bought two T-shirts and One Jeans.. hehehe.. Amazing ehy.. Im wearing jeans.. I never wanted to buy jeans.. But now.. Yeah... Todays shopping cost my mom around 200++.. hehehe.. I know.. So i think im gonna tahan myself wait till end of the year KL trip... More in KL... Later cupboard full u know.. Hahaha... Well... Tonite is basically stay home.. Nothing to do... Boring la.. I just dunno why... I suddenly wna go to the beach now... Its been a long time not goin to the beach at nite u know.. I wanna go ba... I love the scenery at nite... Very cool air breeze... Hehe... The boyfriend is out... So yeah... Tml i also dunno got what plan... Sunday also dunno... Blahhh.. Bored ehy... Wash my clothings just now... And drying one shirt in the aircond now... Wanna wear tml.. hahahaha... Wanna change ba... Kinda bored of using those few T-shirts all the time... :) Tats why i said im cutting cost not to shop alot later go KL my parents dun let me shop.. Like this i die ah... I've plan alot shopping to do in KL u know... Heheheeh... Wanna get stuff on the brands i love... :D Niways... Tuesday back to school... Lazy la.. One week hols... Heard the Jabatan Kesihatan gonna sanitize the whole school on Wednesday and one day before we go back to school... Wah... The school like tat is squeeky clean lo.. Good good... Tats nice... We're gonna study in a clean environment... Later i tell u, sure got those notty student go throw rubbish simply one... Haih... Nvm la.. One day they're learn... And so niways.. I've got nothing to say edi.. Boring... So yeah.. Till the next post... Good nite.. Cweet Dreams.. hehehe.. :) Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Updates from Karen

Hello Peeps!!! How are u?? Its been aged since i last updated my blog... Fuuuu... Kinda busy with school and stuff and kinda feeling lazy to update.. So collect all what i wanna say den just say it all out in one post and yeah... So tats what im gonna do now... Get ready for a long post.. Maybe if i have things to say la.. But first i wanna say... If anything i said in my blog tat offended someone im sorry... Cux yeah... Still the old time favourite saying.. Its my blog and i can say or do whatever things i want... And i dun upload Pictures in my blog.... Like it or not u gotta live with it... :) So, niways... Start from last friday... Well... Last friday as usuall went out at nite for drinks and hang out... And on Saturday... Basically stayed home half day.. Woke up around 9sth and took bath.. Den relax... Den sleep again.. hehe.. Den around 3.30pm got ready for tennis at KRP with rowena,johan,julian,and the peeps la.. Hehehe... After tennis head home to bath and had dinner at home.. Mom cooked... And after tat went out again.. hehe.. For some limteh session with Julian's friends... Stayed at the coffee shop till 12sth.. Den went home... After tat Sunday was a relaxing day.. The bf went to the farm for the whole day so yeah.. Basically im kinda bored la.. Den stayed home again.. Till 4pm like tat went out..To the beach with Roro and my brother... Hang hang till 6sth den came home... Around 7, the parents call to have dinner at “Bak Kut Teh”... After dinner head home.. Den basically stayed home lo.. Sunday nite bahh.. Knt go anywhere.. Monday schooling edi.. Monday was a normal school day la.. Nothing much... Normal things... But on Tuesday was Sports Day... Basically woke up at 6am and got ready and reached at the stadium around 6.50am.. Hehehe.. Den for real la.. My job was so easy.. “pencatat pusingan”... Just see them pass by like how many rounds and just tick on a paper only.. Easy pissy job.. Hehehe.. So two events only i did.. The rest no nid to do.. Den left Stadium with friends walk to Parkson around 11am.. Den walk walk while im waiting for roro to pick me up from Parkson.. Den i decided not to go back to the Stadium.. So, Roro sent me back home to bath den went out with her the whole day.. Hehehe.. Went round round... Went to Curitn to meet up with the Peeps. Bought them drinks from Coffee Bean at Lutong there... Yeah.. Den went to Boulevard to KFC and “tapao” some foods and roro sent me home.. Came home... Ate the foods and chilled out at home... Kinda boring.. And did some homework.. Yeah... Tats all with updates on my daily days thingy... Tml is Sports Day too.. Opening Ceremony somemore.. Crap.. And i dont even know what to do tml.. Dun care la.. Just go only.. Till 11.30am ma.. So yeah.. And i dunno when is the Prefect installation.. Kinda nervous and worry... I wont have the feeling of worry-ness and Nervous-ness gone till the day of the installation... Hmmm.. So yeah... Niways... I dunno what to say edi leh... Kinda bored so was thinking why not update my blog... The Parents usuall la on Friday goes to random church member house.. Tonite they're having Birthday Party.. So usuall me i wont follow them... And the brother went out without bringing me... After went dinner with him at Riam Chai cafe there he sent me home and he went out again... Crap.. And tats why im bored at home...Feeling like goin crazy edi... Everyone is busy.. The bf got some function.. His being the cameraman so kinda busy... Cant entetain my messages and all... So, nvm la.... I wont die.. If i do.... Nahhh... *Touch Wood* HEhehehe..... Hmmm... I got nothing to say edi... Hope tml have something up and Sunday the bf can make time cux i wanna spend time going out with him... So up to here la.... Good Nite Peeps!! have a good nite... :) Ciao! (If there's any wrong spelling just let me know...)

~kArEn~Muacks

Boring Post

Helloooooo My Lovely readers... How are you all doin? Its kinda long since my last update.. Well.. Kinda busy with school stuff.. And all... Stress out with school things, Probation Prefect... Worrying about it all the time, stress about it also... Tats not good... :( Hmmmm... I also dunno what to say in this post la.. Kinda bored.. Tats why maybe just post a short post, tats all.. Nothing much to think when im bored... The bf is out with his friend at the moment.. But its ok la.. Tml i'll get to spend time with him.. Last nite went to watch transformers 2.. Fuuuu.. THose who haven watch, go watch it.. Its nice and....just nice la... Cant express by words.. Wait u see it den u know.. The movie content and details are all marvelous.. Hehehehe... See.. Even words i seldom use comes out.. How great is the movie.. Except the duration is kinda long, 2 and a half hours.. Towards the end i kinda get piss cux....my back, butt and everything is starting to cramp.. Sit too long but i tahan only... Well... Worth to see it la... Very nice... After tat, went to Yong le for limteh den sent my bf home and Roro home.. Heheheh.. Blahhh.. Im out of words edi... Hmmm.. Let me think... Oh... Im sick.. Heheh.. I know its not a good thing but yeah im sick.. What sickness?? Flu, cough, sore throat... Apuu... How bad issit?? My voice pun tukar.. Dun believe... GO ask those ppl who heard my voice and talk to me one.. They can jadi saksi... Weird voice ba.. Block nose ma.. What do u expect.. But roro said sexy.. Ho roro?? And the bf too... Hehehehe... :) Hmmm... Now i really dunno what to say... Too boring to think... TOday also do nothing... Morning after bath around 11sth, do nothing till now.. Slept around 1pm woke up around 4pm.. Now the eye big like hell.. I just dun understand.. When the time i dun nap in the afternoon, night time sure go out one.. Den feel sleepy.. Den when i get ready, i nap in the afternoon, night my bro din go out.. Den we all just stay home only.. Haiyooo.. I hope i can sleep early tonite so tat tml not tired... Crap la... Hmmmm... Till here la.. Give me comment anyone oh.. I wna comment alot alot.. hehehe.. In my Cbox also can.. U all are welcome to spam my blog.. :) Good Night.. Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Long updates Peeps :D

Hello Peeps!! :D How r u guys and girls doin out there?? Well.. Its been a while i've not updated my blog.. Hmmmm... Kinda lazy ba.. So well... Holidays are kinda fun.. Not kinda.. It was actually fun.. Two weeks hols.. Well.. Parents went to KL on the 2nd and came back on the 9th.. And on the Thursday i went for Youth Camp at Bornoe Rainforest... Fun and tiring.. Well.. What i did when my parents were not here.. hahaha.. Wake up in the morning around 9sth, go bath.. Get ready.. And Roro pick me up for lunch.. Haha.. Meet my bro, and the bf they all for lunch.. Then roro, the sis and me, practically hang out.. Fun la.. Thanks Roro for being such a good friend.. :D And got a bad news la.. I told u all in my last post tat i sat for my piano exam rite.. The marks are out.. And its like crap la.. 7 more marks the examiner also dun give.. 60 is passing mark.. And i got 53.. Its like... ****... But den my dad din talk much, he just said next time sit for it again practice hard for it.. But for now.. I'll just relax first.. Dont wanna stress myself with piano first.. I only got school stuff to worry now.. My parents also din say anything.. Hehe.. So what the heck.. Let it be first.. Hmmm.. School started on Monday.. Okay la this week.. Not gna be bad.. Cux take back test papers only and stuff.. Nothing much to do in class.. And guess what.. Im doom.. Probation prefect gonna start tml.. I just got back from buying stuff for tml.. Have to be in school early edi.. Before 6.30.. Hope i can reach there early.. Cux i owes reach school around 6.40 like tat... So i hope can la.. And besides tat.. Just now we had briefing.. Apuuu.. They said alot things tat freak me out.. But most important i must build up my brave-ness and do my job.. Tats what my senior said.. Dun be scared just do wht u suppose to do.. Ur not wrong, cux ur right.. So... Im not gna be afraid of anything.. Try la.. Im not sure its gna be how long for the probation period... So just stand and go through the tough moments.. Hmm.. Niways.. Weekends coming.. Hope the bf is gna make free time and spend time with me.. He always do la.. Hmm.. For now... I dun even know whats he doin.. I tot he slept just now.. I called him, kena cancel my phone call pula.. And he txt me saying his awake edi.. And i was like K.. Den no reply from him.. So wait la.. Scared he busy so dun bother him.. Sorry dear if i said things about u here.. U know la.. I like saying things in my blog kan.. :) Hmmm so... Dunno what to say la.. Owh... Next saturday, my brother they all might be goin to Brunei for a day trip.. But.. Heard my school gonna put the parents teacher meeting on 27th.. Tats the day we maybe planning to go.. Apuuu.. So I might have to make arrangement next week byt maybe, on Friday i ask my mom follow me go see the form teacher and take my result or else ask my parents no need go cux they owes say malu go.. Maybe ask my brother on behalf la.. Say my parents not here.. Hehe.. If my parents let la.. So i gotta see how things goes first.. If brunei trip is comfirm den i can make arrangement... So.... Basically tats all la... I also dunno what to say edi.. Maybe i'll just stop here and update another post sooner or later kay... Off to see tv... Good Nites Peeps!! Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks

Selamat Hari Gawai :D

Hello Peeps!! How r u all enjoying ur hols? Me... hahahah... Kinda still in the blur state today... Well... Lets update... From Friday till yesterday nite... And what happen along the way.. So be patient and read my story... I had my last test in school on Friday.. So after tat.. I rush home change to my dress and went down to the piano studio there and had a rehearsal.. After tat went home and waited for 2.30 to go down again to the piano studio for my test.. It was like... Whoa! Im so freaking nervous... But den it pass edi.. Whooo! The examiner was friendly and it made me not worry anymore...and nervous.. Den.. At nite.. Went out with Miss Eva Chia... Thanks for the great time.. She teman me go pierce my ear.. And den... Followed by the limteh session at pelita side there with my brother, my bf and others.. =) Around 11sth we headed home and i was so sleepy and i slept.. On Saturday.. Morning like usually had breakfast with the family and after tat went to follow the brother went to the workshop with my dad to service the car.. And after tat... My dad went to my uncle there and i followed my brother go do some car stuff and den went to pick up Kim to go Boulevard to buy the BBQ stuff for Sunday BBQ at my bf's house.. Met the bf there too.. After tat proceed to Ipoh Town for limteh session and around 4sth we head home.. I rest a while by 5.30pm i woke up.. Took a bath and got ready for the dinner at Grand Palace.. After the dinner.. My bro, me and Jul went out earlier from the dinner and went to meet with Rowena, Johan and Ro's sister at Chilli Peppers.. And around 11.. We head home.. Okay.. Come to the interesting part... Sunday.. After church, went for Lunch and after tat met the bf at city fan to pick me up and den went to his house and hang out... Around 4sth to 5sth.. The rest arrive.. And i proceed with my nap.. Hahahaha... Lets skip all the boring part and go to where we open the Liquor part.. Chivas.. Hahahahah... At first i din want to drink.. I never drink before ma... I scared drunk later.. But in the end... I was using a mug to drink pepsi and my brother poured abit of Chivas in it and i drank slowly.. After finish it i felt like theres no taste of the Chivas and i said more.. And same thing drink with the Pepsi and now i can taste the Chivas.. Whoa.. After slowly drinking tat finish i felt like more and more i got.. So... Finish the 3rd one... Whoa! I tell u... My whole head was spining around... Lucky my bf was there to hold me.. If not i sure slowly move to the side without knowing and just fall off.. So my bf hold me and walk to his room and i lie down and i felt everything was spining around.. Seriously, i owes drink beer i also dun get tat drunk.. I was really drunk yesterday nite.. So i lie down there and my bf came in and check on me and he asked me wanna drink coffee or not.. And i said i want.. So he went to make one for me, and i drank.. Lucky i drank if not this morning i woke up sure got the hang over there.. So i rest there.. But i cant stand lying down so i slowly hold things to walk out and i sat with my bf there.. Thanks dear.. :D Around 1sth head home and came home... I only knew i just change to my pyjamas and just lie down and slept till morning 8sth, my dad force to wake me up for breakfast... Still abit dizzy though.. And after tat... Now im home... After posting this blog wanna lie down and rest again.. Im still feeling dizzy... Malu ehy last nite... I drunk.. Walk also not chun... At least my bf was there for me... Good boyfriend.. :D Thanks dear.. Love u alot.. Hmmm.. I guess tats all for this post la.. Dizzy ah me... Have a good day.. And Selamat Hari Gawai!! :D Ciao!

~kArEn~Muacks